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Sunday, May 31, 2009
Sex on the beach... HUH?
OMG OMG OMG. I bought new falsies and i like how it looks on me. So are the watches. I bought two watches and they seemed like they came in a pair. But i very much doubt that Gary wears watches, so both stays as mine!! Yes. I so want to buy another box of falsies tomorrow. UBER CHIO!! And sex on the beach rocks. So does illusion. But i don't like how either taste. Oww. Gonna keep on looking until i find one that i like, i guess. Oh YES!! April ate calamari today. Yes, the food that would rather die than to eat. *big smile* And we gossiped for close to two hour straight. I wonder did the people we talk about die from sneezing. Okay. Enough of me. I shall skip the part where i got sick and into the part where i'm effing happy. New shoes. New falsies. How can i not be happy. *beams*
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Romeo and Juliet
A story of two star-crossed lovers...How do you feel now... ?
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Chingspeakschinglish
says thatShe is going to plurk and twitter more than blogging until this Friday.
And she has tons of things to talk about. Wait for her update and if you want to know what's happening to her, keep a watch out for her plurks and twitter. Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Nobody nobody but you
OMG. I'm sure Matt doesn't read my blog and therefore i can quite safely post this here!!SEE THIS FREAKING LINK!!!! lol. Updates: After seeing Matt did the dance, fancy for some more 'nobody but you'? Yes. Ever since our SARS and SMRT song, here comes the H1N1 song. And oh yes. I can't be assed to align it but still, read it.
Giggling streak Mom always taught me to share. So after swallowing my darling Panadol Extra, i turned around and offered Hong Yong some. Heys. I'm merely being generous wuzz. :P And Jacob -pauses- WHO'S JACOB?!!! *shifty look* I mean, Jamal. Yes Jamal, not Jacob. *chew lips* actually took the artificial potted plant and pointed at me while saying, "Thou shall not be turned on so easily." Poor Jacob. *squints* Forget it, Jamal would be referred as Jacob on my blog from now on. So yes, poor Jacob. He almost became the third guy in class (before first sem break) to actually be my 腳下亡魂. But yes. I've no idea why but guys just love to steal things from random places and put it in our class. From normal chairs to special limited edition chairs to faci chairs, recycle bins and stones, here comes our new addition... potted plants. Not just one or two, mind you. But THREE. I wonder how many lift lobbies they actually went to collect all these plants. And yes, Joel still owes me one lunch and one box of impact sweets. Lunch is a long story but sweets was easy. He was supposed to take from the NTUC store he's working at. -pauses- No wait. Doesn't that amount to stealing? Ah wells. As do April. She *giggles* WAY TO GO, GIRL!!! Just don't get caught please. *chew lips* And oh yes. Did i mention how freaked out i was when April looked at me in this particular way? Hint hint: Think of it in this way n.n But in a really scary way. I swear i will never make April laugh when she's hiccuping ever again. I swear!!! Please don't hurt me!! And oh yes. Gary mentioned about nightmares on MSN seconds ago and i suddenly remembered the two nightmares i had today. I was so freaked out by it that i woke up in fright this morning while still feeling the tingly feeling in my spine *shudders* Two nightmares in a row in one night. What luck. And we saw Wei Min on the bus today. And meanie April stood up immediately at our stop and proved it to me that she's taller than her. *giggles* Monday, May 25, 2009
fen neng fen neng
LOL. Before i can start with my RJ, let me laugh my piece first.HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Yes, i'm done with laughing. Stupid fella. April and i was playing Let's Go Jungle (better known as 'jiu jiu jiu jiu jiu jiu jiu' to me) and Tekken at Time Zone after class today. And shortly after we left the arcade, a guy came running behind. Stupid fella: Excuse me. -me turns around thinking that i left something else behind- Stupid fella: Hi miss. Can i have your number please? Let's exchange numbers. Me: No, it's okay. SF: Can we just be friends, you know? Me: No. -turns and walk away- Both April and i were laughing like shat after that. April can't stop imagining his stunned face and was saying it was as if he had never been rejected before. Poor stupid fella. We were even kidding on the bus as to how my response should be. We were saying initially that i should reply to him as "Your hair should be a little more purple (he was blonde), tattoos on the legs should be gone, not so beng, being nicer looking, -blah blah blah-" and april suddenly stopped and thought of another alternative... "i wonder what will his reaction be if you told him i was your girlfriend" I paused for a while before saying "suay suay he like yuri sia" And we went on saying about yaois and yuris for a minute before coming back to the guy. So after some anyhow-whackness, i was like, -whips out phone and points at display background- "Yea, just look like this guy will do." And April suddenly commented that Gary's fen neng fen neng orhs. :P A chain mail no longer chained The Lovers of the Heart In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss. Article 1: Statement of Love: The Kiss 1.Kiss on the hand I adore you 2. Kiss on the cheek I just want to be friends 3. Kiss on the neck I want you 4.Kiss on the lips I love you 5.Kiss on the ears I am just playing 6.Kiss anywhere else Let's not get carried away 7. Look in your eyes kiss me 8.Playing with your hair I can't live without you 9. Hand on your waist I love you to much to let you go Article 2: The Three Steps 1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him. 2. Guys If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good. 3.Guys & Girls Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare. Article 3: The Commandments 1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard. 2.Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one. 3.Thou shall kiss at every opportunity. * Remember * A peach is a peach A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss Without some tongue. So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!! Here are a few reasons why guys like girls: 1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder 3. How cute they look when they sleep 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world 6. How cute they are when they eat 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while 8.Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth 11. How cute they are when they argue 12. The way her hand always finds yours 13. The way they smile 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight 15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore even though you know that an hour later.... 16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them 17.The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you' 18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you... 19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry 20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly 21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt 22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)! 23. The way they say 'I miss you' 24. The way you miss them 25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons,
No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt. Sunday, May 24, 2009
You're
the missing puzzle piece of my ("V")
you complete me No place like home When someone comes to his wits end and while struggling helplessly, told me that "You don't understand." What do you think my logical responses will be? I don't understand? I believe regarding that matter, both of us are the last few people you can ever say that to us in our face. If we don't understand, why would we have such a strong stand. It is because we do. If you think we're just plain ignorant, think again. We were once like you, but we changed. Is it because we are ignorant, or do we simply refuse to be ignorant anymore? I recall a few days back, Mon told me that faith is something your eyes can't see. I would sit on a chair, without knowing would i fall or not, because i had faith in it. But just minutes before he gave the example, i fell from that chair, literally. So, is faith like this? I place my faith in it, only to get a scab on my knee. I don't know. But i believe reality taught most of us to be careful in where we place our faith. Reality taught us not to trust anyone just like that. That's how society works. How reality works. We can choose to ignore the fact or we can choose to accept it and live with it. I chose to live with it. Not that i want to, but i simply refuse to ignore it. I was blind but now i see. To be honest with ourselves, how many of us can cross their hearts and say that they had faith in every single human they saw for the first time. Can you really trust that person whole-heartedly when you met him/her for the first time? I once came across this comic strip that i giggled for two seconds after reading it. (I can't find it anymore though.) But it was about this two dinosaurs (imagine Night At The Museum style :P) in some prehistoric exhibition and they were talking. Dino 1: Hey Dino 2, those humans still think they lived together with us billions of years ago. Dino 2: Serious? Even after we show them our fossils? Maybe i should educate our future generation that Flintstones ain't a documentary. This is the real world. Where it's harsh and cold. We all live alone and either we lie to ourselves, thinking there is a better place somewhere else or we suck it up and live with it. It is true. There is no place like home. No place so cold and gray like home. Should be I should be studying for the test tomorrow but i don't feel like it. Ah wells. Saturday, May 23, 2009
whhhhattttt
We've been doing so many things that we forgotten that we're still art students at the end of the day.All the designing, editing, coming up and putting different ideas together, i had slowly strayed off the thought that i'm still an art student. Undoubtedly, all those which we had done was in relation to art but it's just that i forgot that we still have to *voice trail off* Anyways, i've went to school without eyeliner yesterday. Just a proof that i can choose not to wear eyeliner if i want to. But most of the time, i merely chose to. And annoying NK didn't come to school but went for EMP meeting. And when i asked him to help me tap my card, he refused to. And yet he claims he's my friend.
Like major LOL. Can you ever imagine him pouting in real life? Plus ever after the reason as to why Jamal couldn't wake up (forgot to wake up lah) and here comes NK as to why he looks so tired. Serene: Nick, what time did you sleep? Why look so tired in class? NK: I only slept at 5. Serene: O.O What did you do? NK: I was drinking. P/s: Serene was our faci. Isn't that the coolest answer to tell a faci? I thought only Meng HWEE (aka Shaun) would tell things like this. Apparently, i was wrong. And faci thought NK was above 18 and said don't drink so much. And when she found out NK was just 17, we went like tsk tsk tsk. Not knowing that we're 17 too. Ah wells. If you think that's worse. See this. Three out of four facis (going to see the faci on monday is going to notice as well) found the secret stash of cigs in class. Not that any one of us doubt that they would ever not find it. It was in the only drawer of the faci's table. Some weird anime gaming mag, screwdriver and 3 packets of cigs. I wonder what else would be added into that stash after a few weeks. I have no idea why they did so, but yes, they did. And i feel like i'm playing some weird game of 'Survivor' in class. Alliance is made to try and eliminate one player. But that player needs to get the immunity (by doing awesomely well in teams and presentations) if not, the player would be eliminated for that day. It's fun, i'm telling ya. That poor girl. All these politics. Ahhhhs. Memories. I thank him for training us up so well. The ability for me to phrase words like such are also taught to me by him. To be honest, i don't think i've learned anything good from him. But ah wells. Oh yes. I had an awesome dream. It has Gary and food in it. Awesome or whhhhhat? :) And no, i didn't eat Gary.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Biting
Maybe i should repeat once again:If you step on my tail, i'll bite your head off. If you leave me alone, i'll return the favor too. Is it that hard to commit this to your memory? Thursday, May 21, 2009
poke pokes
Everything is lagging like shat. Grrrs. Annoying.And i'm going to sleep without a pillow AND blanket today. Double grrrs. And double annoying-ness. But ah wells. I'm going to force Momo to wash sushi for me. I want to make him as my new pillow. He looks comfy enough to do so. Oh yes. First time being in the same team as Shaun and first time i laughed and silently supported his actions. Who cares if it's mean. I meant, yes, it might be mean if you think in it in this angelic, holy manner. But it can also be that she utterly deserves it. Even April who only came a few times (and everyone in class recognized her. Even Jamal remembered her name :P) found her irritating and wondered how i could stand her. Of course. Sam (faci) asked a good question today. Me: Why don't he ever bullied Joycelyn? Her: Because she's Japanese what. Me: ... You honestly wouldn't want to know what my heart was screaming in reply then. And no, it isn't pretty at all. And during the last 2 minutes before class starts, NK and his team decided to play hangman on the board. The first clue was "Someone got F" _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Guess what it is. J A M A L I S D U M B I can't believe i had to think for a minute before getting it. Dumb = Getting an F. = Not getted F-ed. Sheesh. And Shaun rocked the next hangman. Just because it's about him. S H A U N I S A N A H B E N G And yes. There was this cap that would absolutely make everyone look like bengs/lians. Shaun wore it and everyone went like BENGGGGGG. And he, being probably unhappy about being the only one, tried to drag someone down with him. I'm not sure how many teams he went around, forcing Il's cap on, then when he came to me, don't guess what my reaction was. Just imagine a towering, slim (and albeit beng) guy walking towards you, with this menacing cap in his hand, threatening it to place on top of your head... Yea. He did try and i too tried in fending myself. And yea again. The hat landed on my head and he commented i look totally lian. But Wen Kun said i looked like a mushroom. I think the latter comment sounds cuter. But no wait. Don't that makes me a-a mushroomy lian? O.O!! NOOOOOO!!!! And i just need to repeat this point again. Nobody understands that i joke like 99.9% of the time. (With the only exception of April). And maybe Liang Jie. And maybe only. I'm not sure if he's kidding with me or not. But i seriously hope he is. For we did chat randomly about more things than just merely being gya-ish with Garweeee. (Although the rest wasn't about Garweeee, but it's enough to make me feel scarred.) He said i started it until i showed him the MSN convo history. And heck did i torment him with threats of showing snippets of it to everyone. Of course, when Carmen heard us, she questioned me as to why am i laughing about Liang Jie being interested in boyf. I paused for two seconds and just looked at her before shrugging (while rolling my eyes as i turn away [as to not let her see it]) and continued laughing with Liang Jie. I mean, DOH? He's my boyf. Of course i can't take it if he turns gay. But apparently, Liang Jie and i was just kidding. You know, kidding? Jokes? Things you laugh about when you feel like dying from class. Things that you do other than slashing your own wrist and splattering it all over the wall and leaving a trail down the corridor? Ah wells. Now everyone knows Liang Jie is gay and Shaun openly anti-someone-ing. And oh yes. I almost forgot about this. I wanted to blog yesterday but i chose sleep over updating about it. I realized, it's so easy finding allies in class. Nathan: Asked random question. Seow Ting, Hong Yong and me in unison: NO NO NO. Don't attack her. Seow Ting turns towards me: You also know arh. Me: Didn't know that you knew too. *winks went around our team* - after our presentation - Me: I was like waiting for her to attack our team. Seow Ting: Ya lurs. I was like just sitting there and waiting for her? And even when faci said that it blew her away, she still wanted to insist. Me: Ah wells. We're such gossipmongers aren't we? But ah wells. We might be mean but we wouldn't force someone to a dead end. We're still nice peeps on the surface. :D ... ... ...  I'm apparently very bored in class. I don't care if i have work. I want to slllleeeepppp!! And i poked myself and went 'ooo' As i smiled while still poking myself. Yea. POKES.:) Wednesday, May 20, 2009
sakae
*pants* THAT GUY IN THAT DRAMA IS HOT. And may i add, smoking hot. I want the girl to be with that guy, not the kiu tao mo one!!! Oh yes. Kuku K is not facilitating my class today. I'm glad i didn't wear Jappy. If not, it'll be pure torment for myself. But he's coming around next week. So should i, or should i not? Anyways, Sakae later!!! *pants again* :P Cool or what sia How stressful can RP students get? *goes wide-eyed* It's only a school which is completed in 2006 and we already have one year 3 jumping off a building. And having another guy slitting his wrist and left blood splattered on walls with a trail down the corridor in one of the West blocks. COOL OR WHAT SIA?!!!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
내 머리가 나빠서
今天到底淚腺會多發達呢？ Anyways, i really want to find the second book of the novel i'm reading. I've found the third book online and now the only thing i'm lacking now is the second one. Arghs!! Thre are so many things to read and watch!! I can't even finish Angels and Demons. So many dramas and novels, so little time. And yay!! I finally saw GL again. I think he's the only F5 member that i still always see around the school. *sigh* Anyways, i've this weird pounding in my skull. Guess i better get going now. Maybe i shall sleep a little earlier for a change. And tell me if i should wear real punk goth tomorrow. I'm tempted to test Kuku K.'s reaction but i feel lazy wearing those to school. Maybe a fake random skirt, haru's shirt, blood's jacket and my highcuts!!! Or should i really wear blood's skirt too? I wonder... ... Awww. Yes, headache. GTG!!! Read these lyrics first. I'll try to find an online version of this song and embed it here sometime soon. :) I'm really, very foolish I know of no one other than you you're looking at someone else yet you have no idea of my feelings like this I won't be in your days I won't be in the memories either, however only you, I looked only at you and the tears keep coming As i watch you walking past, I'm still happy even yet you still don't know my heart I should stop this and go I really want to see the day I'm withstanding the pain each day "I love you" is playing on my lips Alone once again, crying for you alone once again, missing for you Baby, I love you, I'm wiating for you I won't be in your days I won't be remembered either, however only you, I looked only at you I'm making memories alone Loving you is like having a beautiful wound I look at your pretty smile also but I cannot laugh with you I'm thinking about you so much everyday my heart is hurting in all these sad days 'I want to see you' is playing on my lips alone once again, crying for you alone once again, missing for you Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you bye bye, never say goodbye even though I cannot hold you like this I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you I keep on hoping too, I'll keep hoping.... I really want to see the day I'm withstanding the pain each day "I love you" is playing on my lips Alone once again, crying for you I'm thinking about you so much everyday my heart is hurting in all these sad days 'I want to see you' is playing on my lips alone once again, crying for you alone once again, missing for you Baby, i'm waiting for you, I love you Ending theme for
Boys Over Flowers yo is my new favo word :) I can't believe i'm having a DMA test later on and i'm still here, lazing in my bed, blogging away. As much as the fact that i can't really be bothered about it, but maybe i should still study a little, shouldn't i? Anyways, i just had two really weird dreams in a row. Draining yo. I hate it when i have dreams on weekends. I want complete sleep, not watching some sort of drama in my sleep. Though no doubt it's entertaining. :) So dang. Should i or should i not? I don't want to go to school on a weekend!!! *groans*
Monday, May 18, 2009
Mai ai ni kuan lah.
April: I'm a shit... and you're a shitty friend.-both of us fell silent for two seconds- April: No no no. I'm not scolding you. Pfftt. No wait. This is not what i wanted to say. I wanted to say that it's a total shitty day today and yes, i'm glad this day is over. Waking up and going to class with April is awesome. I laughed all my way there. And no, you don't want to know what we talked about. Weird stares from random strangers are awesome!!! :D But stepping into class proves to be nothing but major-eye-roll-worthy. April knew exactly what pissed me off. From just the start of the day to the first meeting to the first study break to second meeting to lunch to presentation. And my only relief was talking to Amon. Yes, more of justifying our own stands than talking though. And during that short period of time, i didn't see him as Amon. I took him to be weijie. I didn't speak as to how i would talk to amon, i spoke as how i would if it was weijie in front of me. But it wasn't as gratifying as i thought. But then again, if it's weijie, i might just do a eyeroll at him and walk off. And oh yes. Did i mention. April pushed me off the chair when i was talking with Amon. I even got some skin being scapped off on my knee. Don't ask how guilty April was. Aites. Moving on from this whole thing. I suddenly remembered something that happened during presentation. 5 of us was in a team. I was the one doing up the slides, leaving 4 other peeps. Three of the others asked me what the world is the that idiom on the slide. I shrugged and said i have no idea how it links up with our chosen artwork either. Reeves was like looking at me and mouthing to me what that theme was and i slid to the corner of the room to rant to him. I was telling him this wasn't our intended meaning. It was originally: Unawareness The Ordinary & The Unnoticed Guess our new theme. Run of the mill I thought that that idiom means average. Normal. Plain kind of thingy. Apparently, she insisted that it is correct. And i was debating with her on MSN for a good few minutes. She was telling me to write "Mediocre" as our theme initially and after minutes of trying to fit it in and told me to change into the "Run of the mill". I totally couldn't see the link but she insisted. And don't question the tone as to what she gave me then. I went wide-eyed and shrugged before putting it in. I might be the one tying up the loose ends but still, i am going to let her have try and buy the class over if she can. Apparently, i don't think anyone understood. Sometimes, i don't think we should use big words to bring across a topic. If you can't handle it, don't use it. Simple sentences can have a huge impact too. Worse. It's not about how sophiscated each word sounds. Rather, it is about how you justify how that word work with your entire analysis. Like honestly, correcting me when i said it's about justifying? Hell right. If you can't justify, then how are you going to let people even understand and see things from your point of view. You might be able to come out with a huge long list of flowy words, but if you can't justify, then what's the point? *breathe in breathe out* Yes. Chill. Anyways, April borrowed this really cute book today. I intend to steal from her after she's done with it. Mai ai ni kuan lah. :P And yea. I have photos to upload but i'm too lazy now. BAH. P/s: We saw Weimin and Weiting today. Don't ask how excited i was. I nearly stalked them home. Nearly. :D Sunday, May 17, 2009
Bye Bye Dont Say Goodbye
I wanted to blog about *something* but after reading *something else*, i decided not to.*roll eyes* Isn't it frustrating? :P Anyways, moving on. I always thought Koreans would never be on my top list of smexy guys. But it seems like i'm wrong now. They can have uber hot eyes too. Mom even liked one of the guys in that Korean drama i was watching even though she haven't watch it yet. She fell in love with his saxophone. (Yes, i downloaded their OST.) I would very much like to claim that character as my own but Haylie was faster than me in that aspect. She told me even before i said anything about it. But it's alright. I claimed the other two before she changes her mind about those two too. Joon Pyo and Ji Hoon guy (i think). I like Joon Pyo's looks but Ji Hoon's personality and talents. But someone else which aren't part of the main characters caught my eye. Guess why. YES, VAMPIRE!!! He was like doing photo shoots as a vampire in the drama. Don't ask how fangirly i became in that brief few minutes. Anyways, i swear i'm going to be fat after today's dinner. Evil but yummy crabby crabs!! Three of them in total. Zeh and me were both like fighting for all the claws. Poor Eden gor, dada and momo. They ate only like the legs of the crabs. ZEH AND ME FTW!!! And i totally miss zeh. Both of us even tied the same hairstyle today. Just that mine is unimaginably short and hers is long. Dang. Oh oh oh!! And i really love their car too. Just that it's uber troublesome to get into the car if i'm sitting with them. Either Zeh or Eden gor has to get out and slide their seat to front to let me clamber in or out. Who cares. I've heard that cars are getting cheaper. They got theirs around $64. I so want an Euro sports as my future car!!! Let me check out what type of cars they are now. *scrolls through random car sites and got bored within minutes* And and i'm considering my future house too. If i'm ever that rich, i'm going to get one of those terrace houses. But it's $1.5. I have no idea is living in that kind of houses better or staying in a normal HDB (with the same interior designer as zeh's. Their house completely doesn't look at a HDB at all) with $1.5 cash. I think i would most probably choose the latter one. Money in my own pockets is better than in anyone else. And i still have to wait for a few more months before i can change my phone. Stupid plan. Anyways, did i mention how i almost died in Dada's car today. NOO wait. I don't think it's even a car. It's just some stinky metal on four wheels. Literally. I was complaining to momo and she told me that they didn't wash it for a few months. O.O ATTEMPTED MURDER!!! I'm sure they're trying to kill me and claim for the insurance compensation. Ah wells. Moving on. I swear i'm such a kind person. I've no idea that i can be that generous. Class, must thank me hor. Dang. I'm bored. Let me go sing 내 머리가 나빠서 for now. eyecandy It's unfair!! Why is it always the guy being the vampire and the girl being the victim. Not that it's bad (just more eyecandy-ing for me) but can't we have hot hot hot vampire girls too once in a while? *pouts*
Own room Now i understand why i don't mind hanging around OUTSIDE even though i'm dead tired. At least, i don't have anyone buzzing around me out there whom i still have to pretend to be listening to them. What i want now is two very simple things.
Ran-dom My eyes are burning and i haven't fully removed my eyeliner for i'm too tired and lazy to do so. Plus, i forgot what i want to post about. Oh yes. I remembered. 在遇見你之前 所有的痛苦 在困難的事 我一個人承受都沒有問題 不過認識你之後 即使有了全世界的支持 我也不稀罕 我只在乎你是否在我身邊 Anyways, i got this feeling that i should start drawing thinner eyeliner. I've been drawing uber thick eyeliner for the past one month faithfully everyday. 28 days in total. And i've realized, that the skin of my top eyelid felt really raw today. Somehow, it seems like i had broken skin there. And oh yes. The fucking gay image is still in my head. Dang. Do you smoke? [Do you think i look like someone who does?] Do you fight? [Do you think i look like someone who does?] Do you scold vulgar words? [Do you think i look like someone who does? (Oh shit. You didn't see the 'fucking gay' thingy i wrote a few lines up.) ] Are you a ah lian/beng? [Do you think i look like someone who is?] What life means to you? [Something sucky and ends after a few decades if i'm lucky.] Did you did something wrong and you felt guity? [I was feeling uber guilty on the bus home today.] What are you thinking right now? [How about asking 'who'. :D] Think of one person that is your opposite sex. Who is that person? [Boyf] Your crush? [Theoretically no, practically yes.] How you know him? [Myspace] What you love about him? [His good points... as well as his bad ones.] What you hate about him? [Nothing for now] If he ask you for stead, will you accept? [Been there. Done that.] Who is the last person you talk to? [Mom for literally talk to and April+Wei Ren for MSN] What you last ate? [Sushi] Who are you? [A human who wishes to be a vampire ever since forever] What you did today? [Went over to Garweeee's] Who you trust the most? [My toes (apparently, i'm just being random and kidding.)] What is your family members is doing? [Sleeping] How you see yourself? [As a failure but with immense luck on her side] Someone need your help, will you help? [If it's within my power to help] Are you a heartless person? [I can be. But i learned not to be.] Last sms you received from? [Some project thingy. I rejected.] Who is he/she? [Agent] Do you feel tired about life? [I live to die.] If you have 1 wish, what will it be? [For all of us to be happy. Forever] What you want now? [Sleep eien] If you have a chance to say something to your crush, what will you say? [*muacks*] When is your birthday, how old are you? [27 December. Turning 18 at the end of this year.] Who birthday is on this month? [May ehs. No idea?] Are you intend to celebrate with them? [Err. By setting fire on their homework?] How people celebrate your birthday? [AltF5 went to Science Center, Fish & Co, and cake. Mom burnt my hand. Gary went to movies and Bakerzine] Which year of your birthday is so special till you can't forget? [The one which just passed] How about the rest of the years? [I don't exactly have people spending birthdays with me.] If you have 10 million, how you going to spent it? [Gadgets. Clothes. Makeup. Shoes.] Think of someone that is your close friend and it start with d Who is that person? [Daddy!!] What you like about him/her? [Everything] What the last thing you said to him/her? [Serious? I forgot.] What song you listening now? [A little] In school, who you always mix with? [Random people. Depending whose group i'm in.] You have stead? [Yes] Who is his/her name? [Garweeeeeee] If someone that is a lesbian/gay will you still mix with them? [Yes. I know quite a few to be honest. And one even thought i want to kiss her. O.O] Among all your cousins, who is the better? [Fang!!] How many ex-s you have? (Only those you treated them seriously) [Skip.] How many ex-s you have? (Include those you didn't treat it seriously) [2.] What their name? [Skip.] Are you a flirt-er? [Nopes. I don't exactly have a good impression on flirts anyways.] What is love to you? [Total acceptance.] Are you happy now? [Not really.] Why? [Cause my eyes felt realllllly dry now] How many siblings you have? [1] Who are they? [Zuan] What are you thinking about? [This mosquito bite on my knee] What you intend to do later? [Sleep] What you hope for now? [I can get As without even working at all. And be rich when i open my eyes tomorrow morning] What is in your mind when you are doing this survey? [That bite is freaking itchy] Last person who contact you? [Sms, call or physical talks.] What's is your favourite songs? [Random ones.] In your inbox, who is the first peron that smsed you? [First? I've no idea. Didn't save that guy's contact details.] How long you didn't clean your inbox? [Ever since that time after i re-serviced it.] What that person smsed you? [Something about asking for my blog link.] It was how long ago? [Last year.] I wanna sing!!! Saturday, May 16, 2009
FG
I really can't describe the thoughts better than this:FUCKING GAY.
Jiang jiang jiang jiang I'm never going to sleep in my lenses ever again. I almost blinded myself trying to take them out right after i woke up. Anyways, and now, i finally know how to make Hong Yong da bao food for me. A little whining and insisting on how kind he is if he helps me da bao should do the trick. But i doubt i should do that too often. Oh yes, i suddenly remembered!! Jamal did a really effing funny parody of pastors in charmastic churches today. I wonder how Matt hold up when he saw that. Though having said so, i indeed still saw a lot of similarities between Jamal's performance and pastor How. And trust me, it isn't pretty at all. I don't know but i feel sad just by thinking how all of us is going to be in different classes for the next 3 semesters onwards. I want to have such fun and friendly jokers like them in my class forever. Anyways, back to topic. I forgot what really happened that actually led to Jamal's impersonation of pastors but i faintly recall it has something in relation to christ and love for people. But then, they read from google that christ actually hates jews, blacks and catholics and decided to stray off a little. Then they started joking around about love (their theme for the day) and begun to write on the board. And we were all laughing and talking really loudly about random love stuff and the phrase 'purple hair guy' suddenly appeared on the board next to Jocelyn. I honestly swear that they can never remember how to spell my name, after like ten million times of being in the same team as them. Presentation went well but i think i did really crappy today. Ah wells. (Oh yes, Hong Yong's team cabot by the way. ^^) And after class, i was hanging around in class, refusing to start on my RJ for i had totally no ideas, so i was playing around with the whiteboard with Reeves. After he left, i finally tried to settle down and think about my writeup while munching on Pocky and chatting with Wei Ren. So now, there is one more person in class who knows about my vampiric intents and a slight disdain towards Matt. Not that i don't enjoy working with him, but it's just that, i probably still need albeit more time to get out of the hes-a-evil-guy kind of framework. And speaking of Matt, i went through one of his pockets of his bag today. Guess what i found. Bottles of sparkly glitter and a broken candle. Random or what sia. (Truth to be told, i was actually honestly hoping to find his bible in that compartment.) Then when i hinted my desire to actually go through his bag after finding that candle, he put his bag at the other side, away from me. ): Total rejection-ness. I was just trying to be nice. And of course, to see if i can find any CG related stuff. *chew lips* Oops. Did i wrote my true intentions out? :P Just kidding. I think if he allows it, i really can be friends with him. :D Anyways, i should go back in watching that korean drama. Though i don't feel any more bittersweetness after episode 2. Dang. ): Friday, May 15, 2009
Stand By Me
Stripping guys. O M G -pauses- That sound rather wrong, didn't it? Okay. Let me explain myself. Who i meant was Kuku Kimura & random guys on this korean drama. All looks hot hot hot. And oh yes. I almost blurt out 'kuku' when Shaun called Takuya as Tataya. :X Seems like it's true that old habits die hard. Anyways, i think i'm growing to like this class more and more. I can even work with a hogc guy for two days consecutively. Not only just working but i think, i really do actually enjoy working with him. And after weeks of dealing with visual art, i finally got to do audio art today. And i realized, my interest is still in sonic after all. Yes, after choosing for two long minutes for my writeup, i've decided against writing Marley & me and Twilight, but instead Rec. I thought there was this rather touching song when Marley died but apparently, i couldn't remember. Then i thought of writing about the song Linkin sang for in Twilight, then i decided on something else. Rec. I decided against talking about songs and just rely on plain voice recording. The clean audio of only the survivor breathing at the end. Let's hope i am able to ace his topic today. And i better ace it. I was lugging the Oh yes. Did i mention that i was violated today. As in literally. STOP LAUGHING HY, I DIDN'T WANT TO BE TOUCHED EITHER. (Thank god she's a girl.) Anyways, i'm not talking about this. Episode 6 onwards tomorrow. I want to watch the entire series by tomorrow night. AJA!!! P/s: And i just can't seem to get the really disgusting and disturbing MSN convo with Liang Jie out of my head. EWWW!!! Stand By Me
Stand by me, look towards me Even though I still don’t understand love just yet Stand by me, guard over me Because I am still clumsy with love My feelings get brighter as I look at you I find myself randomly singing I even want to buy a single rose This side of myself is so new As my heart becomes closer to you The world becomes more enchanting If you do have these butterfly feelings too Will you wait just a little bit? Together making love Forever making you smile I’m drowning in your pureness Together making love Forever making you smile Now grab onto my hands Stand by me, look towards me Even though I still don’t understand love just yet Stand by me, guard over me Because I am still clumsy with love The more I know of you, my heart trembles All I can do is lid a smile on my face Shall I try to kiss you? Will that get me a little closer to your heart? Could these be love I’m still shy I haven’t even approach a single step to you So please wait for my love Together making love Forever making you smile Enlighten with your bright smile Together making love Forever making you smile I will slowly approach you step by step Stand by me, look towards me Somehow, I want to be closer to you Stand by me, guard over me I want to seem a bit cooler to you I didn’t know at first How is love started I still don’t know my heart But I love you Together making love Forever making you smile Enlighten with your bright smile Together making love Forever making you smile Now grab onto my hands Stand by me, look towards me Even though I still don’t understand love just yet Stand by me, guard over me Because I am still clumsy with love Wednesday, May 13, 2009
vibratoHUH?
Man, i really don't know if i am too lazy or am too tired these few days. Could you believe that i can be so dead to the fact that i don't even have the strength to lift my chopsticks?Dang. But of course, i am still very much alive and blogging right now. (Thank gosh.) And to prove my point of being Now, i don't have to wash my face myself. I just have to hold this little vibrating thingy (think innocent purlllease) against my face and it'll lather the foam and clean my face for me. And i've realized something else too. I'd been writing a lot of 'heart-filled' RJs lately. From real murdering intents to love and breakups, all of these had been content for my RJs. It's a wonder why i'm still able to obtain a passing grade in Serene's classes. Of course, Hong Yong, Nathan, Ilyana and me saw her on the bus today, but she decided to not come to our class and facilitate us anymore. In her place came Takuya. *screams* I don't want this Takuya. Neither do i want the brew-tea-Takuya. I want the stripping Takuya. The hot hot hot Japanese star, Takuya. Sorry, i digress. Anyways, i better go back in writing my RJ. Question: How can I apply or use some of the knowledge or skills I have gained? Response: How i know? How you want to apply or use is up to you what. *grins* Just kidding. This is my first two paragraphs. :P From today’s lesson, I think that I’ve learnt that two seemingly very different ideas can come together to create a sharp contrast which would in turn capture interest. From text to images to animation to music, I think that all of these could use contrast to make them more interesting and therefore, able to be more enticing for the audience. Yes, i'm just repeating one point twice. Do you think i would honestly post my writeups here? *roll eyes*
Dumbasses I'm a fair person. If you don't challenge me, i wouldn't give you an answer that will apparently piss you off. And if you help me, i'll apparently be there rooting for you. I laugh as all the other 4 teams gang up together against you. *angelic smile* Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Feeling fine
I know i'm pretty much illogical on this blog these days but that's only because i'm typing all these entries in a state where i'm pretty much asleep.And i'm back on listening to L'Arc~En~Ciel. And there was this part of the lyrics which goes: Loving you made me happy everyday But no matter how many times when i hear it, i just seem to hear: Loving you maybe happy i'm pretending ... Are you feeling fine? Monday, May 11, 2009
OMGWTHITS
Man. I can't believe i'm going to school on my rest day. Dammit dammit dammit!!!Ah wells. Class today aren't too bad. I didn't rock it but at least Edward aren't there.  secret interiors : chrysalis (19) by Donna Ong, 2006I love love love this picture. Doesn't it just seem morbid... NOT? :D And i realize, i might not work well under pressure, but i tend to work a little better with a hype beat under time pressure. I'm really thankful for Jeanie for being able to dig out some external resources from her friends to help me out with the two other photos. I almost died trying to research for all those pictures. And after class, we went for this NDP CE talk and were extremely bored by it. We were FBing and taking pictures of everything around us. So, i ended up having 183 more pictures in my folder.  Err, April? What exactly were you trying to do? Oowh. A message. Yes, i'm staring at April for taking tons of pictures of me doing EVERYTHING. And i am seriously not camwhoring. It was April who was the one clicking. See this proof?!! Please April, stop it. I feel embarrassed already. OMG. Unglam shot.And i have tons of such shots and photos which are more unglam than these. Man, it's really a miracle that my left button of my touch pad is still working now. Then after the CE talk was dinner and library. We were such hardworking kids. We spent at least two hours in there. We were reading books from performing arts like geisha to hiphop to theater to puppet shows and digital art like photoshop and audio recording to random quotes, names for babies and psychology books. And even to the 找死的小白兔 and Jimmy's novels. Plus, did i mention? April found this book on Jrock and i made tiny whiny sounds until April passed the book to me. And when she tried to take it back, i snarled at her. *giggles* And now, if you want to choose a book for April, just follow these guidelines.
Ok OK? To be doubly safe, read the summary at the back of the book and see if you can find any keyword like: sex; rape; or anything around this line If not, titles like these would work well too.  Trust me, it's tested and proven. And i'm sure you don't want to talk to either me or April when we just finished chiong-ing for our presentations. I have no idea what came over me today after i finished mine and i was randomly talking about weird stuff with April over MSN. Trust me when i say weird. Frozen ice of... *voice trails off* Yes. Let's just stop here, shall we? (: And to end of with a good note of me...  ... reading a picture book. O.O!! p/s: The reason behind the different personalities of Takuya is that one can strip, while another can create sounds while the last one can... ... brew tea? HA! quick post LOL. What a class. Drinkers and smokers in class. And now, gamblers? Joel, must remember our class when you collect your winnings, aites. :D I don't love my class, but i love the funny things we go through. And Jamal is playing some weird songs with his audio cable. And Carmen is still able to sleep. Ultimate saluteness. I'm bored. And yes, i don't have to bother to impress Edward for he won't be in class for two weeks. *cheers* Aites, let me go read Angel and Demons now. And hols coming in a few weeks. ((: Longest post in days Man, i'm totally not looking forward for school tomorrow. I absolutely dislike Arts Criticism and Analysis. Especially since i was like uber close in getting a C last week. Arghs, ah wells. Screw it. I'm not ready to skip any lessons for this year (and the next) anymore. Stupid new system. And i can't believe i actually walked in the sun for more then fifteen minutes today. Normally, any thing more than five minutes and i would already be stabbing someone to death. But poking Gary proved to be more amusing than stabbing. But i DIDN'T. I swear. I can't even keep a proper conversation because i was too tired. Dang. I need to exercise... NAH. Who cares. And i too can't believe that i actually had a desire to go into the pool when Vi Vi was in the water. I presume it was because i was all sweaty and would love to take a dive into that cool, refreshing water. But then again, people, sun and water aren't anywhere close to the top of my favorite list. And oh oh oh yes. I actually saw Chin Choo today. I felt really exhilarated when she doesn't recognize me. Not that i expect her to anyway (it would be really freaky if she did, by the way), but i really got to say, she changed a lot. She became prettier. Like honestly. I've realized, for those who left, all of us turned out to look better in someway or other. I mean, i was such a fugly fat thing then (i had pictures to prove!! I just found my old memory card) and i am at least 5 kilos lighter now. Not only weight. My hair. My dressing style. My makeup. My shoes. My sense. I realized all turned out better. (I swear that this is not my pride talking over here. Just my plain 'ol buddy, narcissism.) And i simply refuse to show any of my old photos. They are HIDEOUS. You wouldn't even think that was me. For not even me or April could find any similarities between our old shots and now. That's why, i'm very very sure that not anyone from my old school or anyone that i knew more than a year ago would recognize me. And yeah, i've decided that i'm going to maintain two main blogs from now on. This site would be for the stuff that i can rant to the public and the other one would be more of the cannot-be-said *wink wink* things. OMG. What were you thinking? I was merely talking about rants. *winks again* Ask me for the link for the other blog if you want to read it and i will decide if i should give that link to you. But there's a catch. The blogskin i chose for that link doesn't work very well for Firefox. But if you have Internet Explorer, then you would be able to read everything perfectly well. Now, for a little photoy time~~~  I really love to fluff the left side of my hair up. It's always really bahish-fugly-flat-looking.  See. Fluff!! And please ignore the awkward position of my lips.  And i said, "Let there be LIGHT."  I tied my hair at the side. Yes, shut up.  Random fugly look. I know it doesn't look anything close in being aesthetically appealing, but i just want to take something with my specs on. P/s: I have very obvious eyes of different sizes. My left eye has a double eyelid but my right doesn't. That's why i always draw thick eyeliners to try and even them out. P/p/s: Mom bought tons of food and snacks. I am looking forward in pigging myself out on Tuesday. P/p/p/s: I feel like getting a very weak drink tomorrow after class. For i need something like that... NOW. Sunday, May 10, 2009
ANTM
Man, i really hope Allison would win in ANTM cycle 12. Guess i wouldn't know until the coming week.YOU GO, GIRL!!!
Gay I was so glad April called. She's understood what i meant by... HORROR. Like darn. Everything seems like one full cycle. It seems to go away but only to come back at the end of the day to kick me in the ass. Fucking gay. one.two.three.let's sing I didn't realize i never blog about these pictures. But ah wells. They were snapped two weeks ago and therefore i can't be bothered to talk about it or upload anymore.  Man, some of those peeps in class are really the reason as to why i go to school. But then again, i would very much rather choose to sleep at home any time, any day. Anyways, i do realize that kids nowadays don't really get recognition anymore. Instead of getting praised, i got into a quarrel. And the start of the day out of all times. Not that i hate proving my point in the morning, but i hate it if it messes up my schedule. I planned to get onto 39 at latest 1330, but timings got messed up and it ended up that i only began to slap on foundation at 1320. Why do i even bother trying? Why did i even put in any effort. Why push myself? From now on, the only things on my to-do list at the start of each day.
I don't even intend to bother anymore. And i don't even have to run away if i don't bother. Life might get a little bland that way, but at least, i don't have to care about any single thing. Honestly. Staying alive is such a hassle.  Friday, May 8, 2009
As Lynnie
silently awaits for reality to set in upon her.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
As a bear drinks coke
As much as i would love to say that RP is indeed as fun as what our video portrayed, but i can't.- video is taken out because something is wrong with the coding but you can still find it at http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/video/video.php?v=80023878282&subj=606023282 (just click on link would do) - Rather, i think school is breaking all of us down, slowly but surely. Little by little, bit by bit, we're being tore apart by school. Anyways, i have LOTS of things to blog about. Will talk about them soon either tomorrow or on the weekends. Everyone, please do take care aites. :) Awww Man, my eyes are red and i have this really terrible headache. I just feel like i'm having a... ... a a hangover. Damn. Shall upload the vid i just edited tomorrow instead. I need some sleep NOW i guess. Monday, May 4, 2009
Piccccyy
I hosted all my pictures onto Nikon's site but i decided i'm too lazy to copy and paste the links here. So ah wells. Maybe i shall just upload into blogger's host instead. Yes FAT. Seems like Tobi's data files might need to go on a diet real soon. :P  The day where April came over and passed me the little note thingy.  The color for School of Technology and Arts. I don't want to have a grad robe of purple and black. I want the one which is red and black!!! And psst, is the grad robe thingy compulsory?  Can you see how tired i was from here?  Mogu mogu. Where we order from the machine ourselves.  My Ocean's Catch. With Ice Mochha, chawamushi and miso soup.  Ocean's catch. With lettuce?  The chawamushi aren't too bad. But i still prefer Sakae's way of presenting the chawamushi. Some Sakae restaurant actually have this cute little brown cup/bowl thingy. :D  Choppy chop chop chopsticks.  See the prawns? And the scallops? And the squid? And rice? And errrss.. the garnish? ^^  OMG. There's a stalker. Siam the camera arh!!!  April's freaking cool. I totally had no idea how she managed to take this shot.  Mogu mogu random wallpaper.  Me with my ice mochha, rice adn fat arms.  Can you recognize the 3 girls at he back?  As we emo to the right...  Emo to the left... ... *grins*  DENG YI XIA DENG YI XIA DENG YI XIA Captured in an instant... NOT.  My ring might seem fitting at most times. But this picture shows it doesn't. See the space between the ring and my finger? Plus, i'm tired of not being able to finish my food.  Shoes with doggie laces.  My least favorite shirt of the day. But it's just $15!!  Yes. Rabbits DON'T eat sausages. Reminds me of the top Gary got for my Xmas gift. "But when she eats, she becomes a sausage." *laughs*  Skully skull skull. I can wear it either one of the side being a off-shoulder Or a loose both of shoulder kind of top. But i think it's cute. Shut up if you disagree!!!!  The most random pick of the day. Please tell me which gadget you have... ... And i might be able to find it on me too. ^^  $10 bag. Cheap or WHHHHAT?!!! And april suggested that i should wear those clothes and take the pictures rather than just placing them on the bed. So poor me, after a long day in school, merely halfway through my RJ, started to take pictures.  April like this shirt. I'm growing to deem it as normal now.  Please ignore my expression.  Me ish not fat!!!  My skully skull skull.  Yes, i like this top. I don't care if you disagree with me.  The top which i didn't like as much. Anyone wants this? I got this two sizes bigger so you could wear this with leggings. If you're afraid this is too small for you, wear it as a normal top with shorts/jeans/skirt would do fine too. (:  Some random picture which i forgot when was it taken. Especially since the date is blurred away too. So yes. Enough pictures ehs? ((: |
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