Friday, December 19, 2008
A really long entry
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are








The song that start Haylie and me MSNing.


And some way or other (which i've no idea by the way), we started to talk about twilight.


*pauses*


Oh i remember, because i said that song appeared at the ending of Twilight. That's how we got started with the conversation.


But in anyway, it's been decided. Haylie would get her Edward (but of course) and i'm going to get the father.
:D


I don't know why but i thought Carlisle looked really really really shuai.


*nods head*
Even hotter than Edward himself.


Normally i would have thought that Haylie will most probably kill me if i make that judgment but on second thoughts, she might not. For this would mean that she have one less rival for her competition in chasing after Edward.
*wink wink*




.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:29 PM):
set ah
u take eric

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (10:29 PM):
huhs?
noo
i wan both
the father and the asian

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:29 PM):
and i'll take almost all of the cullen male

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (10:29 PM):
HEYYYS
father i wan
father i wan lurs

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:29 PM):
ok fime

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (10:29 PM):
u take edward

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:29 PM):
*fine
u can have carlisle

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (10:29 PM):
YAY!

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:29 PM):
i'll take emmett and edward

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (10:29 PM):
hehhs

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (10:30 PM):
fun!!!
^^

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:30 PM):
lol
and give jasper to someone else

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (10:31 PM):
LOLS..
alright also
*puts on ebay*
who wants jasper?
^^

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:31 PM):
lol
u do realise carlisle is a 300+ yr old man that is frozen in his 30s right

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (10:32 PM):
*nods head grimly*
THAT.. i do know

haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:32 PM):
and u do realise he already has a wife,esme ??

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:33 PM):
no edward is 110

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (10:33 PM):
urhhs.. 110 + 17 then
^^
and hmmms.. edward has a girlfriend too.. right?
and no worries
i can be his scandal
hehhs
^^

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:33 PM):
no way
edward is mine

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (10:34 PM):
edward's girlfriend ...well. later on in the book, wife is bella
im just imagining im bella

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:10 AM):
ahhhs.. ;P

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:10 AM):
haha

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:11 AM):
Carlisle is 368 yrs old

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:11 AM):
ermms..
but he's hawt
so it doesnt matter
^^

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:11 AM):
cause he was frozen in his 30s

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:12 AM):
yeah
on second thought , i don want emmett
i just want edward

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:13 AM):
ahhhhs
emmett is the.. short hair.. quite hunky one right?
hehhs
^^

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:13 AM):
yeah
the one with rosalie

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:14 AM):
the blond one
do you know that jasper and rosalie are actually related
they're twins i think

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:15 AM):
eh nope siblings

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:15 AM):
ahhhhs.. not adopted?
i thought rosalie is made into a vamprie to be edward's companion

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:15 AM):
yeah

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:16 AM):
but emmett fell for her
so yeah
but rosalie and jasper were siblings before they were adopted by dr. cullen

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:16 AM):
oowhhhs
i see
and lols

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:17 AM):
i wan to be his wife
i wanna be mrs cullen
^^

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:17 AM):
esme ??

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:17 AM):
urhhs
scandal
LOLS

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:17 AM):
nah....carlisle is faithful
and esme's strength is that she loves someone passionately

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:18 AM):
so there is no way u can gey carlisle
*get

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:18 AM):
grrrss..
it's alright..
i have faith too
if not.. i'll just kill esme
no wait
it's rather impossible for her to die
ah well
i can burn her
and knock carlisle unconscious
so he loses his memory
^^
all planned out
xDD

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:19 AM):
i don think its possible to know a vampire unconscious
since they are stronger tha u
*than

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:19 AM):
urhhhs
he's a doxc
doc*

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:20 AM):
*knock

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:20 AM):
and what better to make someone fall in his best potential ability
i shall use medicine against him
^^






And of course, Haylie's being a major sweetie and even wrote down some of the funny parts.


.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (11:55 PM):
oh yeah there was another part where jacob told bella that her daughter's name was too long so he called her nessie
then bella freaked out and said " YOU NAMED MY DAUGHTER AFTER THE LOCH NESS MONSTER ???"

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (11:56 PM):
even edward started calling that
and she was like " you too ??"
then edward "sorry , they got to me "

.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (11:57 PM):
bella was like "...my daughter, the sea serpent"



*laughs*
I could literally picture Bella's face while she is saying those lines.
*continues laughing*


And in anyway, everything is fully planned out. *wink wink*


.haylie. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you"- Edward Cullen says (12:45 AM):
well technically im 'in love'
so yeah why nt let the guys do it
thanks

Joycelyn 依靜 is thinking about leaving out all the rest says (12:46 AM):
yeaps
true
guys.. go emo with ben
while haylie and i goes gaga over vampires right here
^^


*nods head*
That shall be our plan for our clique outing.


Guys, emo at one corner.
Girls, infatuated at the other.
*big smile*


Sounds good?






P/s: And alright. Remind me to blog about why my blog is set to private for seemingly no apparent reason this afternoon.
*proceeds to roll eyes*


For too many MSN conversations in one entry will kill me, literally. The copying, pasting and color changing is enough to last me an entire afternoon.


P/p/s: Omigosh. It's the 19th tomorrow. And i'm pretty screwed. I haven't got the white dress yet. Damn.


P/p/p/s: I don't feel like making a trip specially down to AMK Hub.


P/p/p/p/s: And i think i should really go back to school and take my testimonial and the results of the Os i've taken in SEC THREE!!!


P/p/p/p/p/s: I've finished 2 more manga series today. But none of them were exceptionally good. *sigh*


P/p/p/p/p/p/s: I think Mum would say i'm not putting enough effort in this and Jie will prolly skin me alive, but I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT, can i? Especially when Jie didn't tell me anything about it.


P/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: I initially wanted to MSN mentor the day before to wish him luck in spinning for the event today. But i rushed out to meet Ben and didn't have the time. And i totally didn't see him online today (in which i hope it's not just me.)


And when i remembered that i can text him, it was already 1 in the morning. Plus i can't really remember what time he told me that he'll be spinning.
*scratches side of head*


But in anyway, this was what i wanted to tell him.
Heys mentor DJWY, all the best in DJing for Vibes. Sweep everyone off their feet on the dancefloor. ^^


Ah wells.
*shrugs shoulders*


P/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: 1 more day!!!



P/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: Alright, i shall stop my post scripts here. (:



P/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: I LIED!! :D



P/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/p/s: It actually looks fugly with so many 'P's, "/"s and "S"s.




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