Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Christians
Alright, i was too tired (and pissed) just now and my previous blogs were all rants. But at least there were my true heart's cries.


I too know that it's unfair to group ALL the christians together. I know there's always good and bad christians. And it's just that i'm 'lucky' enough to meet all the bad christians. Alright, i ain't sure about this new wave from hogc, but i do know the old wave is bad enough.


I had locked myself in my tiny cell. The outside world of mine is just through the tiny peephole of the door. Beyond this door, I see light, I see smiles. All my life, I just wanted to take a breath of it, but i never dared to step out of the cell. I know beyond those happiness, there's bound to be pain. Ugliness is sure to be there. I've been there and I knew it. Afraid to make the first step. Afraid to come out from the cell where i've built myself. Then here comes you. You told me that you can protect me from the ugliness. You told me you will save me. I believed in you I opened up the bars of the cell for you. I let you in. And you kill me. Pinned me to a wall, with a stake through my heart. I've let you in. You've killed me.


Thanks a million, the older wave of hogc people. Thanks a lot.


Fine, i shall repeat these once again. I came to knew there's also Christians in my class and i didn't want to really go against them yet. (Unless they step on somewhere they shouldn't in my terms)


So i shall say this again. I'm quite defensive on the whole christian as a general term. But i only had this strong repulsion towards people from hogc. Towards other christians, i'm still quite okay.





Ps: I found this millipede pit in RP campus itself. Freaky.




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