Thursday, April 30, 2009
Ze randomness
I'm BACKKKKK from my uber short 3 day school week.
*big big big smile*



And i wrote a really short RJ today. But who cares. It's like i can get an A no matter how hard i try for his class in anyways.



So yes, i found a new love. A love for pants. I love how i look in black skinnies and tall platform shoes today. I so want to buy more new pants now!!! Skirts and shorts, away you go. Pants is my new love.



But sadly, i only have two pairs of them and both of them are in the laundry basket now.

*inserts sad emoticon face*



So yes, i was talking with April and i realized how i can get an A for HoA. Simply by jio-ing our faci to go to some random spot behind the park and *wink wink* at him.

(Psst, this would work extra well with guys and better with gyas though.)



OMG. What were you thinking? We are just having some innocent teacher-student bonding (more of bribing though) with a session of xiu hun ki-ing.



And of course. To ensure our As, don't let the faci use his own smokes. Treat him.



*winks at the smokers in class*



And YES!!! I can finally smell their stench after their quickie puff today.



I would normally fail to detect their smokey smell after their puff even if they are next to me. But today, when Nick, Shaun and Nathan came back from their *cough* toilet break during presentation time *cough*, i can smell them the minute they step into class.



And it was then i realized, i can finally smell them because i'm away from Nick for a few good hours for me to be not used to his smell.



Alrights, moving on. It was so hard to stay awake throughout the entire day. Especially with cold aircon and rains.



I woke up at 7 and fell back to sleep unknowingly until minutes later when i leaped out of bed to bathe.



I simply hate the feeling of being so awake at night but dead sleepy in the day.



So yes, today was alright, i guess.



And i went out with three hundred plus in my wallet yesterday and came home with only sixty left. I think i am starting to learn the importance of money and growing to hate spending. April and i literally hunt for cheap food/drinks (cold storage's green apple vod is just $5.50!!!) everywhere.



Gosh. Are we skipping teen and going straight to aunties-hood?



Anyways, i'm wondering if i should skip Monday's lesson. For if i do so, i will be able to get a 5 day rest.



And Nick is so cute as a two year old toddler. He's such a natural actor. I wonder would i be in the same class as him for the next year, since he's in DSA too.



Plus i can kick doors and chase after buses in heels. Never underestimate us girls!!!



Oh gosh. This is such a random update. I shall post a proper one soon when i get enough sleep.



Cheerios!!!




BYEEEEEEE!!



Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Freezing

The Sound Of Goodbye (Dark Matter 2001 Remix) - Armin Van Buuren


Every face I see is cold as ice
Everything I touch is pale
Ever since I lost imagination

Like a stream that flows into the sea
I am lost for all eternity
Ever since you took your love away from me

Sometimes
The sound of goodbye
Is louder
Than any drumbeat
Sometimes
The sound of goodbye
Is louder
Than any drumbeat

Every face I see is cold as ice
Everything I touch is pale
Ever since I lost imagination

Like a stream that flows into the sea
I am lost for all eternity
Ever since you took your love away from me

Sometimes
The sound of goodbye
Is louder
Than any drumbeat
Sometimes
The sound of goodbye
Is louder
Than any drumbeat

Sometimes
The sound of goodbye
Is louder
Than any drumbeat
Sometimes
The sound of goodbye
Is louder
Than any drumbeat






Yes, literally cold as ice. But not the faces i see but the faces of those people whom i've touched with my icy fingers.

I WANT MY WARM WARM WARM BLOOD ROMANCE SWEATER.



Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I like this picture!!!
OMG. I'm so tired right now that i just got to blog. (Actually, i don't have to, but i just want to waste my time by blogging so that i can do my RJ writeup later.)



Man, i was so tired that i didn't know i fell asleep on the way home. Until i find myself waking up and feeling so puzzled.



So yes. I'm extremely tired just after ONE day of class. Can you believe it? Just ONE and i'm dead.



And therefore, i need to post a picture of myself before running off to do my writeup. For there's a scheduled IT maintenance at 11pm to 5am.

I like this picture a LOT and i don't care if you want to see it nor not.



Monday, April 27, 2009
LOLLMAOROFL
Okay, i can't curb the urge of not blogging. Just the plain thought of me not having enough energy to blog for the next three days is tormenting.



And omiiigosh. *laughs* I love talking to Il.



I initially wanted to blog about Alvin, some unknown guy who added me on facebook, and he was sending me messages through there.



I was still patronizing him while feeling uber bored in class until his last message. I went O.O and got out of my FB's inbox straight after that.




(Full names are not shown to protect both our identities)




But OMG.



Who is he to call me "his little princess". First, i'm not his. Second, i'm not little. Third, neither am i a princess.



Uber ewwage.



Anyways, back to Il.



☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:47 PM):
*AMY!
*AMYY!!
*AMY LEEE

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (11:48 PM):
*HUHS?
*HUHSS?
*HUHHHSSs?

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:48 PM):
*can i call u Amy? :D
*cos u remind me of amy lee from evanescence

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (11:48 PM):
*lols.. how random
*but sure
*let me think.. how should i call you
*;P

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:48 PM):
*il
*lmao
* i wanna ask u..
*wanna play street soccer tmrw? :D

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (11:48 PM):
*errss..

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:48 PM):
*yes?
*yay!
*:D

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (11:48 PM):
*me.. play street scoccer?
*NO WAIIIIT
*NOOOO!!!!

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:48 PM):
*hahaha

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (11:48 PM):
*i would die

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (11:49 PM):
*or.. i can be your ball lurs

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:49 PM):
*hahahahah!

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (11:49 PM):
*you guys can kick me around
*lols

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:49 PM):
*we'll let you be the goalkeeper
*how bout that?

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (11:49 PM):
*errss.. *can i be the goal post instead?
*;P

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:49 PM):
*well. no, we olredy have that. lol


And it doesn't stop here.


☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:57 PM):
*one day, i shall bring you under the sun (#)

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (11:58 PM):
*errss..
*and on day
*i shall drink from your neck
*:P

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:58 PM):
*D:

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (11:59 PM):
*seriously? o.o u drink from necks?

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (11:59 PM):
*hmms..
*never been there, never done that
*but you can be the first person i drink from
*:)




LAUGHOUTLOUDLAUGHMYASSOFFROLLINGONFLOORLAUGHING





P/s: And the conversation continues...


☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (12:08 AM):
*LMAO. funny la sial.

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (12:08 AM):
*ROFL
*you more funny lurs
*xD

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (12:09 AM):
*lol, no way..!
*so tmrw,
*street soccer
*okay!
*xD
*yessa!
*bring ur other fren oso!

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (12:10 AM):
*errrss.. omg!!
*i'll slash my wrist, drink poison, hang myself and commit suciuide in seven other different ways i can think of..



And she joins in the quest (alongside with Amon) which insists of not being able to spot me while looking ABOVE my head.


☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (12:13 AM):
*are you 17 yrs old?

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (12:14 AM):
*yeaps
*:)
*im born in the same year as you
*:)

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (12:14 AM):
*oh, wad an honour..
*and im lyk, so much taller than you.. heeeeee

Lynnie, ze 依靜 - Yearning just to be with the most imperfect perfection says (12:15 AM):
**breathes in sharply*
*but.. i-i-i can wear heels
*:D

☆ ¹º¹7» McCallister «¹99¹ ☆ says (12:15 AM):
*Gasp. u mean.. lol
*havent u been wearing heels for the first week of skewl? lmao!




Pass me my heelie heels... NOW!!!



Studying
BOOOO!!
I'm supposed to be studying but nothing that i have been reading for the past few hours are registered in my head.



Dammit. Will hope that Wei Ren and Hazirah would have studied it and can help me along tomorrow.



Photoshop.
Photoshop.
Photoshop.



It's haunting me!!! AHHHHHSS!!



I hate colors.
And POOF!! The new link that appeared for a few hours at my sidebar is gone.



Anyways, yes. April told me to check my webmail and i was rolling my eyes while reading this specific mail.



You know, generally, when i purposely ignore someone's calls, not reply one's SMSes, refuse to continue chatting with someone on MSN, simply ignores any meetings with someone... ...

It only means ONE thing.


I can't be bothered with you.



Is this logic that hard to follow?



I really don't care if you're sick and tired of me suddenly appearing and disappearing because of the same one reason:

I can't be bothered with you.



(And all the more i'm not going to school tomorrow. Why should i specifically make the trip down to school for you guys? It's not like i'll get any benefits AKA cash or CE points from this.)



You think you're all that wonderful and perfect? Well, let reality slap you in your face. When your friends recognize me in the lift, i don't even want to acknowledge that i know you in front of my friends.



Yes, i ignored your guys. So? I was ashamed by the fact that you people know me. So?



To be honest, i don't mind being outcasted by you, if you really want to do it. For you are of no importance to me. Why should i even care?



I don't care if you're ignored by us or not but i do care if i AM annoyed by you guys.



So what if you know a lot of people in our block. So what if you think you have a huge/some influence in our block.



Sad to say, i don't care either. You have your people and i have my friends. You can make your people outcast me but i can still hang around with my own friends.



Worse come to worse, i really don't mind being alone.



If you think i would be afraid just because you're angry or that i would shiver in fright just because you're annoyed, i'm sad to say but you really do think too highly of yourself.



For people like you, i generally don't care and therefore are being ignored.



So, please please please. Get over it, alrights?




**********



Oh gosh. I ranted for at least a good five minutes back there. Thank gosh for blogs. Anyways, i only had a twenty minutes shower today. Yes, inclusive of soaking my hair in soap and water.



Although i don't like how i feel now, but quick showers are good when i'm slightly tired and have the risk of sleeping while in the shower, which puts me in a really high chance of drowning.



So yes, video calls on MSN are the next best thing when the internet connection aren't lagging. It's free and you can hear each other crystal clear. Okay, maybe not crystal clear but you definitely can hear each other.



And yes, i really really sympatize with April now.
*whines*


Anyways, i'm waiting eagerly for Labour Day to come. 4 days of sleeping in sounds nothing but heavenly to me right now.



After the first week of school, i can't help but wonder if it's a good thing when my rest day falls on Monday instead of Wednesday.



I initially thought it was awesome for i am able to get a three day weekend until i went through it myself.



End of Monday: Groaning thinking about school the next day but with enough sleep.
End of Tuesday: Tired but am still able to continue.
End of Wednesday: Completely exhausted but still should be able function with more sleep.
End of Thursday: Almost dead, but should be able to continue working with at least ten hours of sleep.
End of Friday: Dead. No elaborations needed.




I started to think, if my rest day was on Wednesday instead... ...



End of Monday: Tired but am still able to continue.
End of Tuesday: Completely exhausted but still should be able function with more sleep.
End of Wednesday: Groaning thinking about school the next day but with enough sleep.
End of Thursday: Tired but am still able to continue.
End of Friday: Completely exhausted but still should be able function with more sleep.



And now? I'm ended up being completely dead by the end of each week instead of being just completely exhausted.



Sheesh.



Anyways, i saw Yong Cai the other day and he said i looked slimer.


*big smile*
Girls are such superficial beings.



Anyways, i'm really tired now and my top eyelids seemed to find this attraction to my bottom eyelids and are threatening to close any minute now, plus i don't have any photos to upload (am lazy), so


TATAS!!



Sunday, April 26, 2009
Youtube comedians
*laughs*

Oh man. I just love love love Shimmycocopuffsss, Nigahiga and SMOSH. They simply made me laugh like never before when i was so SO bored a while ago.



Of course. The short call with April lit me up too. Chuan Nei -voice trails off- and the 堅持迫他們吃我的雞蛋.



And oh yes. Did i mention? Shimmycocopuffsss had already confirmed me as a friend on MSN.
*big big smile*



Live
Why should one ever be bound to the truth behind one's birth?



I WANNA DO NOTHING BUT SNORE AWAY!!
There are a lot of things where you wouldn't know if i didn't mention it.

But similarly, there would be a lot of things where i wouldn't know if you didn't mention it either.

(:




AND DAMN. WEEKDAYS ARE COMING.

TIME-TO-CONTINUE-WORKING-WITHOUT-ANY-SLEEP-TIME- IS HERE AGAIN.

):



owwwww
Oh gosh. I just bathed and i feel so sick all of a sudden.



Damn.



Saturday, April 25, 2009
I lost count of the number of pictures...
Oh man, it had been a long time since i had been able to go into blogger.com and actually have time to sit down and type an entry.



And oh yes. I got to wake up early in the morning again. Yes, MCD breakfast tomorrow.

April, if it's not for my own way of trying to show you my support for your new job, i wouldn't have woke up tomorrow.
Cherish it hors.




Speaking of that, when is LOLS, lurs, leh, hors, etc. considered as twit language? I don't know but Nick, THIS is twit language:

euu duuChe annihhow saee...



... Or something like that.



What i'm using is SG style of lah, li, leh, lor.



And oh yes, speaking of Nick. I think i'm in his team a tad too much to notice the smell of his lights anymore. Almost everyone else can tell he just smoked other then me. I can't recognize it at ALL!!!!



Anyways, i've been taking photos around the school so much that i really have a lot of them to post about. But i really can't find the time to even upload it. And i just took a couple more of random stuff on my way to Pasir Ris today. (The clouds were really pretty today, i swear.)



But those taken today wouldn't be uploaded into my lappie until the next time i have more photos taken. So yes, let me show a couple of what i took around the school with my cam. (I didn't save those taken with the school's DSLR.)





Intoxicating ehs.

April: 20 points.
Me: 20 points too.
April: Same arh? Drink up together.
Me: O.O -pauses for two seconds-
Me: YOU SERIOUSLY REALLY WANT TO DRINK HORS.



We've decided, the last day for school is going to be our chill out day. We need it.
Too tense in school = KO.
But i'm not that sure if we're able to continue with this, for April's starting work soon.



(Photo credited to April)
Random-ness

Ultimate randomness.



And now for the photos which i presented for Friday:


A bright bubbly picture to put inside the coffee table book. To try and portray (and blatantly lie) to the audience that our school's system is so interesting and never dull. With our students being so bubbly
-blah blah blah-

But honestly, we all know the truth, don't we?
:P




And this is the initial picture i wanted to present but i found it too depressing.

But if i did, i would present saying like this:
What i'm trying to portray in this photo is that the route for anything, may it be the quest for knowledge or for school may be long and dark, but there would still be times where we would have light shining in. Despite the fact that the place just after the light shines in would seem darker than how it is, but at the end, even if we can't really see it, there would be light at the end waiting for us.

Although i'm trying to talk about hope in this case, still it's too gloomy to put inside a coffee table book which is supposed to be relaxing ehs.



And yes, for just one photo that is supposed to be presented at the end of the day, do you know how many others have i taken?








I took this thinking Garweee might have sort of interest in our school's glass panel now.





April thought that they were gays and loved this mural to bits.










And this is not all. I only uploaded a few of what i took for that 20 minutes.



But of course, i would not only take serious photos for my project when i'm along with April.



Totally epic 'huh?' face.

I'm sorry April, please stop glaring at me. *bursts out in laughter*





And while randomly walking about, i saw our dear old Ah Ment.
(Yes, the guy who said my eyeliner had no gradient. And was cheated by our school. [He wanted to go into STA but got into SIT instead.])


Me: Ment, stopppp!! *clicks*
-flashes-
Me: Oh shit. Sorry sorry!!! I forgot to off flash.
Clement: Wahlao. Don't use flash lah. Take until pimple so obvious.



And to prove how tall Ment is, this is what i'm seeing when i'm next to him. Yes, his dumb tummy. What de. Grow shorter lurs.




(Photo credited to April)
OMG. This is nice.

(Photo credited to April)

(Photo credited to April)



And we decided to continue the random snapping after class.








I was tired and was lying down then and saw this sight.
(:



And i simply love the light just before sunset. It gives out the best light and causing wonderful shadows.








And i was lying down again and saw our nice E1 building.


And April and i stopped snapping and started to play.


I simply love this shot. And i didn't even edit it to make it blurry.
:D

My thick, no gradient eyeliner without mascara. I didn't know i would be taking pictures of myself this way, so i didn't bother to curl my lashes either.

This is my hair in natural light. But not in the natural world(?)

Yea, this is more of my hair colour now.

The only photo where both of us were smiling that day.

Playing with shadow time!!!

And yes. Notice how wrong & weird it seems.

(Photo credited to April)
And yes, i hide in every photo if i don't want to be taken.

(Photo credited to April)
I wonder why was i looking so depressed in that area.

(Photo credited to April)
Oh shit. Was caught snapping April secretly.

(Photo credited to April)
We love our thin thin shadows. How i wish this can be us in real life.

(Photo credited to April)
My hand was supposed to be resting on the railing. But i kind of missed the angle.

(Photo credited to April)
There was a shadow of a railing just beneath my pixie-like shoe. But it's just not in the picture. And i can't go any higher because it's hard to keep my balance with a foot in midair.

(Photo credited to April)
And tortoise me!!!










What if...

The beautiful world which you thought were just a door away was nothing but an illusion. And all that awaits for you is just a long drop down.




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