Monday, December 8, 2008
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Alright, i need to start talking with nothing in mind. Because that's what i do best. And rather to let myself rot and get into the habit of not blogging, i guess i need to start blogging about something.But what thing? I remembered i wanted to blog about quite some things, but ever since time had died and revived (these 3 days of holidays passed by reallll fast), i didn't have the feel to blog about those anymore.And honestly, when i'm not blogging and staring into space like a camel (or reading manga, MSNing, watching TV, gaming, fantasizing...), i tend to get into a EMOish atmosphere nowadays. *grabs hair* DAMMIT!!! In which i absolutely regret going into my Multiply site. One of the photo album updates was about CANDY WEEKEND!! *winces* Whoever said time will heal all wounds. It'd been two years now and the wound is still raw. *looks at my 4-year-old back scar* And even if the wound heals, the scar will always be there. Enough of saying i'm narrowed vision but i just can't climb out of this bottomless pit. The only thing i can do is to cling on tightly to the side of the wall. The only choice i have is either to fall down forever or to cling on forever ... until someone has a rope long enough to reach me. There's ropes trying to get me i admit, but none of it is long enough. And when one is finally long enough, i can't muster enough energy to let go of my hands from the wall to grab hold of the rope. I'm afraid of falling. Or not of falling. But of the pain at the end of the fall. :( |
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