Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Are you okay?
"Are you okay?"


The three words that made me smile the whole day.


Serious, i just want someone to tell me that the entire day.


The minute when he stepped into the room, his radiance filled the entire place.


The warm fuzzy feeling that makes me want to look at him and never to look away again, was the same shine that couldn't let me look at him for more than 5 seconds.


The desire that made me want to look deep into his eyes were the same desire that tried to pull me away.


Omigosh. This is getting to be too...


Too much for my heart to take.


*screams*


I vow, i just want to look deep into his eyes and try not to burst out laughing divert my gaze.




And again, i was so SO pissed off (by another issue, obviously.)


I have very low tolerance of jerks laughing at people whom i deem as friends.


It simply hurts as to how i see him trying to smile even with those happening. *frowns*


I guess, jerks are still jerks at the end of the day.




And i insist, Reason may look complicated. But it's definitely much more easier to grasp the basis in comparison to Garageband.


Cause at least i can pen my move my midi much more easier in Reason than GB. (Or is it because of the fact that i have no idea how to use MCD Mac?)




And yes. I saw Ben at W1's canteen today and he totally ignored me. And Frez tried to hug me. Proves how long didn't we see each other already. And i totally wonder how can he gather 45 people in 6 minutes. *scratches chin*




Also, i'm wondering if i should go to Focus Group or Production workshop on this coming Thursday. And after much consideration (of 2.39857103 seconds), i chose FG!!!




P/s: As much as i'm still feeling insecure (as said in the previous post), but i'm so much better already. *smiles*


P/p/s: And thanks Meiling for asking. I'm feeling very much better already. Thanks!! ^^




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