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Saturday, July 5, 2008
Im scared
Dear Momo,Don't be angry. Don't be sad. Be strong!!! For we are all still here by your side. The happiness that you had given me The storms you had shielded for me The sanctuary you provided me The love that you so graciously rained on me I can't promise i can still smile if either of you leave I can't promise i can still be strong when none of you are by my side I can't promise i can still put on a brave front when i'm facing other people I can't promise i am still be able to love anyone anymore when this really happen The fear that is in me can't be described The worry that is in me is eating me from within I can't feel the sadness anymore It's been substituted It's fear and worry that is clouding my thoughts It's swallowing me From the inside out I can't imagine what if one day My family is no longer mine I am afraid Of what my father might become I am scared Of what my mother might do I don't want love from anyone I don't want happiness given by anyone I don't want peace provided by anyone I just want love from my family I just want happiness given by my family I just want peace provided by my family And every single member of my family. Dada. Momo. Jie Jie, Jie Fu. Me. Can this be a story that never ends Can our family be happy forever Can we stand strong forever more? Dada, even though more things that you had done that had come to light. Although i can't deny the fact that i am feeling fear. More of what will happen to you than to me. But i don't blame you at all. I seriously don't. What i want now is for you to be fine. I'm not judging you, and i never will. For you're still my lovable dada. I really want you to be fine. To be really fine. Mistakes you had done will be forgiven. Even though i have no idea how we can solve this, but we will solve this together. Dada, you aren't alone. Momo, you aren't by yourself too. Jie and me are always here. And always will be. I don't want to have a rich boyfriend anymore. I just want someone who doesn't drinks, smokes, flirts and gambles. Can anyone sooth my fearful heart? |
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