Me & You, Forever ♥

Sunday, August 3, 2008

Rushing here and there.

YES. The previous quote post was taken down because i thought of something better.

HA. If you didn't manage to catch it, who asked you not to check my blog out every like... 2 minutes or so?

Right, kidding. I still find some of the quotes very ~~integrable~~ healing.

I will try to squeeze one of two quotes up these days.

I initially didn't meant this entry to be a blog, but somehow it feels like i'm typing a blog now.

Sheesh.

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses,
you build up a whole suit of armor,
so that nothing can hurt you,
then one stupid person,
no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you,
and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love."

“May the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays.”

I know i had said this sentence many times. But i somehow just feel like typing it out all again.

“人”本來就是以两个笔画建造而成的。他们两个互相扶持着，依靠着，没有了彼此就不能生存了。而在每个心灵受到了伤害后，都会有另外一个能安抚这个情绪的人出现。

Okay, i realized that i forgot to change my Mandarin input settings for the words above to traditional. But then again, all of you should be able to read it in simplified Mandarin characters right?

Anyway, i'm typing this blog admist doing so many other things. I've just put on my foundation and eyeliner and here i am, typing again.

Fine, i shall only put these two. Lazy to put anymore on my face.

Personal stuff now.

I can't deny the fact that i'm so disappointed in you.

I'm tired of promises being broken,

Words being taken back.

Whatever happens, happens.

Even if my heart is going to get broken,

Even if feelings are not going to worth a dime more,

Even if the people around are going to get so much pain

I still want to hold on this faith.

You taught me to believe. You taught me to have confidence and have faith.

It is the darkest before it goes completely pitch dark.

You taught me that life is never easy.

Emotions are a killer.

But you also taught me to stand through all these pain.

To use emotions effectively.

Right now. I am going to stand through all these, even if others can't.

I am going to hold on to my emotions in hope that one day, you can fulfill your promises to us.

自甘墮落無怨與人

Alright. As much as i want to continue, i really got to go. Momo is complaining already. I got to go throw all the stuff i need into my bag now.

Updates when i come home!!!