Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Jie
Jie's PM caught my attention. And i wonder why did she even put that personal message up and so i thought of googling it.


And guess what i found?!!
It's her!!


And yes, she works in a bank.


But BAH. "Said bank executive". *sticks out tongue*



VK
How come it's so natural for guys to wear goth/punk/visual.


But not as easy for girls. *frowns*



Green
Anyone wondered why my previous pictures with Pikachu are green?


Cause Haylie said my hair is turning green.


(:
And to really prove her point, i tweaked the color settings to be green.


And i'm really proud to say, I DIDN'T EDIT ANY OF MY PICTURES LATELY!!!(I just tweak the settings. Maximum brightness, contrast, hue, saturation and gamma.)


xD


And remember i keep on talking about DJ Shadow a few entries days before? Now i know how come his name is so farmiliar.


Think of ORGAN DONOR and you might know why. And NO. They're two different souls. DUH?



Responsible communicator
WEETS!!!


I didn't get an F!! (Note: If i'm GL, i prolly say "I didn't get F-ed", which would sound very wrong.) *wink wink*


Honestly, i didn't (get a grade F)!!!


Who remembers the day where Hafiz and i zharbo-ed and we went to Malik's hostel to slack? Yes, that day!! Where we left during Cognitive.


I seriously think that i would have gotten an F because that faci is so famous for dishing out Cs even if you stayed for the whole day.


And Yong even had a GRADE F for the day even though he stayed for ALL THREE meetings plus RJ.


I guess i must really count my lucky stars.


And now is the time to wait for Hafiz to come online, so i can ask him about his grade.





And i had TEN hours of sleep today. Though i expected longer hours but i'm contented. NOT.


Anyway, i woke up and Momo talked to me again. (I realized, she LOVES talking to me when i'm asleep. Or half-asleep in today's case.)


Right, so she told me that she got a call earlier in the morning with a young boy crying and saying, "Mama, i'm in trouble."


Then Momo yelled CRAZY before slamming the phone down.


And after that, she called Dada and Jie. Then Jie asked about me FULL OF CONCERN (as what Momo says) and Dada didn't have any responses.


I'm with Dada. I didn't have any reactions.


But anyway, Momo says that that phone call is those 詐騙集團's calls.


And i was so tired that i agreed to everything she said.





AND i can link this to the communication module i had yesterday.


HOW?



This is how.


For those who don't know, yesterday's module was talking about human INTERACTION with the internet.


And all of us know that other than the internet, there's so many more things that can let us both communicate and interact.


Phones are one of the things where it can be a communication tool which let us interact. (Note the careful usage of words.)


And our team pointed a point, "Will the disadvantages of the internet still exist even if internet doesn't exist?"


Contradicting? Definitely not. I got this idea from the worksheet and i wonder, how come no one else thought of that. But at least, the point was valued by the faci. *grins*


Alright, back to topic. We all agree that one of the disadvantages are online scammers. And without internet, will it still exist?


My answer is YES. Just look at what happen today. Someone just tried to scam Momo.


Point PROVEN!!!


YAY!!


And i'm not sure if anyone notices, but this slide would definitely exist for my team.

LINKING TODAY'S PROBLEM STATEMENT WITH THE PAST PROBLEMS TO SHOW HOW WE CAN BE A RESPONSIBLE COMMUNICATOR.


If you haven't realized, then probably you haven't been listening to my slides well enough.



Monday, September 29, 2008
Effing cute
I'm not going to talk about anything but the cutest thing in the world.


It's so effing cute that i hyperventilates every minute i see him. And i literally can't stop hugging it.


But pity, he's bit on the tiny side. ):


Yes, everyone around me shall know who's the effing cute 'he' i'm taking about.


BINGO!!!










Who else can it be other than my PIKACHU?!?!!!!!
Isn't he the cutest?
*goes gaga*





Don't worry, Pikachu. I won't let meanie JC and WY to bully you. I will personally see to that. *hugs*



You chinese?
What's the funniest thing i've heard today?


*Me spoke in Mandarin*
Guy: Omigosh!! You know how to speak Chinese?
Haylie: She's a CHINESE.
Me: Don't i look Chinese?
Guy: No lurs. I thought you're the Jappy kind of person.
Me: O.o!!



Honestly, it's so weird going home with Haylie's class. Cause i perpetually know NO ONE from her class. And i gave Haylie a chance. A wink wink chance. *smiles*


Only the both of us will know.


And along the way, i saw one drop dead smexy guy. I shall not continue to even try describing him. Cause i can't. He's too good looking.


And only Haylie saw how infuated i got. *grins*




MOVING ON!!!


HH's pm makes complete sense.


"Next time want be roadsweeper oso need degree. diploma got wad use?"


Don't you agree with him? (:





And Jeff just posted a blog. OMIGOSH. He BLOGGED. Can you effing believe it?



Smexy
A really quick post before i go and chiong my RJ.






I saw a damn hot/smexy/chio/shuai/drool-able guy today.


How hot is it?


Damn hot.





I'm infatuated all over again.










Alright, now's the time to do RJ.



Stuck
It's so frustrating to get stuck in Sleepywood.


And it's double frustrating when you had been trying to get out of it for a few hours for your job advancement. I initially can be at my third job in just mere 6 hours, but i just have to get stuck in there.


This is effing frustrating.


And i tried going through the left portal and everything for a couple of times, but it just brings me back to the main town of Sleepywood.


Geez. *tears out hair*


Shall continue trying to get out tomorrow.




*yawns and rubs eyes while trying to find my Pikachu*



Sunday, September 28, 2008
Pikachu
Alright, i officially declare...


ONLY GL IS MY FRIEND!!!


Cause he's the only one who talked to me, literally. ):


Literal as in MSNing me the word, "talk". But at least, he intro-ed me a game which is supposed to be better than Maple, but too bad... I'm too lazy to download the client. Cause it's bigger. =/




Anyway, back to the topic. GL was the only one who MSNed me out of the entire clique. *heart breaks*


See what kind of friends i have. )':


And i added JC, April and WY into one MSN conversation. And before i spoke more than 2 lines, April left. Followed by JC.


I'm telling you, they must either hate me... or WY.


Though i feel happier thinking that they hate him rather than hating me. :X




And i'm officially declaring my love for Pikachu.

People caught saying bad stuff about Pikachu would be shot.
Survivors would be shot again.

HA!



舞林大道
TMD TMD TMD!!!


I've realized, it's not the pain that annoys me. It's the itch.


There is this dumb mosquito in my room drinking my blood away happily. From my feet to my heel to my calf to my leg to my arms to my EARS to my face to my FINGERS and my TOES too.


Can you effing believe it? Geez.


Arghs. All the awkward position. Very hard to scratch, you know?


Anyway, i just had my not-so-awesome dinner (cause i wasn't very hungry) and i don't quite like the ingredients. But still, it's yummy!!!


That's one reason as to why i love zhi-char.


Okay, anyway, i want to continue watching 舞林大道. Not too bad. It's a must-watch for those who love dance. Not dance tracks but dancing itself.


Am so going to introduce this to Jun Hao. But dammit, i don't know him. ):





AND AND AND!!!


I love my pikachu and big bird soft toy. Momo dug it out from somewhere (Dada's wardrobe) and i smiled while hugging them.


But Momo was complaining how dirty they are and wanted to wash them. And so, i'm not going to care. After Momo washes my Pikachu, i'm so going to hug it everyday.


And i don't care if you're going to call me childish or what. I just love my Pikachu, BEAT THAT!!!





P/s: I take it that none of my friends had read my previous entry yet. Because none of my friends MSNed me (minus Darren).


And so, if no one still wants to MSN me, don't worry, i catch the hint. *runs away crying because no one wants to be my friend*


JUST KIDDING!!!


Time to go back to 舞林大道



Pussy
I insist!!! I'm not a effing noobish loser even though i'm playing Maple all over again. (With Stepmania too.)


Heys, what's up with the boon (read: noob) thing?


Alright let me ask first. Who in the world actually remembers this, "You call me NOOB, i call you BOON" thing?


It's one of my very classic MSN nic. For those who don't remember, i give you two choices. Either you die or you die. Now, CHOOSE.


*grins*


Kidding. I still love all of you, no worries.


But honestly, after 2 hours of Maple, i'm seriously bored. To the fact that i couldn't continue anymore. I just feel like sleeping but i can't. Damn.


No one else understands my appreciation of sleep other than Gary. Sheesh.


And to add on to my boredom, no one is online to talk to me. NO ONE!!!


I feel rejected. *emos in a corner & start planting mushrooms*


Talk to me on MSN when you see me online, alright? xP






And oh yes. If you had realize, 'shit' and 'retard' are fast being two of my favorite words. And i totally mean no offense when i use them.


Just like when i call you 'bitch', i meant it as a compliment. It's just like calling you a female dog. And when i call you 'pussy', it just means that i'm calling you HH.
ERRRS.. OOPS!!!
I mean, female cat. FEMALE CAT!!


What were you thinking about?!?!!! (Hi5 and peace to HH) *winks*



P/s: Before everyone starts thinking that i'm a meanie, it was HH who started off with this pussy thing first, alright?

P/p/s: And WHAT?!?!!!! I totally don't mean the girl's pussy. Stop being so sexual. *shakes head*



Hungry
Hmmm.


I wonder if it was suicidal to whip up something to eat at 4am in the morning. But i was really really really effing hungry.


*frowns*


Now, i'm afraid to stand on that weighing scale. I got this feeling that i might be part of the 50-kg range and that's definitely something i call, A NIGHTMARE!!!


*tears out hair*



Anyway, let's move on in life.


Alright, Momo was angry at Dada just now for one very stupid thing.


Momo was pissed because Dada said something insignificant (but wrong) to Momo, and so now, Momo thinks that it was Dada who caused her, her second prize in 4D today.


She was literally so pissy that ... *shivers upon thinking*


That's why i say, i hate gamblers. May it be something big or something small. From casinos to horse betting to 4Ds. I totally hate them. I mean i don't mind people playing for fun, as long as money doesn't come into the picture.


Anyway, GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!!!


Or morning for those who see this is the tomorrow. ^^



Retards
Strolling down the lane of memories.
There were things that made me smile,
And were things where i find tears.


I knew i would smile at the memories of those which had made me cry before,
But i didn't know i would cry at those which had made me laugh.


Happy times, full of laughter.
Depressing moments, full on grim.


It's a roller coaster ride.
Sometimes i go up.
And others, i go down.


It's a ride where i can't see.
Neither can i know what is in store for me.


I simply live the life that is in front of me.
With the decisions and promises i make each day,
It presents me with the greatest gift.
Something, which i call "destiny".
Something, which i call "life".




What if one day you realized that the Sun which you had seen everyday is not just a Sun anymore?

What if one day you realized that the Moon which you had seen everyday is not just a Moon anymore?

What if one day you realized that the Clouds which you had seen everyday are not just Clouds anymore?

What if one day you realized that the Sky which you had seen everyday is not just the Sky anymore?


Then you must have realized, that in this world, there is still so many things for you to treasure.



Walking through those memories, i've saw it too. That we still don't treasure our things even when we lost them.


We only do so when the things we lost came back to our side again.







Sometimes, when we choose to act like a retard, it's not because we're one.


It's just that, sometimes... we just have to act like one.



Let's dance
I can't wait for Wu Lin Da Dao to start airing.


It seems like an awesome show. And i thought i spot Yang Yang in there. :X


ANYWAYS!!! *jumps about the room* I'm so going to be home to watch it every week.




And i am considering if i should reborn my hair during the October vacation. Maybe i should. *grins*


Probably a dye along too. Cause my hair color is fading at too fast a rate. It was still close to black a week and three days ago, but NOW?!?!!! It's fading off to copper already.*frowns*



Saturday, September 27, 2008
Cheese
The world is so unfair.


Dada bought a digicam for Momo but she doesn't want it.


And Dada refuse to give it to me even though mine is spoiled.


Because someone once tried to pry open the battery casing at the wrong angle and therefore spoiling the whole thing.


So right now, my camera is working fine other than not recognizing the existence of the battery at all.


And the fact is that, without the recognition of batteries, the entire thing can't work. Damn. ):


But anyway, i have my handphone. And that works pretty well too. Cheese!!



Woof woof
I'm so lazy that i didn't even show up at Downtown (which i'm supposed to).


Bah. I just feel like slacking my weekends away. And not turn up for school on Monday. Then i can have a straight 5 days holiday.


But alas, the faci set an order. Dammit. ):




And i want a pet puppy so much. But pure breeds come from nine hundred plus to one k. Omigosh.


And i hope that the pet puppy comes with some guy that can help me look after it. The food, the cleaning, the pooping, the training... ALL done by that person. So i just get to play with the puppy. *grins*



Hmms
I've decided that this skin looks really horrendous. And i really want to tweak it.


But somehow, i thought sleeping is more important.


So, should i or should i not?



Friday, September 26, 2008
Durians
YAY!!


One more new blog is done up. Haylie had sent out the invites already, so please DO accept it.


And i don't want me to be the only one updating it (so meaningless to update over there when i can still post here right?), so everyone, please do TRY to at LEAST blog there once a week.


So if you're wondering why would i suddenly want to come up with this clique-blog-thing, it's because i'm afraid one day we will lose contact with each other.


I know, as we all grow up, we will definitely have our own individual lives. Probably it'll start off with us not meeting up with each other anymore, maybe an occasional MSN or SMS. And it slowly wean off to the once a year gathering and gradually, we never contact with each other ever again.


I somehow know, this is reality and this would happen. And what's more. All of us live in different parts of Singapore.


Me at Yishun. Haylie at Tampiness. Frez at BP. Jeff at Punggol.


Probably the only one closest to Haylie would be GL. For both is in the East area.


But for the rest of us, we might slip into our own individual lives and might even forget the existance of one another.


I don't want that to happen. I seriously don't want.



That's why the sudden thought of having this blog. Because i'm just going to leave this blog there and would not delete it even if there are no updates already.


So when someone finally thought of F5, they can go to the blog and still remember some of us.


I honestly don't want us to lose contact with any of them. I'm so afraid to lose them... i guess.







ANYWAY, moving on to happier stuff.


I had an awesome dinner. Big Mac EVM upsize, green tea, McNuggets ala carte. *licks lips*


And i just had durian coil cake too!! It's yummy!!!


But pity i didn't take any pictures of it before i gobble it down. And it wasn't a very big piece either. =/


I still have another piece of it left plus durian puffs. Those are for Momo and Dada. But i guess Dada can't eat too much. He's pu zhua-ing.


So Momo and me can get to enjoy it. (And Jie too, if she's coming back tomorrow.) xD


Plus, i have no idea. How come those stuff is so damn ex. Just 2 pieces of cake and puffs adds up to ten plus bucks.


But it was indeed yummilicous. Worth the money. ^^



Ding ding dong
I went home freakingishly early today!!!


I literally went home after i finish my RJ. And lesson ended at 4pm again. YAY!!!


Three cheers for faci. *hugs*


Anyway, who remembered the MSN chatlog i posted yesterday?


YES, i have no idea why, but it just seems that i do have a lot of chatlogs on BUTTS.


And here's yet another one.
Yes, ass licking.


o.O!!


I don't wanna lick his ass. Eewwws!!


And Tobi!! See what kind of friend Amon is. He said you're a horny guy. :X And no, i didn't say anything about you being a girl. NO, not even the faintest mention of it. *shuffles feet*


ALRIGHT people, please stop talking about butts to me on MSN. Before i make all of you guys the BUTT of my jokes. xP


Anyway, today was an awesome day. I thought i would have hated maths but it seems that it wasn't too bad after all. Finally my maths bug had came back to me. Or at least a little.


And i insist, it's not because we had already learnt it before in Secondary school. *grins* To be precise, almost everything had been taught to us before in Secondary school. So theoretically, i have no idea why we have to learn it all over again. Geez.


Moving on, during the first breakout, YC was calling out for Malik. But somehow, he was looking at Hafiz's direction. So we were all wondering who was he calling out for.


All when we realize that he was calling out for Hafiz, none of us let him off.


So at the end of the day, all of us ended up with people with serious identity crisis.


Malik became Hafiz.
Hafiz became Malik.

YC became Aizat.
Aizat became YC.

May became Joycelyn.
Joycelyn became May.
Joycelyn became Angie.
Joycelyn became Evon.


OMIGOSH. I TOTALLY HAD NO IDEA WHO I WAS IN THE DAY!!!


Thanks ar, YC and Hafiz. o.O!!


Despite that, i wasn't the one who was had the most confusion of our own identity. Hafiz totally lost it.


Because our team by some miracle, started off late but ended up with the most revelations of the day's problem and went around helping the other three teams. So most of the three teams would have said, "Malik said this part... ... Malik said that... ..."


So Hafiz being such a lost boy, were explaining his point and presented, "Hafiz said..." while pointing to Malik.


AHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!


He even mixed up his own real name. *shakes head and laughs at him* Peace Hafiz!! ^^V


But it's a real bummer that we're going to change team for the next Maths lesson. I've decided, the best team mates i could ever have would be Hafiz, Malik, Evon, YC and WC.


Why? Because i love doing work with loads of laughter around. *smiles*


But NO. No one can ever replace F5. I totally regret for not having the chance to be in the same team with the entire F5 before. Shucks. ):







P/s: You honestly don't want to go against Capricorns. We're not called THAT for nothing.


P/p/s: One thing i agree on, Capricorns hate being with inferior people. If i don't like you, you're most probably inferior in my eyes.


AND YOU KNOW WHAT? I THINK YOU'RE INFERIOR AND THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT. Brats.



Thursday, September 25, 2008
畜牲
女生被儅成男生用
男生被儅成畜牲用


AHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!


Let me laugh my piece first. *continue laughing*


Honestly, Wen Chao is so going to be my new best friend in W35L.


Why? Why, you ask?


Cause he's damn clever!!! I have no idea how none of us saw the genius part in him. He's freakingishly being admitted into Uni over in China but yet he didn't accept it.


Now i so want to leech his wisdom. *prepares vacuum cleaner*


And he's honestly another joker. I wonder how come there's people who don't really like him. *shakes head*


We obviously laughed our asses off during the second breakout. William is a very innocent bystander who became our butt of jokes. (Peace to William)


Anyway, WC was telling us about his F1 job and then William over heard it and the few of us starting talking.


WC said that he earned about $7.50 an hour after getting the pay from the agent. Then William said that he was also waitering for F1 but yet he only earned $6 per hour.


Then Evon said that her friend worked as the show Queen and earned about $450 a day. Then William start to get really emoish and felt like he was cheated of the hardwork.


And we talked more about jobs and their pay and WC suddenly said that he only got $7.50 because the agent took about 35-40% of the money. If we are to find our own jobs, the pay can easily go above ten plus bucks.


Then we were all laughing hard at William now. In his attempt to save himself, he said that $6 ain't too bad already. But the fact is that, $6 is not too bad for a Secondary school student, but it's obvious that it's not for Poly students.


*William emos*



While still on the topic of waitering jobs, WC said that Sentosa have jobs with pretty good wages. But it's just that they only want experienced employees and they are very strict about it.


And that was when he said, "女生被儅成男生用, 男生被儅成畜牲"


I forgot why, but somehow we all equate 畜牲 with William. *shrugs shoulders*


Until a point of time William began to doubt himself and ask WC if WC was referring to him when WC said 畜牲.


*laughs*


OMIGOSH. I have funny people in class. *skips around*


And i hummed aLOUD in class today. *blushes* Plus i totally DIDN'T realized it until the people around me told me. =/


And i relalized, i have the same initials as a guy. *fumes*




畜牲!!! AHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!


P/s: DJ Shadow is going to have red eyes tomorrow! Comestic lenses, ehs?


P/p/s: There isn't any FG today. ):


P/p/p/s: I have hentai-ish vampire monkeys.

And hentai not only means sex. It can mean pervertic too. *grins*



Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Who's chinky?
I miss the days where i hold it in my hands. And somehow, i want to get it back.


Moving on from that, i'm so aghast by myself lately.


My level of speech had fallen from worse to worst. GAHS. Speaking bug, please do come back to me.


Anyway, Evon was calling me Chinky today and i wasn't really pleased with it. I refuse to acknowledge it and she told me that her entire ex-class called me that.


RAWRS!!!


Imagine how pissed i was with that.


Exactly when did i ever give them the permission to do that?!!!


Anyway, i kept going to Haylie's class after school these few days. Their class seems to be so fun. And i like Joanne's beanie. The bob on her beanie was so cute. *squeals*



Tuesday, September 23, 2008
It's long
Ever since the new addition of my new favorite trance artiste, Armin, i found ClubStudio positively cool too.


It bring the mood up up up!!!


And so does the level of my headache migraine.


Alright, before i go about ranting about today, let me rant about my health lately.


I know a lot of us are falling sick lately. It seems like the ENTIRE F5 is already down. Haylie, Tobi, Jeff, Ben and myself, all fell.


Though i'm still trying very hard to stay up the surface, but it just felt like i'm going to drown very soon if i don't get any decent rest soon.


Anyway, just a few more days with life like this, most probably i would go down with mild fatigue AGAIN.


I'm so sick of my own poor level of health lately.


I can easily go on a few days without sleep and still have enough fuel to not fall sick a few months back. But somehow, it seems more and more impossible for me nearing the end of Semester 1.


Geez.


I totally can't believe every last bit of my fuel ran out by 11.30AM.


Omigosh, AM?!?!!! First time in my life that i am using hype-ness in the morning trying to get me through the day.


I wouldn't mind as much if it's the afternoon, but morning?


Gahs.


And i bet, if i'm going to have two of these pangs close to one another, i will definitely be on the way to be wheeled into the hospital.


Somehow, scenes of me in the surgery theater keep coming back to me lately. And most of the time, my gut intuitions are pretty on track. So right now, i'm trying very hard to convince myself that none of this will happen.


So far so good.


I'm still not dead yet. Just dying. :X


Anyway, remember the post i posted with Hafiz sleeping in the background?
Yep, this picture.


So where are the two of us at, you ask?
At Malik's hostel. (Who is the one in white)


But what's the ironic part? Both Hafiz and i zhaobo-ed and we went to Malik's dorm to hang out. But the thing is, Malik stayed in class. :X


Anyway, had any one noticed the brown cap which doesn't look like mine? Because the simple fact is that, it's not mine. DUH?


And because i had such a bad hair day that i got irritated and wore Hafiz's cap. He's such a good team mate. Nice to bully too.


OOPS!!!


So, as i was saying, bad hair day. I was so annoyed with my own hair that i hid all of it in the cap.
And yes, by looking auntie too.


Aizat even asked me why was i wearing a cap and i asked him back as to why was he playing CS.


He replied me by saying, "cannot ar?" And i asked him back if i can't wear cap in class arhs? *winks*


Question answered.



And i fell in love with the cap so much that i decided to wear it all the way and not having the intention to return him at all.


Until i did my makeup and hair. But it was ruined the minute i step out of the hostel. That annoying gust of win blew everything haywired.


And so with the messed up hair, i walked with Hafiz to E3 where he went to find his friend and me to the IT helpdesk.


Finally, i had my VPN and WPG client fixed. WOOTS!!!


Plus, the guy fixing my lappie ain't a Singaporean. And he's a cute guy, definitely. And you think it ends here? There's a even hotter guy sitting at a table near the glass panel. I guess he's around twenty plus, have damn middle long idol-lish hair. Best guess is a faci, but i have my doubts too. *shrugs shoulders*


Or could he be a student? *scratches chin*


Anyway, my lappie is finally working fine and i went to one of the cubical at the library, quite near to Cafe Galilee, and i did what i do best when i'm bored.


I DISTURB F5!!!


And somehow, i was so bored that i asked people to webcam with me. And Jeff is the only one that could cam with me.


Hatred really helps in things. He agreed on this point too. *winks*


After MSNing and webcamming, i went to W1 since Haylie asked me too. See what a nice friend i am. *grins*


And YES! I finally saw Wei Jian. But BOO to DJ Shadow for not being in school today. To think that i went there specially, hoping to at least listen to some songs for at least half an hour.


Leaving aside the fact that i wasn't able to listen to DJ Shadow today, i even make the point to run down to EMP room. Leaving my poor clique behind, only to find out there's so much people in there. ):


As much as i wanted to stay there but i literally saw no space for me.


And WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?


When did i ever say that i wanted to watch Joe connect the cables? I totally did not, alright??!!! *acts defensive*


*laughs* Alright, i am honestly kidding around. Before GL starts pointing fingers at me AGAIN.


Annoying. At least get to know when am i kidding, alright? *grins* You're my first friend in RP, and yet you don't know when i'm joking? *heartaches*


Yes, still BFFs. No worries.


Speaking of BFFs, there are the only people that i can feel kid around and feel happy even though i'm feeling like shit. Honestly.


I tried to be hype around others, talking and laughing, but it's just not the same.


BFFs are just BFFs.


*grabs all of them and dances together*


MAMBO TIME!!!


And i will definitely win Ben in a mambo challenge. Victory due to height. *grins*


Anyway, i wouldn't want to rant about not being the EMP room today. Neither am i going to talk about how pissed off when Marcus pushed me out of the EMP room either.


But instead i'm going to talk about the times where i saw and hear Jeevi and Sai spin and drum together. Yes in other words, my own Sound Reinforcement slot.


I know i had already dedicated one entire post to it a week back, but i thought that i would be able to enjoy myself like how i did that day.


Sai beatmatching, Jeevi drumming, lights off, the-dubious-black-casing-light-that-shines-according-to-the-rhythm and me feeling high high high into the sky.


I thought i would be able to enjoy myself like that day, but i guess, there will still be chances in the future, sooner or later. *grins*


And yes, i'm still pissed by Marcus pushing me (literally) out of the room. *controlling myself not to smack him in the face* I'm not sure how many people heard me telling him not to push me. =/


Alright, moving on in life and trying my best not to harp on it anymore, i went to take the lift and i saw this senior.


Fine, i saw a lot of them but i only recognize one. ):


And he recognize me too!!! *twirls around in happiness*


But then again, i hope he did not mistook me as someone else. Just like someone else did at the queue of 902. Staring works to tell them that i totally don't recognize them. *grins*


Anyway, i reached Cafe Galilee and we had a good time too. My system though was almost destroyed, but jokes were still around in the air. Especially when Haylie was with WJ and i was being the spy. *winks*


And we hung out until close to 7 before we finally got our lazy butts moving to CWP. Somehow, Jeff and Ben are being funny, as usual and we laughed our way to CWP.


I just simply love being around with them. *hugs*


Dinner was alright and we went off all being dead. Yes, i revived and are still alive, despite the fact that i almost drowned while bathing just now.


Verdict:
Falling asleep while showering isn't safe.






P/s: Megamixes are so damn cool!!


P/p/s: I couldn't get some of the samples out of my head!! It keeps on ringing. *screams*


P/p/p/s: I love going to school with ex-E36C people. *smiles*


P/p/p/p/s: Grace still owes the whole class one Swensens meal EACH!!


P/p/p/p/p/s: And i was wondering, what in the world is Club:G?


P/p/p/p/p/p/s: I've just received a mail from Luke telling us the site where we can download FREE VST/AU software instruments and effects. Cool or what?!! But no, i haven't downloaded it yet. :X



Emo lever: activate
It was a happy day. Honestly, it was.


The emotive ride i had been on was so great that i can't help but be emotional now.


Ching's EMO lever:
ACTIVATE!!







I had so many things to talk about, pictures to upload. But not now. Just not at the moment.


Hanging out with F5 peeps (this time finally with Ben, and he's here just only because his girl had IG), was fun. Yes, it definitely is fun. But somehow, something is lost inside, deep inside my soul.


I hate being played around by myself. It irritates me to the core. So SO much.


It just make me feel so strong... but yet so weak.


And i'm feeling so bad to the fact that i don't even feel like ranting about the fact that i'm not in the EMP room now.


Probably i should rant a little, just not now. Later, probably later. Just let me fall deeper and enjoy the feeling of falling before i think of ways to climb out again.






*Shaking F5's shoulders to make them deactivate Ching's EMO lever*



Sneak peak
Just a sneak peak of where i am now.




















I'm just so screwed up today. Wasted lurs!!


SSHHH
. He just moved. I need to go out and leave him dying there.


HA!!



Monday, September 22, 2008
Boring post
I wanted to blog, but i didn't know how to start.


Damn.


Anyway, since my blog is now officially a NC-17 site, ALL OF YOU UNDERAGE DUDES, shoo!!!


JKING. No worries, i still love all of you. *hugs*


Anyway, let me start. I woke up at a freaking early time of 7am today. I literally thought i would be late for i normally wake up at 6.15 or 6.30am. But i got out of house at the usual time.


And i met GL again. It seems that both of us had been going to school together a lot lately. This is a perfect example of 'GREAT minds thinks alike'. *winks*


Initially, i thought that today would be going to be a bad day. First, i forgot to bring my iShuffle, next earpiece is gone too. I can't listen to anything on the way to school... AND in school itself.


=/ Annoying.


But i forced myself to think that today is going to be a great day and YES!! The day got better.


*smiles and dance about*



Anyway, i insist i'm a good student. See how focused i am.



And NO. This is definitely not the truth.
Who says i was looking at my iTunes?


And there's this quite hot guy who added me on myspace


*twirls around*


Who cares about that cute Joe anymore? *winks*







And Evon gave me an awesome idea about blogging.


She told me to blog about the creation of earth.


So here goes.


Once, the world was an awesome place to live in. It's so awesome that it couldn't be true. Therefore earth is created and yet destroyed at the same time.


The end.



Sunday, September 21, 2008
KILL
93%I'm damn creative alright?



And this is my original rating.

OnePlusYou Quizzes and Widgets



And somehow GL manage to persuade me to spam my own blog to make it NC-17.


So, here goes!!


KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL KILL


And now, my rating is...


OnePlusYou Quizzes and Widgets


Thanks ar, GL. Now i'm not permitted to read my own blog until my birthday.


All your fault!!!



not making sense
YAY!!!


I just watched the Superband show and thank god for letting YSJ be in the top 5(?)


Why am i supporting them, you ask? Since i had only heard them sing once.


Well, it's because they're so visual satisfactory!!!


Are their looks good? Nope.


But are their image good? DEFINITELY!!!


VISUAL GUYS ARE THE BEST LURS!!!!



12星座听到"我愛你"的反应......
This is some of the funnier ones i saw about how different people from different horoscopes people will react.


I'm not sure about the others, but at least mine was quite accurate.


12星座听到"我愛你"的反应......

--------巨蟹座
路人甲:「我愛你」
巨蟹座:「我吃过饭了」
路人甲:「啊?」

--------獅子座
路人甲:「我愛你」
獅子座:「乱说什么」
路人甲:「我愛你呀」
獅子座:「喔」
(过了一会儿...)
路人甲:「喂喂」
獅子座:「干嘛」
路人甲:「我愛你啦」
獅子座:「我知道阿」
路人甲:「喔」

--------天蠍座
路人甲:「我愛你」
天蠍座:「我生前都沒人跟我说过这句话」
路人甲:「....对不起...打扰了....」

--------摩羯座
路人甲:「我愛你」
摩羯座:「我揍你」



WA
Gamers - Mouse = No gamers


I took back what i said about no gamers in class. There IS. Just that they didn't bring their mouses to school.


Though CS and dota are the only 2 games i've seen in class till now (exclude mario), but at least i'm seeing more gamers in class. *sighs with relief*


And who says Maple is a loserish game. There were once upon a time when quite some people got hold of the staff VPN and all of us were playing maple using it.


Those were the times where all of us punched the air when we can finally play games and screaming in the air,
'NO LAG!!'


The first game that got everyone high were NFS. Almost everyone were playing. Note, it's almost. Because i was one of those who didn't play. And i insist it's not because i couldn't drive. ):


And i remember the times where we started to play Worms Armageddon. It was so stress reliving.


Ahhh. How sweet is was to think that of the times when we tried to kill one another.


Right. All of us belong to the old-school era, cannot meh? I know it's a game that came out during our primary school times, but we like it. Got problem?


*grins*


Yes, we all know the truth. Angie killed Karen because she's prettier than her. :X


And ALL the facis hate me. They are tried to kill me. ): And i died without hitting anyone. Therefore, making me one of the most useless worms. O.o!!


Omigosh. Let's get back together and play WA together. I wanna kill some facis. *evil laugh*



Saturday, September 20, 2008
LIE
YAY!!!!


I love screaming at the top of my lungs.


*screams again*


HEYYS! What makes you think that i'm creating sound pollution? I'm just screaming along to the song.


And with all those screaming, i realized alternative rock ain't all that bad either.


But that doesn't mean i don't like speed metal anymore. Don't worry. *winks* And it applies to JRock, Dance, Mandorock and all the other genres i like too.


YES, my ultimate favorite is not JRock but Mandorock.


HA in all of your faces dudes, for getting that question wrong!!!


And three cheers for HH, Tobi, Jeff, Marcus, GL, Ben, April who don't even know my name.


YAY!!!


Only Haylie got it correct. ):


THREE CHEERS FOR NOT EVEN KNOWING MY NAME!!!


*hip hip HORRAY*


*grins*



AND i totally hate people touching me.


GRRS.


Even if it's a friendly pat, STOP IT!!!


It gets on my nerves... VERY BADLY!!





There's no IF in LIFE. But there's LI..E in there though.



can i go to emprm this tues?
I so wanna go to EMP room this Tuesday.


Firstly, is to see April and Marcus connect wires. *winks*


Next... there's a *wink wink* thing. I just checked something and i totally went, "OH MY GOD!!!"


*dances and twirls around*



I so hope that it can be an accidental thing. *grins*



Kidding
I was talking with GL that day about a damn cute guy i saw. And he wondered how many times i will fall in love in RP itself.


Sometimes i wonder about that too. *grins*


But heyys!!! Honestly, i was kidding about liking them though.


Yes, they're cute but i do like someone else already. Cliquables will know i like someone, but they don't know who. *evil smile*


So yes, the immense number of guys i like were all part for fun, joy and laughter.


I seriously don't mean it.


._.


P/s: He's really cute. Those on the 4th floor on my blog should go over to his class and see him. I hope no one caught me loitering outside his classroom at 4.30 that day. *grins*


JUST KIDDING!!


P/p/s: I take back my words of calling GL a nerdish beng and retard. (And yes, i know you aren't angry with me already. *smiles*)


P/p/p/s: I miss Haylie, Tobi, GL, Jeff, Ben and HH. I totally miss the times when we stayed back after class together and rock the tables and chairs upside down, inside out.


And yes, the titanic scene will always be remembered. *winks*



Yay
WOOTS.


GL is such a cool cliquable!!!


Anyway, the front part of the previous entry *scrolls down* wasn't referring to GL. There are things i wanted to blog about W35L but i suddenly had to stop myself.


I was afraid to cause misunderstandings. *winks*


At least i know now that GL's house has a terrorist too. =/








Now, it's April's turn i'm worried about. Those were just rants, i wonder what will she do if she saw it. DAMN.



Friday, September 19, 2008
Rants
Honestly, the more the number of people who know this blog, the less i am able to write truthfully. This is so inversely proportionate. ="=


So, now you know the reason as to why i don't put my link on my MSN?


And also because of that, i'm slowly trying to turn this into a personal blog, stashed of nothing but things no one is interested in reading.


I initially had something i wanted to blog about, but then i remembered i typed out my blog URL in the mass convo today. (For those who didn't caught the link *wink wink*)


At times, it's not that i don't want to be honest. It's just that i don't want to hurt the people around me.

It's not that i care what other thinks about me, but it's just that i don't want the people around me ended up being pierced by the things i've said unintentionally.

It's not what you think it is, it's just that i don't want to hurt people with things i didn't have meaning for.



I know i always make mistakes without me even realizing. I know it and i hate it. Darn it to the core.







And right now, i'm damn afraid that GL is angry with me for calling him a nerd. ):


He so doesn't know that geeks are so in fashion now. ="=



UGLY DUMBASS
Shit.


My DVD disc had been corrupted AGAIN. Second piece in two days. It keeps hanging at 35 seconds and refuse to continue to move anymore and there's nothing i can do about it.


So when i tried to cancel the copying of items, it would crash my computer and the disc will also automatically spoils itself.


Darn. Is this outrageous or is this outrageous?


*jumps around and scolds the air in anger*


My poor poor Reason and the refill CD.
All of you are good software and CDs, it's just the meanie DVD+R and DVD-R who are baddies.

*sayangs my com*


Anyway, i ran down just now to get my DVD+R at the school bookshop and saw GL on the way. I tried calling out to him but with him being an extremely retarded Asian, he decides to wear his headset and therefore couldn't hear me.


And since we're all Asians, so we should be good with Maths right? But apparently, some of us ain't that talented in this area.


Retarded GL with headphones + Me running after him =
Lots of people looking at me


Idiots.


But anyway, he was a nice person... just retarded.


OOPS!!!
:X


And after that, i went down to level 4 to find KP to pass him the CDs. And seeing that his class hadn't been dismissed, i went over to the other side of the classrooms where all my friends were.


April left her class and Mike's faci was still inside his class and so i stood outside Tobi's classroom staring in through the window.


I was so embarrassed standing there and he didn't even notice me. Until he almost opened the door. =/ And NO, what makes you think i'm going to laugh at his disabilities.


OOPS
again. :X


Anyway, he didn't expect me to be there... and neither did o. But i told him what i'm going to do (*coughs* to find shuai ges *coughs*) and he said he wanted to follow me.


NO way that is ever going to happen.


And yes, i insist, KP is seriously damn cute. I'm not sure if he's good looking or not, but cute is definitely one word to describe him.


*stones for two seconds* NOO!!! Cute doesn't mean ugly but adorable.


What were you guys thinking?!?!!!! *being defensive*


But somehow, i feel that his built doesn't suits his face. He has a very young looking face but quite a strong built. So it's just weird looking at him. :X


Anyway, does anyknow what UGLY is?


It's actually a kind of disease in medical terms.


And it actually stands for Uranium Gysotomic Lynostic Yeast-infection. So, in short, U.G.L.Y.


And if you actually contract U.G.L.Y. , chances of you getting Distol Uranium Masticular Bi Acetone Systonic Shit is extremely high.


So if anyone day, anyone of you got U.G.L.Y., i am pretty sad to say that you have a very high chance in being an U.G.L.Y. D.U.M.B.A.S.S.


*laughs*



Just kidding dudes. Peace out to everyone. *smiles*



Thursday, September 18, 2008
Reason
Honestly, i'm not going to rant much. Cause my eyes are hurting so badly that my left lenses are begging me to take them out. So i shall blog as fast as my mind and fingers allow.


So let's start of with the most prominent change in me.


My HAIR!!!


I simply love my new color. Even though i really hate it yesterday. But lots of people say that this color is really awesome and so, i decide to start loving it and i DID!!!


And and AND... ...


I insist that i didn't dye my hair close to my original hair color because i had unfinished business from the past.


Seriously, that's SO NOT the reason.


Anyway, after Focus Group today, i chiong-ed to find F5 (minus Ben, cause he's too busy dating) at Cafe Galilee. And i lost my way AGAIN!!! Oh gosh, no one believed that i had been part of RP for one semester plus after they heard that.


So, i exited from E2 at the lawn and walked toward W6 before realizing that the door are locked. And so i have to walk back to the slope at E1 and to the library before reaching Galilee.


Imagine how tired i was from all that chiong-ing. Geez.


ANYWAY, i reached Galilee and Jeff saw my new color. So he asked me if i dyed my hair. I was so DUH-ed by his question that i literally no idea how to answer.


So i said, "Nope. It's just that i washed my hair too hard, then all the color came off."


And it seems that he literally believed me and even went on to ask if all the yellow had really came off.


Haylie, Frez and me were all obviously completely stunned by him and i said laughing, "Those who believed it must be real dumb."


Apparently he heard it and diao-ed me and said that he can't hear anything and in which he plugged in his earpieces and continue to watch his Happy Feet.


And so, i went off to the toilet. AND almost went into the wrong toilet again. =/


Habits die hard, eh? And yes Jeff, the urge to go into the guy's toilet. Right. *rolls eyes*


Oh yes, back to hair. I had a lot of people guessing the colors my hair. From green to gray to brown to black to brunette and even to you-got-dye-your-hair-meh? colors.


But nope, my hair color is Asian Ashy now. It's suppose to be in a lighter shade, but i guess it will be when it fades.


And i totally love the color now. *dances and twirls around*


Plus with this new color, ZJ who always seemed to be able to recognize me failed to do so today. HA!!! Power of new color, ehs?


Anyway, i was honestly disappointed today. I guess i finally know how he feels today. *sighs*


Somehow, if you don't want it, then don't promise in the first place?


But moving on, there's still always Reason to smile, right? *grins* (Psst, this has double meaning.)


First meaning is the literal, there's always reasons for us to smile.


Second is, i have the software, Propellerheads's Reason.


But nope, i haven't installed it into my lappie yet. Lazy.


And not only that, i've got my hands on a refill CD too. Though it's to be passed around, but at least i will get a copy in my D drive. *holds all the CDs close and jumps about*


If you think that's all i'm happy about, apparently you don't know me well enough.


I've realized that there's this damn cute guy, in EMP, DSA and Focus Group. *hyperventaliates* And when i mean cute, i mean DAMN CUTE!!! And tall too. And looks like a very educated guy. *shuffles feet*


But who cares? I've got his MSN already and i shall try to find some chance to go to his class. Maybe passing his the Reason and the drum & bass interface cds is a good chance. *grins*



Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Tired and pissed
This is the last day you will see me like this.Gone, like the wind.


No one shall know what happened today. Or probably until the next time you saw me. And darn, i forgot to do my nails... AGAIN.


Gahs.



Anyway, i saw ZJ twice today. So damn suay. ):


Retard!!!


And his eyebrow and lips piercing looks damn painful. *grimaces*





I might have short legs. But they were fast today. I literally ran off after class today. They were stumpy... but powerful, alright?


Then i saw Brandon floated down the stairs towards the underpass.


...


ALright, maybe he didn't float. He FLEW. He somehow flew/float/ran/jump/roll/screamed/sang/drummed/turned/scratched/whatever/if-you-believe-then-you-must-be-real-dumb *coughs* down the stairs real fast.


And even after i called his name, he had a lag of 2.542058109592 seconds before turning over and waved hi with a blank expression.


HEYS!! What's so weird about seeing me in Yishun? I know you are living there, but so am i, alrights? =/


P/s: I hate seniors. They can wake up whatever time they like on Weds and are able to go out without being so rushy. Unlike me, have to be so rushy today.


Grrs.


And WHAT? Who says i'm a guy. I just went into the wrong toilet. SHUT UP on that already!!!


Damn. I'm so full and tired. And i haven't even bathed. FOUR pieces of chicken, fries, sprite, salad. *licks lips* YUMM!!!


And i'm can't wash my hair for 2 days. Cause there's some chemical in it and i'm not supposed to wash it off. DAMN.


Then afterwards, i can't wash it everyday. I can only wash it every alternate day. DAMN. I'm so going to have stinky hair soon.


GEEZ!!!



Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Fight ON
Somehow, i found the my latest favorite JRock hits are songs on wars.


Oh gosh.



Updated by 10.35pm
OMIGOSH.


I was bored but yet i forgot i can blog. *shakes head in wonder* Arghs. How can i ever forget about blogging. *smacks myself*


Anyway, i'm alone at Cafe Galilee with Jeff and Ben like two tables away from me. And why, you ask?


Because Ben is being a very ungentlemanly guy and refuse to let me charge my lappie even though i let him charge.


Meaning? I was there first and i was using the plug. But then he came and took mine away and refuse to return me.


So is a gentleman?


NO is the correct answer.


Anyway, now April, Evon, Vinod and Roger knows my obsession. Oh god, now even people that's never in the same class as me knows my obsession. :X


And sadly, his photos are in my phone and not in my computer. So NO chance of you finding it on my lappie.


HA IN YOUR FACE.


Anyway, i'm freaky hungry right now and Jeff is not done with his movie.


OKay, he's done already. So i'm going off NOW.





BYE peeps!!






Updates:


Time check: 10.23pm


I just got home. And i'm tired all right. And Yoshi tastes awful. Their new mix-n-match bento isn't nice. *sticks out tongue*


Anyway, i've no idea why is this so, but i seem to be talking about guys today. (Not with Frez or Haylie. Now THAT feels weird.)


So, talking about it. It started off innocently with Amon and then, i began talking with Jeff about it. But it was on two entirely different time slots though.


At Yoshi, Jeff is like talking about all the 3 girls having interest in him. (And no, i'm not saying that he's BHB by saying he's handsome, have charm, ladida, *pukes*, blah blah. But you get what i mean, don't you? *winks*)


Anyway, as i was saying, somehow we started to talk at Yoshi about his ex's parent's liking him very much. So i was asking him, 'her parents like ah-bengs?'


Then he said, he's actually a very guai kia inside (as if anyone would ever believes) and that he has that X-factor that draw girls to him.


So i looked at him and seriously told him, "Honestly, wo gan jue bu dao leh."


*grins*


Then he said he's not my type of guys. (Which is so true.)


And Ben added on and say, 'No wonder she (meaning me) hates you for the first 3 months. :X


Imagine, hating for 3 months but yet a clique now. *scratches chin*





Anyway our mentor was like asking me the other day, "What name can i call you other than Ching or Joycelyn."


And i literally when, "Errrs... ... ..."


I seriously had no idea what to answer. HMMMM. What else can i be called.


And so i said, "Oei lurs."


Thus everyone, you can call me OEIS. NOT





And last thing i want to say before i go bathe. I walked into a guy's toilet today at the library today.
DAMN!!!



Monday, September 15, 2008
Im feeling weak. Darn
You know the weird feeling when you know it's school time but yet you got nothing to do?


This is how i'm feeling right now.


It's weird, but i'm neutral towards it. I don't mind doing work, but i'm glad that i don't have work either.


And listening to Evanescene's Bring Me to Life doesn't help me in any little bit. ):


Geez.


Anyway, i'm going back to play my linking MJ tiles on Orangeshark. (Yes i know, no life.)


And this is actually typed in notepad. Because i still thinking blogging during class time would result in pure suayness for the entire day.


So, shall copy and paste this when school ends. Probably around 4pm.







I simply love the life where facis let us go earlier. This will be the second CONSECUTIVE day that this is happening.


Cheerios to our faci!!!


Life of a senior, ehs?


All of us bullshit, but not all of us bullshit with intelligence (like me). *winks*


And what were you thinking. I mean eyeballs, alright?


Anyway, there's things i wanted to talk about today. But i'm too tired to do any of that. Darn.


So i shall just throw in whatever pictures i had taken today randomly. (:


Honestly, i wasn't irritated by the annoying people around me.
Somehow, i've decided not to wear my headset on special occasions.


Anyway, i thought today's lesson wasn't too bad. No FMTs, no worksheets, no PPTs. Nice or what?


And we pole danced for third meeting. *dances and twirls around*


While they were debating how are we going to dance, i decide to cam-whore a little.

And our team of the day. The only team who video taped the whole thing down. And NO, i'm not going to share the vid. :X
And who's that impostor that looks so much like me?


Grrs.


I can't even recognize myself from this picture. ="=



P/s: We didn't pole danced during third meeting. We just simply did a skit and i was a chao ah lian mummy. GEEZ. (And no, i'm not a chao ah lian's mummy. I'm a mummy who acts like chao ah lian. Dammit.)


And no one alive should see that vid. MWAHAHHAHAHA!!


P/p/s: I feeling really bad now. I shouldn't continue anymore. Darn.




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