Sunday, August 17, 2008
You know mandarin?
我好像把這幾年沒哭過的眼淚

一次過…

一次過狠狠的哭了出來


我不清楚

我也算不清

到底

這對曾經說過不哭的眼睛

這顆曾經說過不痛的心臟

怎麽會在今天把他們的大門給打開


哭得好累

痛得麻木

這就是今天一整天的感覺


眼睛乾澀

連哭腫的眼睛都不放過我

頭真的好疼

好暈眩


乾裂的嘴唇

經過淚水得滋潤

變得咸咸的


咸中參雜著苦味

聽説只有幸福的淚水是甜的

痛苦的淚水著都會是苦澀的

難道苦澀的淚水就是指今天這樣的我流著這樣的淚水嗎

難道這種淚水的味道就是苦澀的味道


聽説

人的眼淚是有限度的

只要把眼淚哭完

以後就不會再落淚了


我不知道這個是不是真的

不過我知道

好久沒有像今天這樣了

也許這就是積累已久的眼淚吧


達到極限了

衝破了前提

不過睡醒了

太陽升起的時候

這一切應該就會結束了吧


就像一切的事情

總會有結束的一天……












P/s: I still feel best writing in Mandarin. Really, i do.


P/p/s: I folded 45 (minus 3) stars today. 折的時候,心中就會自動地浮現笑意。我也不清楚,不過這些笑意讓我忘記一面折星星的時候,一面許下自己心中自私的小小願望。

聽説,只要是用心的一面折,一面許願,願望就會成真耶。不過因爲我從來都沒有用心的折過,所以我也不清楚這個聼來的傳言到底是不是真的。

不過我想相信,因爲至少相信的話,自己會更幸福一些吧。


P/p/p/s: I think i started to fall in love with this name, "Dylan".


I don't care. I want my future boyfriend/husband/son to be called this name.


But it seems that this wouldn't happen to me. Cause the "Dylan" i want will only appear in that show.


*psst* And he wasn't the main lead actor or even had an awesome role. And to be honest, he doesn't look all that hot either. (Even if his hair looks great!)


But i like the character he acts in the show. He is always there. Always there helping her.


I want a boyfriend like this. I WANT!!


*slaps myself* This is reality. Things never happen that way. Go wear your hand headphones now. *groans then shuffle feet and walk away*




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