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Friday, February 29, 2008
Church
Damn. Suddenly don't feel like going back to HoGc anymore. Utterly no purpose in going back.1. Thea going back with Darryl (no idea as to how the name is supposed to be spelt) 2. Takuya not going 3. Have to see Roy, Wei Jie, Wei Min, Shu Jun, Pastors, ... ..., and a lot of other people whom i do not even have the WORLDLY DESIRE to see 4. No urge to listen to END sermon 5. Not a single soul in church that i don't mind glancing at 6. Praise and worship with fakers (Not FS kind of fakers) 7. SLEEPING OR ISHUFFLE-ING IN MY OWN HOUSE IS MUCH MORE COMFY
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Nothing to blog about, so sad
I started to hate hosting pictures up to blogger. Especially when it shows me this empty box with a small red cross at it's left corner. That's so freaky. If i could, i will send a pacman over to eat that small little red cross up. But damn, i can't. Therefore i have no choice but to live with it. Double damn.Anyway, went with Thea to do our nails today. Wasn't too bad. Only $22. Quite cheap in comparison to other places. Decided to go back quite often. *smiles*  Nails done. Not bad right?Anyway, since no one is reading my blogs. Might as well not blog anymore. *smiles again* Pictures!! Pictures!!  Emo while doing nails Not smiling for the lens I prefer the reflection more than my face. My face is too hideous. *cries* Fat arms. Fat legs. FAT ME. So sad. *cries even louder*
April drooled when she knew that ROARER likes her Finally went out with April again. Had been quite some time since i last saw her. Went shopping and ARCADE-ING. Quite another mundane day, but BAH. At least i had fun with her. Went to AMK Hub for April's clothes. Options. A guy's shop. I saw a lot of clothes i fell in love with PERSONALLY. But too bad, i seriously can't wear it. Very sad. When i was browsing through their clothes while April was trying hers on, i can virtually see Benjamin wearing EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF CLOTHING IN THE STORE. Yes, every single piece. And i can already virtually see him wearing it perfectly. Sheesh. And April just bought a shirt of $39.90. Just like that. A tee-shirt. Just a plain tee-shirt (which looks very nice by the way). She's one rich girl. She's so rich that she can just buy cat food for random cats. But she refuses to give me a treat. What kind of person is this? A cat is even better than me. I DEMAND A TREAT. APRIL, I DEMAND FOR A TREAT!!! After buying her tee, we were walking randomly around in AMK Hub. Guess who we saw. It's BENJAMIN TRYING ON THOSE CLOTHES I VIRTUALLY SAW JUST NOW. ... Right, that didn't happen. We didn't saw him. I just hallucinated. But we saw Nicky instead. In other words, April's ex. I couldn't recognized him at all. And was insisting to April that he's not the guy. But i ate my words. That guy IS Nicky. See, this is the proof that April was seriously once his girlfriend. No one knows him like April (and among his other girlfriends) Anyway, after seeing Nicky, we went back to Sembawang. Went to This Fashion. Puked at the design of clothes in there. But i die die also want to buy something before i go home. I went in, took a random piece of clothing. DIDN'T try at all. And paid for it. Gee, am i glad i'm a member over there? 30% discount. *smiles* I would have bought more, if their clothes were better. Shucks. After that, ARCADE. Para and DDR. I failed at Freestyle Hard mode, "I wanna dance". Very sad. Cannot make it. And today, no FEEL at Para-ing at all. Didn't even act shuai when para-ing. Sad case. I'm doomed. After a long long time of para-ing and ddr-ing. Went for dinner. After that, two more games of Para. Let me share about something important. NEVER PARA AFTER YOU JUST ATE. Very bad. Very full. Cannot play well. Then, an unknown sense of anger flared up within me. And i stormed towards DDR and played that. Was venting my anger on it. And jumping like nobody's business. Good thing that there's not a lot of people in there. If not, DAMN PAI SEH. After that. HOME. What else? I seriously tried to think of ideas to blog. And took pictures on the bus. But too bad. The pictures turned out to be hideous. NO, worse than hideous. Very bad. Picture 1:  FAILED.Picture 2:  ALSO FAILED.Sad a not? All the pictures taken nowadays are very bad. Leaving my blog a very boring blog. Then nobody will come and read. And i will be super sad. Cause the world should revolve around me. *oops* Nah, kidding. Bao Liao : Updates : Going out perpetually everyday. Shall die soon and not go out AT ALL next week. And April was telling me about my standard of both English and Chinese dropping and was once again confirming if i seriously got A1 for it. Cause, i was like mixing English and Chinese together plus my pronunciation was very bad. And i told her plainly. After O levels, who will ever bother to speak in proper ENGRISH. Next time, i shall learn more languages and mix it all up. Wondering who will ever understand me at that point of time. But till then, tata. Tuesday, February 26, 2008
So purposeless
Darn, i ate my words again. Shucks. No one shall know which issue i'm referring to except myself. Very unhappy. Sheesh.Anyway, i tried to revive my Multiply account just now. After uploading all my pictures up, i've realized that i've got NOTHING to blog at all. Very sad. My life seems to be so purposeless. Nothing to blog about anymore. I need more life. I NEED PEOPLE TO GO OUT WITH ME. THEA, YOU READ THIS? *just kidding* But even so, i doubt we know a lot of places that we can go to. Sheesh. Anyway, saw Ming Rong today. I was looking at him in the eye and he looked at me in the eye too. I smiled at him, and he LOOKED AWAY as if he didn't know me. OI MONG, THOUGH I KNOW I WAS NEVER CLOSE WITH YOU, BUT AT LEAST WE GOT TALK BEFORE DE LEH, HOW CAN YOU ACT LIKE YOU DON'T RECOGNIZE ME. OR WORSE!! YOU SERIOUSLY DON'T. *fuming* BAH!! Two games of RF5 today and i vowed never to play it again. Very boring. (Alright, i didn't make that vow.) But i've decided NOT TO PLAY ARCADE ALONE ANYMORE. Very no life. Next time, when i want to go arcade, MUST JIO THEA TO PLAY WITH ME. It's much more fun playing with her. Especially Para. And maybe with Ugine and April too. *smiles* How can i EVER leave the two of them out in arcades? Updates : MSN HATES ME! Cannot sign it. Couldn't find any errors when i ran trouble shooting. Sheesh. THANKS It's 4am and is raining pretty heavily outside. This should be a good time to sleep, but no wave of sleepiness is washing over me yet. I'm still playing Blood Ties... ... for the second time. I got absolutely nothing to do. Although i'm getting ample rest, 7 to 8 hours per day, but i can't help but seem to feel that my energy is continuously seeping away from me. Eye circles seem to be appearing under my lids again. And i keep feeling lethargic. Very bad. Sheesh. Can't even find the 'feel' to blog. But still, i will be very much alive though. I have no idea why, but i couldn't stop myself from feeling that i'm falling in love. Correction. Falling deeper and deeper into it. Now i'm wondering, when will i hit the ground? Will it hurt? Or will it be a bottomless pit? I'm not going to start a chim-ology blog on love. No one likes to read lengthy blogs, i've realized. BAH. Anyway, a round of applause to anyone that can faithfully read my blogs. Cause, some of the post (like the previous one) is so lengthy. With no interesting content or pictures. So, to any kind souls that click in to read and stayed on even though i have such bad written blogs, i THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. *kisses* Monday, February 25, 2008
The time has come
The previous post was plain crap. Was blogging in a very tired state yesterday. Thus, the outcome was outright BAD.Anyway, i realized that i'm only blogging when i'm tired. Like now. Have such a strong desire to fall back into my warm and welcoming bed. Damn. I'm getting so lazy (and fat) lately. Shall die. But as a happy and lazy person. *laughs* Back to the topic i had with Thea yesterday. Wei Jie and her is history already. So might as well stop talking about it. But another thing we've talked about yesterday, was guys in church. I can't really remember how we linked there. But if i wasn't wrong, it's like me asking, "Got good guys in church mehz? How come i can't see any sia?" Then, out came some names that Shu Jun was currently crushing on. And i've tried to evaluate them using logical skills. Ling Jie : No comments about him, except he's a great chef. Main reason i wouldn't like about him is when Roy asked me (in front of leaders) how would i talk to him. And i'm like, i have no idea. I don't even know him personally. Damn. Anyway, he's a great guy to hang out with. Though i didn't really sit down and talk to him, therefore, NO COMMENTS. That's about all that Thea has told me. Though i might not sound very kind in whatever i wrote on top. But that was what i thought. And the government had always supported the idea of freedom of speech right? The 有話就說, right? But anyway, nobody is perfect. (Coincidentally, i'm a nobody. *grins*) And i digress. I meant, no one's perfect. But they're always the best in Christ's eyes. And that's the most important thing right? So there shouldn't be anyone that was even thinking of flaming me for what i've written above. *grins even wider* Much less scold me in my face. BAH. If anyone does that, i shall take it. As an ENTERTAINMENT. But, i'm going back this Sunday. And i'm so freaking worried. Not because of meeting the people. Cause they ain't my priority anymore. So why should i care about them. But i've heard that pastors are preaching about the end of the world this weekend. Why should i even go. To further confirm that i'm going down to meet Lucifer? Double damn. I'm so freaking-ishly worried. Very scared. But on second thoughts, going down to hell ain't all that scary. Hell on earth is worse. And it's a confirmation that hell on earth will break lose when that day is nearing. I suddenly felt like i want to know Issac. (No april, not the Issac you know) His church suddenly seems so much better. *gulps* GUO QUAN, INTRO ME TO YOUR CHURCH LEH. Anyway, i'm not sure if this is good. But i feel that being un-churched is not entirely a bad thing. I can still say i'm a child of God. I pray before i sleep. I thank God for things He had so graciously given me. But, April shared one thing with Thea and i yesterday. There could be sinners in heaven, and also pastors in hell. Sinners in heaven because they repented and thus God recognized them as His child. And pastors in hell because they shared the wrong stuff and led the people closer to themselves rather than God. And i met a lot of people (no idea why) and all were so coincidentally backsliders from HoGc. Alright, maybe not a lot, but some i have not seen for months and months. Suddenly saw him one day, and he remembered me. That's the main thing. And after chatting, we found out, how HoGc works, is quite weird. A lot of them said things that were true, and they knocked it into my head. Though i might have came to know and understand all these stuff and facts perfectly, but i couldn't accept it. Maybe deep in my heart, it was cultivated that pastors were the two people that i respected the most. And church was the first thing in my heart. Leaders are always before me. People first and everything. It was so deep that sub-consciously, i refused to believe the facts that were shown right in front of me. Until these few weeks, i met Ugine and Guo Quan. And of course, Thea. And nobody hit me as well as Guo Quan did. The things he told me was so true that i can't even fend it off. He didn't go against pastors or leaders. It's just the WAY that all of them did. Not personally. But the way they handle stuff. I had no other choice but to agree. We all worked very closely with leaders before. (Why?!?!) And whatever he says, shone light upon me. He's in another church now. It's a traditional church and nothing is wrong with that. April too shared. She was working in a Christian field and they'll pray everyday. And even though it's in a office, the presence of God is always there. But, in the auditorium, filled with worshiping on-fire Christians, the presence seems to be not as strong. And this reminded me of another point that Guo Quan shared. The 'on-fire' ones. They seems to make things into an obligation. Not that we want. But we have. Think about this. "If you're on fire, you will come down for service.", "If you're on fire, you will believe in God and pledge more money.", "If you're on fire, you will come down for CG rather than your CCA." and stuff like that. I was thinking, and i can't help but agree. They make into such an obligation that i even put my people and paper work in front of studies. Resulting in such poor mid year results. Luckily i got out around July. And managed to pull my scores in prelims up to 19. And O levels of 11. I can't imagine what the result will be if i had continue to stay in there. (And why is everyone telling me that i'm very dumb to go into RP when i scored 11. Cannot meh? DMAT don't want me mah, so go to DSA lor. I want to learn music and sound mah. Cannot meh?) But anyway, i'm in no position to judge against a church. I will only leave things on how it should be. I just pray that all well shall end well, and things will not turn for a worse when we go back on Sunday. And even though, i'm not very close with Father all these while, but i'm always a child of God. Even if i had to go down to hell when the end comes, i know i will still be a child of God. Cause, i promised to be His child and nothing could change that. Anyway, let me digress. I saw this guy at Alice 88th yesterday with very nice hair. I couldn't really remember how he looks like, but his hair looks very close to this. This picture is not his, but someone i saw on Friendster. But their hairstyle is almost 100% identical. Alright, maybe the guy i saw in Alice 88th has longer hair at the back, by maybe a 1 cm?  This is the picture. Chio hair right?
THEA AND WEIJIE GOT 來電 BEFORE Round two of arcade today. 5 rounds of DDR. NOT CONSECUTIVELY. And surprisingly, my legs ain't aching right now. *rejoice* And i've improved on my para skills. I can not only act shuai, i can act niang too. And i've just decided. Just that, an uncle keep looking at me dance para. That uncle got even weirder. Felt very uncomfortable with him around. He stayed on to watch us dance for like 4 or 5 rounds, which is like 20 songs, and was smiling whenever i saw him. That uncle must be one free man. With so much time on his hand. *shivers upon thinking of him* Nevermind, he wasn't the main focus. The main thing is, next time, when Thea, April and i come together to play para. April was dance the male version. I will dance the female version. Then Thea will dance the combine version. So, the best dancer will be Thea. Have to learn two styles. I'm in the process of ruining my nails. I've been plucking the fake nails out. Out of pure bo liao-ness. Two dropped off, NO THANKS TO THEA AND APRIL. And the other two was being plucked off be yours truly. Since Thea's going to bring me to do my nails on Thursday, i might as well ruin it now. *grins* I so want to play Para and DDR. Good form of exercising. AND THE MAIN THING OF THE BLOG IS THIS!!! THEA AND WEIJIE!! GOT 來電 BEFORE. The 當事人 told me herself. And they even held hands. Those fingers between fingers kind. 十指交扣 kind. Sweet? Though they never stead before, but got ask each other out and stuff. Wei Jie will meet Thea after school, then go eat. Then a lot of little little things. Nice a not? I've worked with Wei Jie quite closely before and NEVER NOTICED THIS. Am i dumb or what? Shucks. Anyway, i was lazy to upload any photos and thus, NO PICS. Going to concentrate on the MSN checkers with Thea. Sleeping soon. *yawns* Sunday, February 24, 2008
My legs are STILL aching NOW
Have absolutely no feel to blog today, because of my aching legs AGAIN. Played DDR with Thea two games consecutively. Meaning six games. My legs are officially proclaimed dead now. Very dead.Anyway, i've decided not to plan out my life. It's like, what's the use of planning out when i'm not even doing it. It's just a waste of time. Therefore, shall only do a rough draft in my head. Sheesh. So today, we went to Alice 88th first. Then down to Suntec. And arcade. And Esplanade. And HOME!! Was an enjoyable day though. (And poor April, can't find her lan shop. Ask her come with us, she don't want. BOO to her!) And tomorrow, confirm arcade with Thea. If Takuya wants to go to Atsuki, then will got to Suntec's arcade. If not, will be going to Sembawang's arcade. Done. Nice, short, sweet and simple. A sudden thought came into my head. Guo Quan (met him at Yishun interchange LAST CABIN today. I think most of us are all used to walking to last cabin already) told me, he's my DIRECT RP DSA SENIOR. Awesome. And he said that it's very slack in the first year. Which I LIKE!! *beams* April, me and Ugine all got into RP. *cheerios* But then, heard that some other people are also inside. (Like Kian Leng) *saddening* Saw Gerard, Kian Leng and Alumn today. Cute. Only Gerard came up to say 'Hi'. The rest, NO MANNERS. But we didn't go up to them either. Oh well~~ RANDOM PICTURES BEFORE ENDING OFF
Saturday, February 23, 2008
How come...
... my font size and everything seems weird? Is it because of the super-duper-sumos? Shucks. They hate my super duper sumo. Nevermind, but please don't die on me will you. I will change all the fonts back to normal. I promise. *puppy eyes*Anyway, i hate typing with this fake nails. Very irritating. A day ago, i wasn't used to having real, short nails. A day later, i can't bear this long irritating nails. GIRLS. *sigh* Plus, i don't personally think that it looks good. Therefore, they're plain irritating. If they dare to hinder me while i play RF5 tomorrow, these nails... these nails... shall... shall... continue staying on my fingers, cause i idiotically went to cut my real nails off. (I can perpectually hear Shane saying "Told you so" already. But BAH) I seriously need to think where i want to go tomorrow. Suntec? Alice 88th? Far East? Sun Plaza (arcade only)? Or Clarke Quay? Takuya says he wants to go there tomorrow, but he didn't tell me what time he wants it. Shucks. Pictures of random things will be posted up tomorrow. Lazy to send it to my com tonight. And no photos of me lately too. *rejoice* (Plus how come the time on the dashboard showing what time i posted is all wrong? Damn. And i want a new blogskin. BLOGGER, PLEASE STOP DOING ALL THESE TO ME!!) (Things to blog tomorrow : Sister's shawl, Tortoise soft toy, little script, newly found blogger whom i finished all the archives, or anything that comse into my head) Friday, February 22, 2008
i love randomness
I'm going to use big fonts lately. ALL SUPER DUPER BIG. Like super duper sumos, hey-ho-hey.Yes, i'm going all so mad. I just found a new blog that i fell completely in love in. I shan't share. I don't like sharing. Mine stays mine. ^^ And the madness continues when April talks to me on MSN. ✖【叛逆者言:请勿靠近】77°: ALLEN WALKER- 我爱死你了("V") says (下午 08:03): I LOVE RANDOM-NESS LATELY!! Going to bathe soon, before putting up fake nails. And Thea did not reply me. Means i can sleep until song tomorrow. Cheerios then. Ps: I hate typing with my new nails. Very irritating. Notice me reply slower in MSN and friendster. Anyway, correction of all plans. Thea DID contact me. Going to meet her at 3.30pm tomorrow. And God knows what the plan for tomorrow will be. The only thing i know is that i'm not wearing goth tomorrow, but casual in the end. Shucks. But at least, i can flaunt my new shades. *smiles* Random post once again Alright, i initially intended to blog this after 12am, so this post will have a new date to it. But then, i had absolutely nothing to do now, and yu le bai fen bai is also showing some guy from xing guang bang 2 that i have no idea whom he is. Therefore decided not to watch that anymore. April also stopped SMSing me, because she is knocking off soon. Plus no one is MSNing me. I'm simply so bored. I've got nothing to do, but to rant and talk to myself here. What a sad life i have. *sigh* Fine, i didn't slept a lot today too. Honest. *raise palms up* I went offline faithfully at around 4 plus, and couldn't sleep until 5 plus. Or 6. Not very sure myself. And i woke up before 12pm today. What a night. Sorry, morning. What a morning. Anyway, i was thinking about some random stuff before i slept. (I have the tendency to be quite random lately) I was thinking, will i be more comfortable if i'm the only girl in a group of guys, or i'm with a group of girls with only one guy. (Apparently i was too bored at home and was already fantasizing about going out. Even before i slept.) After thinking about it, for like a long time. Since i couldn't sleep. I've thought about a lot of scenarios, and only the first one sound logical. The rest were all plain crap.
So, after looking at these two scenarios, i guess i'm pretty neutral about who i'm hanging out with. Plus i felt guilty. *eyes looking on the floor* While i was out with Thea and Ugine last Saturday, i was chatting with Ugine all the way and kind of ignored Thea. Though i did try to talk to her and everything, but most of the attention placed and chats taken was with Ugine. *shuffles feet* But it's also because April and i are both closer to Ugine than we are to Thea. We contacted Ugine earlier than we did with Thea. No wait, Ugine contacted us earlier than Thea did. I had no contact with her or whatsoever until she came to Alice 88th with April and i on a couple of weeks ago. But, i will try to make it up for her. I've asked her out tomorrow. She hadn't replied me. If we're going out, then it'll only be the two of us. No Ugine. No anyone else. Unless we are going to Sembawang to play arcade after it. Will call April and Ugine down too. Then i will grab April to play Rock Fever and Ugine to play DDR with me. (Got motive one, apparently) But if not, will most probably go over to Suntec first to play their DDR and RF5 over there. Then skip Sembawang's arcade altogether. BOO. Anyway, this is what i planned for tomorrow. (Suddenly remembered what Wei Jie had taught us. Must also plan our clothings right?) *eyes looking at my wardrobe and back to the screen within a second*
You say sad a not? I'm fat. I'm fat. I'm fat. I KNOW I'M FAT. Fine. Life still goes on. Everytime i go hungry for some time, then the next meal i take in after that, seems to be extra unhealthy. I was like very hungry this morning around 10 plus am, and i refused to get up to eat. Cause i still want to sleep. Then, i forced myself to sleep and woke up at 11 plus am, which i'm not hungry anymore. Then mum, being a nice mum, offered to make me lunch. I thought, it had been a long time since i had some decent meal, and i excitedly said that i want it. After she was done, i went over and saw, FRIED CHICKEN AND FRIES. I mean, i love these unhealthy food, but c'mon, this is FATTENING. No wonder i'm getting rounder and rounder lately. So sad. I hope my weighing machine isn't lying to me when it tells me that i'm still under the 50kg mark. But i've became heavier, no doubt. *cries* Nevermind, whatever that will happen will happen. No use brooding over it. It's a long post without any funny things AGAIN. Very sad. I think i lost my sense of humour. Double damn. Anyway, i was just looking at my iShuffle and was thinking if i should get myself a new MP3. He been with me since he's newly borne into Singapore market, and had been faithfully staying beside me for a little more than a year. Why don't Apple come out with more new gadgets that i can afford it by myself. All their nanos and iPods are like 200 plus onwards (that's Nano, never iPod). iShuffle costs $138 only sia. And it's been so faithful. Why can't Nanos be this price too. I wouldn't mind if it's not as faithful. Or Clies. Why can't they be at this price too? Fine shucks, i shan't buy any of those. My iShuffle had been so faithful to me, and i shall be faithful to him too. I will not leave him until one day, he decides to leave me for adultery. In which i wouldn't throw it away, as simple as that. I will snap off the clip. Dig out the rubber round white thing for controlling the sound level. Then pluck out the pause/play button. And dismantle it. Taking apart all the wires. Before tossing it into the bin where it rightfully belongs. *Buahahaha* Before shouting at his dismanteled corpse, "That'll teach ya" (Anyway, whatever is inside the above paragraph won't, i repeat, WON'T happen in real life. I might be bored, but not bored enough to take apart a iShuffle. I will just throw it with all it's operating manual away, down the rubbish chute. End of story.) Enjoy life I've just realized that my phone's 2.0 mega pixels ain't that bad afterall. Not as good as any digicams or phones with 5.0 mega pixels. But it's considered not that bad afterall. I should be happy. I should be glad. I should count my lucky stars. I should be contented. I should thank my parents. I should ... ... I should get to enjoy my life more. Felt a sudden urge to go eat at good places and window shop. Cause i have no money, can't shop. No one wants to sponsor me at all. Sad, but all i wanted to is to ENJOY LIFE. Damn. Ps. Posted this blog in Internet Explorer. Though it makes my font looks better (to me while posting) than Firefox, but posting in Firefox is so much better. You got to try to find out. *winks* Pps. I can't seem to blog properly anymore. Is it because i'm not reading good blogs lately? Is it... BAH. Shall not care about it. If i can't post good blogs, means i can't. Nothing serious. BAH. But i seriously want back the standard of my first few blogs. *cries* Hossan Leong Man, i'm falling so in love with Hossan Leong. I never knew how to appreciate his talent when he came to my school once during assembly to give a talk or skit or simply something. No memory at all. Guess i wasn't paying attention. And most probably dozing off in the weltering heat. Very FUNNY. Believe me. I think i fell in love with him, fell in love with his sense of humor. And this song is cute too~ Lyrics: (wonder how many times i pressed 'pause' for these) Sang Nila, Utama Saw a lion, Alamak Name the village, Singapura then run very far Years later, ang mor came Stamford Raffles was his name Posed for statues very nice We kenna colonize Singapura very strong Big guns all, pointing wrong Japanese, came on bikes, invade us from our backside War is over, ang mor back Singaporeans no respect Commies come, make a fuss, Singapore independence! I live in Singapura It's not perfect living But at least it's interesting I live in Singapura Though it's kind of crazy We win other country David Marshall, Lim Yew Hock National Anthem starts to rock Yusof Ishak the big man guess who's PM Malaysia say, come join me Two of us be same country Then not happy Then make PM cry PM Lee lead country Build Jurong and HDB Make the country clean and green opposition cannot win JB Jeya no more funds Chee Soon Juan won't eat his buns Lim How Doong, what a goon, Don't talk cock in parliament I live in Singapura It's not perfect living But at least it's interesting I live in Singapura Though it's kind of crazy We win other country Kick out from Malaysia Cup Micheal Faye pain in the butt S-League, Tea dancing Ah Beng loves Modern talking McDonald's Hello Kitty Everyone drink bubble tea Crushing cockroach Margaret Chan, James Lye is VR Man Reclamation, Tuas Causeway Malaysian water buay ho sei Mahathir's friend Datuk Anwar Mathathir says he's chow Ah Qua NDP, auntie rush Everyone it's fun to flush Bubble gums are all banned ask your friends buy from Thailand I live in Singapura It's not perfect living But at least it's interesting I live in Singapura Though it's kind of crazy We win other country Driving car, not funny Bid on cars with C-O-E E-R-P, road tax RARF until i want to barf Why our locals have to pay? Foreign talent are okay Causing estate upgrade by contractors who go pok kai IMF, must follow Want to protest go indoor L-R-T, not so fast New Water, they laugh at us I live in Singapura It's not perfect living But at least it's interesting I live in Singapura Though it's kind of crazy We win other country Baby bonus, maid levy Singtel Shares give out for free Jack Neo, Kit Chan, sexy pastor, Ho Yeow Sun Beckham parties with models Has affair but no one knows S-league, go world cup can come true if they don't suck Mahathir then Abdullah Bar top dancing at the bars Budget airlines start to pa Stop speaking Singlish lah Gay is okay says PM SM Lee go be MM PM Lee the same name, here we go all over again We live in Singapura It's not perfect living But at least it's interesting We live in Singapura Though it's kind of crazy We win other country We live in Singapura It's not perfect living But at least it's interesting We live in Singapura Though it's kind of crazy We win other country We live in Singapura After this song, i've decided to speak in Singlish. In both real and virtual space. A little Singlish here and there seems to make everything so interesting. AND I LOVE SINGAPORE. I shall not migrate anywhere. Not even to Taiwan. I WILL STAY IN SINGAPORE. For this is where my home, house, family, friends, ... ..., EVERYONE is. I LOVE SINGAPORE!! Thursday, February 21, 2008
SINGLISH
WHAT THE HECK!! Someone said that my English was broken English. I admit. But then, telling me that so plainly is like a slap in my face. *piak*Never mind, those that know me personally will know that though i might write and speak using broken English, but i can write in (almost) perfect English if i want to. A1 for English Os horz. *gloats* But i'm a Singaporean, therefore i shall support Singlish. *waves banner* Anyway, i've just cut my nails. Now i'm a claw-less vampire. Very sad. Feels very weird with short nails. Had been a long time since i have nails THIS short. Can't hear the sound of it hitting against the keyboard is so traumatizing. I can't hear the sound of me typing very fast. Very sad. SINGLISH ROCKS!! I'M A SINGAPOREAN. THEREFORE I SHALL TALK IN SINGLISH. Do you have anything against it? If you have, then BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET OVER IT. (Shouldn't put up his picture in case he comes in here) Yuan Xiao Jie Today is Yuan Xiao Jie. I didn't realized this until my 360 friend told me. Very sad. This year, no one bought rice dumplings, in other words, Tang Yuan. Alright, i didn't buy. But mum also didn't ask (remind) me to buy. So NO TANG YUAN THIS YEAR. Nevermind, i shall cook round chicken bits, or shrimp dumplings or something that's round in my house to substitute it. AHHH, SOTONG BALLS. My dad loves it. Shall cook it in soup and see how well he loves it NOW. *Buahahaha* Hmmm, let's see if dad will buy any tang yuan home today. If not, I DUN HAVE TO COOK!! *yippie* HAPPY YUAN XIAO JIE FOLKS!! Random post I'm so broke. I'm so broke. I'm so broke that my fingernail broke. (... ...) Alright fine, they're still intact.  See, nails are still FINE.And they're still hitting happily against the keyboard as i type. Nothing much to blog today, since nothing much happened in my life today. Total sian-sation. The only thing i wonder is that how come i can spend like $50 and i didn't even realized it. Shucks. Let me see what i bought.  And these cost me $50? Freak!! Let me see in detail what i spent in all. Those pathetic stuff cost me $50? Damn. Unbelievable. Topup - $10 (To heck with adult fares) Sunglasses - $9.90 (The Bluez is so much better then Power9. At least they have free glasses pouches, unlike Power9, which you have to BUY it yourself. If you want, that is. Plus their glasses are cheaper than Power9. And nicer looking too.) Ring - $14 Fake nails - $9.90 (I got nails and the glue. But i didn't have the nail remover. SAD) Spray - $7.95 (I still think going for a reborn is better, in a complete destroying-hair-mode now) Arcade - A MERE DOLLAR (Praise me. Lowest record i ever spent in an arcade) Total - $52.75 Right, and i didn't remember spending that much. Shucks. Anyway, i lost in Rock Fever 5 today. I died at second stage. THAT humiliating act didn't even happen to me when i was a noob in RF. (cause April was playing 'co-operation' mode with me. So even if my stage failed, i still can move on) That's like SO SAD. But the main reason is that i was chatting on the phone using headset while playing it. I was talking so happily that i didn't realize that the game had already started. Very idiotic. Could only bring the dots up to like the purple area. (Around half the line). But still, FAIL. Very angry. Decided not to talk on phone while playing RF5 le. Other than losing, people might think i'm siao, if they didn't notice my headset. By the way, i saw KIAN LENG and Johnathan at Causeway. Didn't go up and say hi to them. Ugine will, i guess. Since it's him having personal grudges with them, not me. But i had a sudden thought. What is Kian Leng goes to RP which coincidentally, it's the school i was posted to. WORSE, what if he's going to the same course as me? He failed his Mathematics, means he cannot go business. Only can go to Humanities course, or MEDIA. Damn, i'm taking the media stream. Means, he might be in my course. Double damn. He will think i can't study. Then he will say i leave the leaders to study, then still cannot make it. He will snub me. He will despise me. He will laugh at me. He will humiliate me. He will DIE if he ever does any of the above!!!!! BAH. Who cares about that small fry who can't even pass his E MATHS. Alright, though i might be in no position to talk about his Mathematics, for i only scored a mere B3. Very bad, i thought i could get at least a A2. I was confident to get like 90 upon 100 for Paper 2. And 55 upon 80 for Paper 1. I could get around 80 upon 100 after conversion. But i heard that A1 for E maths this year is around 90 or 95. Very scary. BUT ALL I KNOW IS THAT, I DID VERY BADLY FOR PAPER1. Didn't put my heart in doing it at all. Was day dreaming and sleeping half of the time. Paper 2 couldn't even save my paper 1. Resulting in a pathetic B3. SO NO EXCUSE FOR GETTING A B3. Sad. Ahem, and i digress. I was saying, i might be no position to talk about him AT ALL, with my own pathetic set of scores. But at least, i sat for A Maths, and i passed. *coughs, C6 pass, COUGHS* Right, it was a borderline pass, but still, i passed. I had never passed A maths in my entire Secondary School life. I can score like SINGLE DIGITS for A maths overall PRELIM. My mum even asked me to give up on my A maths. And believe me, I GAVE UP. Didn't study much, only studied the morning before. In actual fact, i only studied on the morning itself before all the O level papers. God must have been very kind to me to let me have such grades. *smiles* Damn, i digress again. Anyway, back to my nails. (Changing topics at the speed of light) Seriously, i shouldn't cut my nails?  Look at my FAT fingers. So fat. Eww!!! And here comes the saviour, FAKE NAILS. It looks okay like this. But look at the underside. See the nail jutting out? Seriously, i shouldn't cut my real nails off? It look pretty hideous from the underside. And i'm sadly, a perfectionist.(... ...) ALRIGHT FINE, I'M NOT. NOTE, THE ONE PICTURE BELOW THIS IS GROSS. VERY GROSS. VERY VERY VERY GROSS.  My poor toe. Couldn't see the blood from this angle. Taken this after bathing. So the skin was a little 'soggy'. Plus i forgot to switch to macro mode when taking this picture. Pain sia. Now, the scab is so happily staying on my toe, AND NEW SKIN IS GROWING OVER IT. Tell me, GROSS OR NOT. Fine, gross topics about my poor toe shall end abruptly here too. RANDOM PHOTOS TIME (not a lot anyway) As much as i HATE emo-ness, i started to LOVE pretending to be emo when i'm taking pictures. Proof? Here's proof.        Emo? Nah, just for taking pictures. I HATE ALL EMO-NESS AND EMO-NERS. FOLIATE OFF FROM MY LIFE!!! Anyway, there's always these times where my computer hates me and refuses to run properly.  The bad IE in action.Random jumping of topics again  Thea, Ugine and me are all users of Billabong wallets. *all hail and bows*Sheesh, i just spotted a rose in trouble. It looks like it's dying. ROSE, HANG ON. I go and find JACK. (Where's that Titanic DVD when i need it?) Right, i don't have Titanic DVD. Or VCD. I didn't have that show at all. Shucks.  Me : Rose, are you okay? You looked like you're dying. Rose : Y..e..s... *gasps for breathe* I thi.. nk i can't... go on any long...er. *fits of cough* Me : Rose, stay strong. You can do it. DOCTOR, ANY DOCTOR AROUND?? *shouting in the empty void deck below my block* Rose: My dar...ling child *coughs* Tha..nks.. But sa..ve *gasp for breathe* save my child. Save him... from death... *gasp* Me: A child? Who? Where? How? Rose: My tum... tummy... *breathes her last and died* Me: Right, tummy. Tummy. Where will a rose considered her tummy. *opening her petals* ME GASP!!  Serious. Her child. *gasp again* There's this Tao Tai Lang in the Japanese folklore. So, i shall name this Mei Tuo Zhai. Mei is from Mei Gui (rose). And Tuo Zhai is Takuya in Chinese if i'm not wrong (named after him since that keychain is from him) I'M SO BO LIAO AND LAME, THAT I CAN'T HELP BUT LOVE MYSELF. *grins*  I love myself so much that i can't help but salute to myself.(... ...)  Why? Got prob arz?(... ...)  *SNORES*
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
April very se (horny)
Sheesh, April is seriously very horny sia. MSNing with her is a torture. I have no idea how she linked it there, but then she started to talk about very weird stuff.Exact MSN conversation:
But relax, you won't 身敗名裂, cause no one reads my blog. Relax. 你這個色鬼. Don't have to tell me all those. And the stoning part in particular. SHEESH!!  This is April. She's VERY CHIO right? Pity arz. She so se. But then, there were worse times. Be glad i didn't post it up. *winks* I do not wake up to be a coolie It was super rare that i decided to wake up earlier today. Well, at least earlier than my usual 1 or 2pm. Which means that i will not have enough sleep. But i did so willingly, because i have a SUPER project (of my own) to start on lately. I hope to be able to rush it out by 8th April. So i can present on the 9th. Then straight after me washing up, my mum asked me to go to the storeroom and moved out all the light bulbs. Thinking it's easy, i mean, c'mon it's only LIGHT BULBS. I went into the storeroom and found out i am wrong. All so wrong. Those light bulbs ain't our daily house hold application light bulbs. But for industry use. (My dad's goods in other words.) Those stuff literally is up to the height of my neck when placed vertically. And there's like ten or twenty in each box. And around six or so boxes. I'm no one in terms of strength. My legs go wobbly in just one song of DDR. (Note: One song, not one game of like 3 or 4 songs.) After moving it all out, mum did whatever she wanted to and asked me to move it back in again. I wasn't happy but i did it all the same. A while into it, my mum asked me to stop and said that she wanted the bulbs on the other side. That means whatever on the right goes to the left and the left goes to the right. And i'm like @$#@%!!! But being a filial girl, i did what she says. After having the bulbs fall onto me like TWICE. They were shaky. Plus i don't want them to fall to the ground into pieces (in which it's YOURS TRULY that have to clean up), i protected every single bulb and box. When i thought my torment is over, and i can come back to do my SUPER project. I only had the last thing to move in. The harmless looking vacuum cleaner. I took it at the connector between the cleaner itself and the long long pipe or whatever it's supposed to be called. I took it happily then the connector fall apart. Leaving the pipe in my hands, and the heavy (okay, not very heavy) vacuum cleaner on my foot. The cleaner still dare to hit my foot then bounce off, hitting the ground and making him look like he was the victim. I'M THE ONE WITH BROKEN SKIN ON MY FOOT. You vacuum cleaner, you can't even feel pain. Well, you don't even know i'm typing this, cause you got no nerves, eyes and brains. Can't transmit. Conclusion: I'm just so pathetic. No one pitied me. Mum didn't even thanked me or acknowledged the hard work i've put in. Mum didn't even see the outcome. April even make a joke out of my poor foot. I'm so ke lian. I might as well die. (But in which i wouldn't *winks*) Damn that 360 guy My blog length just got 嫌棄, cause it was said to be too long. But seriously, where got? I can write even longer posts if i want to. Longer and multiple posts in a day. No school, no work. What to do? Therefore, i shall and WILL write as many posts as i want per day, and i will determine the length myself. If you can't accept it, BUILD A BRIDGE AND GET OVER IT. *smiles sweetly* Anyway, blog skin is back to square one. Back to the pink one. But the only thing that is different will be the side bar. Take note of the random ramblings portion, i will MANUALLY change it everyday, or whenever i feel the bo liao-ness coming into my life. Until i get my hands on the codes that can let the sentences change every time it's being refreshed, i have no choice but to depend on myself. *sigh* I seriously got to write a new mental note to myself soon, which is to START GETTING REALLY MEAN WITH THIS GUY ON 360QUAN. This guy really pissed me off. If i can strangle him with my bare hands, I WILL. But then, killing him with my bare hands will only land me in jail, and him, an easy death. Therefore, i shouldn't kill him. Instead i shall wish that he get snubbed by every single soul whom he tries to get their number and will be cursed by them cause he's simply too irritating. (I'm trying not to be too mean over here. Praise me for that. *winks*) Plus, he's clever. Didn't upload any of his photos. Therefore, i couldn't copy his photo here and flame him. Sad. But seriously, he very 'bua ba'. I never recognized him as my 弟弟, or me as his 姐姐. He just suddenly decide to call me 姐姐 on one fine day. Very irritating. SO, I'M NOT GOING TO HAVE ANY GAN-WHATEVER ANYMORE. I only have one elder sister, and no more. The conversation i had with him. Plain irritating-ness. (Warning, very long) Him: 你叫什么名字啊 And i just replied him the last sentence, now waiting for his reply. I didn't even bother to change his 漢語拼音 to proper chinese characters. Too lazy. Very pissed off by him. The only reason i'm still talking to him is that i seek pleasure in seeing him fail to get what he wants. I will ignore him after i got bored of him. Anyway, both April and i both got into RP's DSA. *3 cheers* The sliver lining here is that the school from Yishun is only 3 MRT stops away. I can reach Woodlands MRT station in half an hour, in which 15mins is used to travel from my house to Yishun MRT station. That means, i can sleep until super late before rushing off to school. Which also means that i can catch more sleep than people who is studying in the same campus as me but staying somewhere far, like Temasak. But darn, those living in Woodlands can sleep much more than any of us. Sheesh, i want a laptop more than ever. Going into a wireless campus without a notebook is so nerd. I rather be a geek than a nerd anytime. *smiles* I know i did a bad job blogging this time, but i seriously can't think straight. Sleep is fogging my mind, and the irritating 360 guy is still making me very angry. *roars* |
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