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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

OMFG

I'm really properly annoyed right now. Will blog about it once i get back from my long, soothing bath.

P/s: Today's bath might be a little longer. For i need to take my own sweet time to think about different ways in killing a certain individual. I'm considering torment (not death) by castration but i decided that that is not just not bad enough.

愛情，是不需要理由的

原來真的…
愛情真的是自私的

在這場殘酷的遊戲裏
並沒有輸贏
只有愛與不愛
愛得多或是愛得少

也許說到頭來
愛情就是看誰能把對方先帶進自己的領域裏
可能到最後唯一的指標就是看
誰愛得多誰就輸了

愛情能讓王子變青蛙
也能讓聰明人變傻瓜

Hungry people can't post decent entries

I finally got the pictures taken from Ben's camera after like forever. Alright, maybe not that long, but still, his was the last person who decides to send it to us. And i realize, he doesn't catch our attention when he tries to take the photos.

Here are the proof:

I think Tobi was taking my picture then... i think?

And apparently, he doesn't stop snapping away even when i'm checking my phone.

Or when i'm taking photos of other people. (And in this fugly position some more.)

And may i repeat the above caption?

And again.

And not only me. But also when i'm taking pictures for Haylie and Tobi.

Alright, at least Haylie is looking at him this time. (:

Turn off the flash!! TURN IT OFF!!!

And doesn't this picture seems like my typical angle? It actually is not. It was taken by his truly.

And i have no idea why was i spacing out over here.

Ignore him. Just look at me will do fine. :D

And our earthquake. BOOM BA BIANG!!!

Oh yes, have any one of you saw these on the way towards Esplanade? I thought this comic ~~strip~~ wall wasn't too bad at all. I can't exactly remember the title of this piece of art but i think it's something like the assault of affection.

It's like there was this couple and then there were something going on in between them. They had differences in their viewpoints and the guy always seemed to give in (the comic was based on the guy's point of view) and at the end of the strip, the guy gave up and broke up with the girl.

I can't really remember the story because it was a tad difficult to read. Too many things on too small a canvas. You can always go and try reading it if it hadn't been taken down yet. And even if it is, there will normally be other pieces on exhibit.

So yes, i finally post those pictures up. I had been debating within myself if i should or not cause i look really bad in most of them. I didn't even notice him snapping away.

*growls*

But yes, moving on for this is really an old topic. I can't even remember when was it when the 5 of us went out together.

Ah wells. Back to today. April and i went arcading, pastamaniaing and hair trimming. I failed really badly at paraing (trust me) but i fell in love with 'cartoon heroes' on DDR. And i play with her the game of some jungle shooting thingy (i call it the 'jiu jiu jiu jiu jiu jiu jiu") and we had a overall compatibility percentage of 76%.

*laughs*

And we found a new game. Some cooking thingy. Anyways, i feel tired now (plus i haven't even bathed yet) so i shall just end this portion by saying, ARCADE'S FUN!!!

So we went to Pastamania and i got my baked pasta. Their soup was bah, garlic bread wasn't even crispy and baked pasta wasn't even mediocre. Yes, in other words, i regret eating at Pastamania.

And we went down to SSC for i initially wanted to check it out to see if they have any clothes store. And i can literally count the amount of fashion&accessories stores with the fingers on one hand.

*sighs*

So back to Yishun after the disappointing trip down to SSC. And i wanted to get a trim for i can only see patches of brown in front of my eyes (my fringe). I initially wanted to go down to CP for that's the place i normally go to but April was telling me about the salon she went before.

After deciding to go to hers, i happily sat there telling the guy to just trim a little at the ends. I was horrified when i saw how he supposedly trim my hair. Normally when people trim, they'll cut it perpendicularly towards the hand they hold the hair, but no, he cut it parallel-ly.

Meaning he CHOPPED it off.

But luckily, just an inch at the ends of the top of my head. So my length wasn't really affected. But moving on to my fringe. My fringe!!!

I had this 'M' fringe for months, ever since Semester 1 of my first year. And he dared to cut it in the shape of a triangle. A triangle!! April was looking at me worriedly and i went O.O at her. When he asked me if it was alright after he finished cutting it, i glanced at him in such a way that he immediately trimmed it again for me.

Thank god for the evil-if-you-don't-trim-it-for-me-again-then-i'll-stalk-you-home-tonight-and-burn-your-house-while-haunting-you-everyday-in-your-new-house kind of stares.

And now, i don't really mind my new fringe anymore.

*big big big smile*

But for April... ...

I honestly thought her bangs looks cute. Like really really really cute. But she hated it because it looks like how a female haircut should be.

Yes, April's a girl and i'm not contradicting myself.

We literally hid in the nursing room for at least half an hour while she refused to go out to face the harsh reality. I'm not going to mention about her tearing in there.

*knits eyebrows together*

Did i just mention that?

So yes, maybe with her new bangs, she might wear more of those skirts of hers now.

*big big big smile*

And yes, another mandarin post would be up soon. But i'm still contemplating whether it should be published or not.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

爛賭成性

No matter if you're an addicted gambler or not, if you gamble means you had just gambled.

I just had a talk over lunner (lunch + dinner) and mom just talked to me about gambling. From my 'gu gong' (grandmother's brother) to my 'yipo's (mom's aunt) husband' to daddy.

I was playing sudoku then i suddenly stopped and looked up at her and said,

“無論你大賭或小賭，爛賭或有節制的賭，賭就是賭。”

Mom looked back at me and started to explain the difference in those who gambled excessively and those who can control their gambling habits. For mom too gambles, but she can control her gambling habits. Or at least that's what she said.

I smiled and i asked her, "Mom, is smoking bad? How about doing drugs?" She paused for two minutes before continuing with utmost concern while asking me if i had abused them.

I rolled my eyes and said,

"Mom, what if one day i smoked and i come back and tell you that i can control my smoking. I wouldn't be addicted to it. Or what if one day i came back doing drugs and i tell you i can control myself. I wouldn't be addicted to them? And indeed, i can and won't be addicted. Would you still allow me?"

Mom looked horrified and said a firm NO. Then i spoke softly,

"There you go mom, my stand towards your viewpoint."

Mom wasn't happy. She tried to explain and said those were all different issues but i believe my point was made.

I never bother to ask someone to stop gambling/smoking/doing drugs for i know it's fruitless. Unless they can stop abusing it completely, if not no matter if you're just buying a $2 lottery/smoking one stick of cig/popping one ecstasy pill, or betting $10K in one game of poker/smoke one pack per day/keeping on injecting morphine into yourself, it's the same.

What you just did was gambled/smoked/did drugs.

Yes, you might have controlled yourself but it doesn't change what you just did. You might said it wasn't so bad but it's the same. I don't like to have different levels of definition of buying a $2 lottery is okay but betting $2K on poker is wrong.

$2 or not, you gambled. That's it.

Why bother explaining? Why bother telling me that able to control is alright? For i don't even bother to advise or changing your viewpoint anymore.

Sometimes, it's not that i chose not to care but it really is beyond my means of caring...

C-H-I-NG

promised not to hurt anyone else like how a particular ~~she~~female had hurt her. So she shall continue to keep quiet while nodding at times and even smile at intervals.

She doesn't care if this feels as if it's killing her slowly on the inside cause she refuses to put anyone through what she had. Though this might be something small or even nothing at all to anyone else, but this is just her way of trying to protect someone.

I can't promise to save you from the depths of hell, i can only promise to not push you deeper into it.

No one knows for i never mentioned it.
And now i don't know for i locked it up somewhere deep and forbid myself from facing it again.

Don't you agree that i'm just a cowardly loser?

Sometimes, people just choose to be an idiot. Not because he/she is truly one, but because he/she can only choose to be one.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Gan eun di xim

As usual and as expected, i'm once again alone at home. It's not that i deem it as a bad thing or even hated it, on the contrary, i think i like the feeling of having no one else other than me at home.

Because even though i might be alone, i never felt lonely.

And i think most of those who knows me personally most probably knows this too, knows that i truly do love my family, although none of us were close to each other. We never know what each other want or the things they like.

Nothing, absolutely nothing, other than a thin thread called family is holding us together. But surprisingly, this thin and seemingly feeble thread is able to contain overflowing love, care and concern from all of us.

I never knew how many similarities Zeh and i had in common. I never knew she had me in her mind when she's on a holiday. And i never even realized she was on my mind either.

I heard from my mom that i was really close with her when i was just a really young toddler, though it was one of those memories that i can never ever recall anything faintly about it.

The only memories i have was of me annoying her till she have to knock her own head on the wall out of exasperation. And the times where she only comes back on the weekends and slowly never anymore.

I realized all of us had been living our own individual lives too much to stop and interact with each other. There are just some things that the other party would never know unless we tell them.

如果現在不及時釋放我們對家人的情感那要等到何時啊？

I just heard from mummy this afternoon on how many times she had pushed away zeh's idea of bringing me overseas.

It was just a sudden pang that made me stop everything i was doing and looked into mummy's eyes and searching for signs that she could be deceiving me. And the next minute was a strange warm feeling that creep into my heart and fills me up.

Thanks, Zeh.

99 facts

I truly wonder how true this is, but ah wells...

The 99 facts about guys
(Guys, please say which is true and which actually isn't.)

P/s: Those in brackets are the things that i can't resist saying. Apparently i could be wrong in some of those but who cares?
*big smile*

1. Guys don't actually go after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
(HA. Yea, right.)

2. Guys hate flirts.
(Guys hate flirts. Guys are flirts. So does that mean guy hate themselves?)

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
(O.O!! Is this a common trait for guys?)

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
(This is what i call MCP)

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
(I can consider this cute on certain levels.)

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
(*roll eyes as i direct your attention to Point #2: Guys hate flirts*)

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
(Okay. This IS sweet. But once if the guy stop liking you, ... ...)

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
(Even if it's a really gross smile?)

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
(Does it include death?)

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
(Girls hate it when you talk about how good your ex-girlfriend(s) was/were too. If we don't start comparing, be fair and don't compare them with us too.)

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
(Even if their parents are ready to crucify them in the worst possible way?)

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
(It requires courage and spirit to jump off a building too. How about that?)

13. Guys cry!!!
(Girls cry too. But worse are the tears that are kept within the hearts which are not cried.)

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
(Okay, DON'T.)

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
(And girls never stop dreaming.)

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
(As i repeat, MCPs.)

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
(When you touch a girl's heart, there's no turning back too, for the girl.)

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
(Giving a girl a hanging message like that and she would jump to a conclusion you wouldn't even want to imagine.)

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
(Do they?)

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
(So do they when they know they are in really hot waters.)

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favour, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
(And you think girls don't do that?)

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
(I wonder if this could be applied to girls too?
Girl: Can i kick your crotch?
Guy: NO!
Girl: Alright, i'll try it again tomorrow then.)

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
(Please please please ditto this to girls too.)

24. Guys hate gays!
(WHY? Gays are nice peeps.)

25. Guys love their moms.
(Great. My son better love me too when i grow old.)

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
(Awww.)

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
(So it's ethical to think about a guy/girl who likes you even if you're attached?)

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
(You can never understand her unless you listen and pay attention to her words/actions/facial expressions.)

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
(And does that mean he only loves me once? Not anymore tomorrow?)

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
(Beware. Girls can make guys fly through half of the face of the face of the earth faster than gossips with a kick in the groin area.)

31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.
(Like Adam, guys are the cause of girls' tears.)

32. Guys are very open about themselves.
(*giggles*)

33. Its good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
(But sometimes girls are afraid to make the first move.)

34. No guy is bad when he is courting
(Because of experience?)

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
(The ones who are able to stand having dirty clothes strewn around their house hates a single spot on their shirt?)

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
(HA. Right. *roll eyes*)

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
(O.O!! Does this mean that i can either have a best friend or a boyfriend but never both?)

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
(If you say so...)

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
(And annoys the hell out of girls?)

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
(He stops you from dating someone else but never ask you out?)

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
(Too bad. ~~Some girls~~ I love miniskirts.)

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
(But girls would still treasure it.)

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
(About failure too?)

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
(So girls shall never tell guys secrets?)

45. Guys think too much.
(Girls can imagine worse stuff.)

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
(Errrs.)

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
(Girl's weight really matters to a girl too.)

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
(Some possessiveness are good though.)

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
(What? Want revenge?)

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
(And you think it would be easy for a girl?)

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
(I. want. you. to. DIE!!)

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
(So is this a cue for girls to reject guys if they are the guy's first love?)

53. When an unlikeable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
(Girls hurt themselves mentally while smiling at the cruel world.)

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
(Sometimes, passion alone is just not enough.)

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pu**ycats with their girlfriends.
(Meow?)

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
(And when a guy really is calm?)

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
(Crazy enough to kill her?)

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
(Girls have to tell the guy clearly for them to get the message but guys don't have to?)

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
(Yeaps. Money does.)

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
(Like how?)

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
(If a girl starts to talk, listen to her.)

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
(Hi?)

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
(Girls realized that love at first sight are bullshat.)

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
(Right.)

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
(How about kicks?)

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
(Ditto above sentence to girls too.)

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
(Understood.)

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
(Pity some girls don't.)

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
(So do they date girls who are in their forties?)

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
(Duh? Don't everyone?)

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
(And manipulate a guy? I like the sound of that.)

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
(Isn't that a tad too fast?)

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
(Try loving a girl without prejudice too and you'll be surprised too.)

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
(Then why invent perfume?)

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
(You sure you had seen girls talking about guys before?)

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
(How about, "Go die?")

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
(Cause either they love girls or they will have to love guys.)

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
(Now i know...)

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
(Then why are more guys buying shoe wax then girls?)

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
(Girls tend to generalize and realize they are right.)

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
(Not lazy?)

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
(Heys. Then why is it okay for guys to swear?)

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
(Not the crotch?)

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
(A girl would already have a solution ready by then.)

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
(And why?)

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
(Can't he be just staring into space?)

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
(Why must i forgive him if he cheats? Even if it's for the first time.)

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
(But girls would rather to have a guy hanging on than letting go.)

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
(To choose someone you love or someone who loves you. Tough choice.)

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
(But authors of girls' romance books wrote their book base on experience.)

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
(*nods slowly*)

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
(And what answer will you be expecting?)

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
(O.O!!)

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
(Depends. I would have thought that that guy is one evil man.)

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
(Alright?)

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
(Why not?!!!)

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
(And if he says you're hot, that guy is playing with you.)

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
(Girls hate guys who don't react/ overreact too.)

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
(B-but how do you know? Girls can love someone very much too.)

我沒說，你也沒發現

時間匆匆的沒有任何預兆的悄悄的溜走了不見了蹤影了
它揮一揮衣袖也帶走一切的雲彩

開心也好生氣也罷時間不會為任何人停下腳步

我不奢求希望地球能停止轉動我知道逃避一點用也沒有
只是這段時間裏尤其在夜裏還是會想起一些難忘的事情

女人知道男人有女人好難理解的男人尊嚴
但男人到底知不知道女人其實也有男人無法理解的女人自尊呢？

有時口頭的放棄也是内心的期待

不想自己失去尊嚴而撒下的謊這樣難道也算是一種錯
其實就是不想失去一個人爲了讓自己不會那麽疼才會撒下這個謊
其實好象讓你知道可是就是爲了那無聊的尊嚴爲了那怕再次受到傷害的心靈
我沒說你也沒發覺

越是難過的人會笑得越開心越大聲

原來一個人換了燈泡房間也沒變得更亮

Thursday, March 26, 2009

1000th!!

For my 1000th post, i'm just going to say... ...

I don't know how. But i'm glad i made it home in one piece.

And now, time to bathe and sleep. (Am really tired.)

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Ohm nom nom nom!!

YAY!! Just ONE more post to go!!!!

And no. I'm not counting down to the posts where i'll stop blogging nor am i shutting down this site when i reach zero.

*roll eyes*
I am really sorry to disappoint you but this blog is staying where it is and i'm going to continue blogging. Though i really want to blog in this particular new way which involves random pictures with tons of chinese words.

And yes yes yes!! I just HAVE to say this!!!!

WHADDAFOOK!
WHADDAFOOK!!
WHADDAFOOK!!!

This is effing funny. I initially wanted to roll my eyes and put on a really disgusted face when i found his blog, but while reading it, i can't help but laugh at it. It's not because he's humorous or anything and on the contrary, he is actually not funny at all.

I'm hiding cowardly behind my little 12.1" screen giggling at his idiotic blog page. Sorry but you're not going to know his link or who i'm talking about. Unless you can tell me his name personally.

But if you really want a hint, i might be able to give you one.

Hahas. On second thoughts, maybe i should keep mine opinion to myself.

*huge winking frenzy*
Do you know who i'm talking about now?

Ahem. Enough of him and back to me. This is my blog, so it should be only be about me, me and ME!!!! So what if you're going to diss me about it, i'll just roll my eyes at you and tell you to go get a life and move on with it.

Anyways, i'm reading about Capricorn again. It's total funage. I've so many ideas to blog about about and i'm wondering if it'll be too lengthy and boring if i squeezed everything into one entry.

But who cares. This is my blog (as i once again reiterate for a purpose) and so i shall do what i like. Too bad if you can't accept my style of blogging.

*sticks out tongue*
Nyahhhh.

Ah wells. I shall continue to read up on Capricorn before hitting the covers. Breakfast and HOTD tomorrow!!! I can't wait!!
:D

I simply adore MCD's breakfast. Though i too got a sudden craving for roti prata as well.

Ohm nom nom nom!!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Gray, blue, black?

OMG. 2 more posts to go!!!!

Alright. This is a random thought before i going to continue with my sudoku, but i just got to say it.

I've got to save up at least three to four hundred soon.

No. It's not for any gadget that i'm salivating over. Neither is it for some pretty clothes. Rather, it's for some seemingly worthless lenses.

Maybe i should get my basic transparent two/three hundred lenses (if you're wondering, i get yearly lenses, therefore it's a tad more expensive).

Ahhhhs. Such a difficult decision. I feel like getting blue lenses but ... ... would i save up enough money for it?

*shrugs*
I still have a few more months to think over and save up.

Wish me luck people!! (Or pay that for me. *big smile*)

P/s: I initially almost wanted gray lenses because i thought it looked hot. But seeing a few peeps online wearing gray lenses, i changed my mind immediately.

Yes. Gray doesn't look so hot now.

But blue does. Have you ever saw Jin in blue eyes? *nods frantically* Looks hot, doesn't it? But ah wells. The decision only have to be made in three to six months time.

I still have tons of time.

And i still haven't dye my hair or paint my nails. Someone, please kick me out of the bed and make sure i start doing either one of them soooooon!!

飲水要思源啊

好不容易心血來潮突然閒想打個部落格
這個似乎應該是出現在無名的網誌不過打一打還是覺得回來自己老家的感覺還是最舒服
如果不是因爲那個惹人眼的大大把我無名舊帳號無緣無故地刪関掉
否則這一定是一篇出現在無名的網誌

這小小卡片下那紅紅的橘橘的
真的是紅包哦
也真的裏面還是有真鈔的哦
還是原封不動的數目

不要笑說我一定不會省錢的
雖然那倒是真的

順道一提這個是我的小寶貝
是不是真的有那麽一絲絲的可愛呢？
(^-^)

這個就是爲什麽我會忽然想要打王誌的原因
雖説還真的有點匪夷所思

拍了拍這幾張照片燃起了隨意胡拍的意念就順道隨意多拍了幾張
而現在只想說…

儅女生真的很不容易

有太太的先生們要記得好好體諒他們的辛勞
有媽媽的小孩們要記得好好感激他們的用心
有女友的男生們要記得好好珍惜他們的愛意

有先生的太太們要記得不要對他們大呼小叫
有小孩的媽媽們要記得不要對他們嘮嘮叨叨
有男友的女生們要記得不要對他們不理不睬

人生不是如此嗎？
沒有任何事情是能完完全全符合你的意思的
天下沒有白吃的午餐只有等免費午餐的白痴
沒有任何事情是在你沒有付出任何代價而得到的東西

中樂透也要你起身去買
想要抽中獎也要你先去買幾百塊錢的物品

在希望別人對你好之前不如先對別人好一些吧

（照片引用至：謝和弦 199生活相簿）

我還真是想要這台手機啊
(T.T)

還有換了個新的枕頭也沒睡得比較好

原來有些事情還是舊的好的些

飲水要思源啊

Monday, March 23, 2009

Tobi, you better read this *glares* :P

5 more posts to go!!!!

I'm still freaking tired but most of it the tiredness is gone. Almost 12 hours of sleep. Tell me how can i still be tired. Even the annoying pounding behind my eyes and at the back of my head was gone.

GONE, i'm telling ya.

*nods*
I feel really really refreshed now. I'm so glad that Gary 'enforced' this condition on making me sleep before 4. Though it's hard to force myself to sleep at this time, but the result is awesome. I'm feeling so much better than how i had in days.

Still, i had an aching shoulders when i woke up. I slept without a pillow and i'm so used to sleep with one. I was tempted to use Mylo who was beside me throughout the entire night but i didn't. I don't have the heart to squash him while i slept in the night.

Yes, even mummy said Mylo looked cute. But before she could hid it somewhere in my room/around the house, i cradled it protectively and placed it beside my speakers and made a point across.

He's staying here.

(Oh yes, my speakers are on my bedside table.)

And now, i'm thinking of getting a place to specially put all these cute little plushies together. I've no idea where mummy put Sushi (it was initially in front of my wardrobe) while the rest of the 3 little cutsey is (still) safely in my wardrobe. And i've realized, Mylo had a little(?) older brother.

Gary gave me a little Mylo (without the cute orange bob on purple beanie with ear flaps and the purple sweater) before. I didn't realized until seconds ago when i went to check if the rest of the 3 plushies are still safe.

I really want to name them. Any ideas?
:P

And oh yes, today's breakfast was changed to Wednesday. April should sleep in after not getting any rest yesterday night and i was exhausted too. So, Wednesday it shall be.

Breakfast and House of the Dead 4 with April. I think i'm vaguely attracted to that shooter game.
*glances at Gary*
xP

Oh yes, before i continue, i need to apologize for being such an ass. I didn't do anything much for the thursday meetup though i know i should. I'm sorry for being so irresponsible, *throws an apologetic gaze at Tobi and Jeff*, i swear i wouldn't do that ever again!!!

And Tobi is honestly one awesome person. Jeff was busy with his church performance *cough* and i was literally MIAing on MSN. Tobi was the one adding us into conferences and informing Jeff and stuff. What can we do without him?

So yes, thanks a mill, buddy!!!
:D

*munch*

I'm tired. Like properly really tired. God knows why but somehow i feel like i am having a serious case of not having enough sleep. But truth to be told, i thought i had quite a healthy amount of sleep for the past few days.

Ah wells, maybe it's because i had been going out everyday. I can't exactly remember when was the last time i've slept in. This is an outrage, i need to sleep until at least 5pm EVERYDAY.

I insist.

Nothing less!! But whatever, no one really cares. I'm still going out for breakfast tomorrow. I even knew what i'm going to order. Mcd's hotcakes with sausage meal with scrambled eggs. Yummy!!!

And i got to introduced, my our new baby, Mylo. I might take a photo of him sometime (seeing i'm rather ~~lazy~~ tired now).

I love my little Mylo. But not as much as i love him.
("V")

And oh yes, he also had this really lol-ish way of saying the thought process that went through my head at Crystal Jade.

As quoted:

After dinner, my family, being the greedy little horde that they are, contemplated heading to swensens for ice cream. you should have SEEN lynnie's face when my mom asked her if she still had room for ice cream... you could practically see the war waging between greed and common sense that was ensuing in her mind...

Thought Bubble One: No, no... it's okay. I've had quite a bit to eat, and I'm really quite full. I shouldn't splurge on ICE CREAM of all things...

Thought Bubble Two: Yeah, I guess you're ri-wait. Ice Cream?

Thought Bubble One: Yeah? :P kinda much, dontcha think? I might have to keep an eye on my weight (as that's a girl thing to do).

Thought Bubble Two: Whoa, whoa whoa. No one said anything about ICE CREAM.

Thought Bubble One: Um... what... are... you... suggesting? *confused*

Thought Bubble Two: FEED ME!

Thought Bubble One: But you just ate! And you agreed with me that I don't really need to eat!

Thought Bubble Two: FEED ME WITH ICE CREAM NOW!

Thought Bubble One: I don't know you. *faces away* la la la la LAAA....

Thought Bubble Two: ...

*Real Life*

Momma Teo: Well...? *waits for Joycelyn to answer*

Joycelyn: "..."

*The World of Bubbles*

*Thought Bubble Two finishes whacking Thought Bubble One round the head with a baseball bat, then splashes acid onto the face and finishes Thought Bubble One off with an oversized chainsaw. Corpse-prodding ensues.*

*Real Life*

Joycelyn: Okay!

Lol.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Whatever

WHATEVER AMOUNT OF POSTS LEFT TO GO!!!!

Is it an irony? You told me that you couldn't trust anyone to tell those stuff and you had been rattling nonstop for the past one hour. You said not to trust anyone cause no one can keep a secret. Whatever you encountered in your workforce, you don't say it with your colleagues but instead you come home and tell us.

That's not what i call not trust anyone. What i call not trusting is this:

Whatever i encounter in class/life that shouldn't be known by anyone, i don't tell anyone. Not even you, mummy.

Of course, whatever i post on my blog are the things i'm comfy enough to share. Like my daddy's bad bad habits.
):

And sometimes i wonder, how much effort i had been putting in to pretend that i'm interested in whatever they are saying. It had been occurring too frequently for my own liking. I wonder what will their reactions be if one day, i just flare up and say it in his/her/their face(s) that i don't really care.

Of course, they will not happen to my parents. Maybe i'll just test it out of my friends sometime or other.
*heh heh heh*

Random updates

XX more posts to go!!!!

I'm lazy to count and therefore decide to use 'XX'. It's honestly nothing much and is just some random retarded stuff.

And i still don't feel like blogging. Even though i think i got more sleep today than any of the other days of the week but it's not as long as i would like of course. For mummy kept on barging into my room and disturbed my precious sleep.

Trust me, when i mean 'barge' and 'disturb', please don't take it literally. Instead, take the impact of each word and multiply it by hundreds. That might just be about one-thousandth of what i'm experiencing.

*roll eyes*

And when i finally woke up (because i couldn't take the annoyance any longer), i thought she would happily move on to some other part of the house. Leaving me alone. But no, right now as i'm typing, she's still happily buzzing around my room, irritating me.

Sorry mummy, i really love you. But i can't stand these at times.

Alrights, since i'm here, i guess let me talk about these few days. I had been enjoying myself a lot even with about 4 hours of sleep per day. Guess this would be my training for school days where i wouldn sleep for not more than 6 hours per day.

As those who faithfully reads my blog *glares around*, you would know i went to Val's house to chill and hang out with a few of my secondary 2 friends on Tuesdat. The only photo i took with Gui Qin and it wasn't exactly looks good, but who cares?

Gui Qin & Lynnie (we were running about and hiding from Val's mummy then)

And the rest of the photos are with Gui Qin (which she did post on her blog) but i'm too lazy to write about it once again. So, i just took 2 randomly and here it is.

This was totally candid. I didn't realize until Qing told me GQ just snapped a picture of me.

And all of these are MINE MINE MINE!! And i like that apple sparking thing. Someone buy it for me too!!

Then i had been meeting up with Garweeee for the past 3 days.
*big big smile*

I can never grow tired of meeting/seeing him.

And i caught Mall Cop and Hotel for Dogs already. And now, i want to watch 17 again (Max in the movie doesn't look half that bad though Garweeee insists he looks gay) and Confessions of a Shopaholic.

I wonder if i can ever do a proper movie marathon. *pauses for a second to think* Nah, i wouldn't be able to.

And and and, we went out for a birthday meal yesterday night and maybe i shall just leave it for Garweeee to blog about (read: i'm getting lazy).

Ah wells. Let me sudoku a little more then.
:D

Sentences and spaces

09 more posts to go!!!!

I'm effing tired. So SO tired. I had been going out almost everyday of the week. Plus i can't exactly breathe from my nose right now.

Damn.

Will blog again tomorrow.

P/s: I really enjoyed myself today.
:D

Friday, March 20, 2009

Happy birthday

1o more posts to go!!!!

And i feel sick. Damn. I don't know if it is because of my irregular (read: not enough) sleeping time/weird eating habits/lack of water that cause MR.Flu to visit me. My nose is hurting really badly now and i can hardly breathe without feeling the pain.

*screams*
AHHHHHH!!! Annoying.

Anyways, i got myself a new sudoku book today and spent ages on the bus with just the first puzzle. I swear i shouldn't do sudoku outside of the comfort of my own room/bed. I took light years to finish one on the bus but minutes if i'm doing it at home.

And i'm on puzzle 15 minus 1 (did one wrongly and was lazy to backtrack to find out where the mistake was) now and i still feel like continuing.

Oh yes, how can i forgot about this? Pril and i was discussing about our new class was just now and i was rolling my eyes at my yandao.com class list. She said her class peeps looks pretty hopeless and i got myself an (ex?)tl in my class.

I honestly don't know what one is worse. Gee, maybe i'll just be a hermit and not make any friends in class. That sounds like a good idea.
(:

Ah wells, maybe i will blog again sometime cause i want to sudoku a bit more.

But before i go!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARWEEEE!!!!!!

Seems like i can't attack him for 3 weeks counting from today onwards. And maybe i should send him an offline message since it's 5am now (his official birthdate to the very hour) but maybe that's a tad too over.

Ah wells,

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
:D

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Sony Ericsson

11 more posts to go!!!!

And i swear to god that SE phones are the best. I have always thought that the most durable phones are Nokia for candy bars and Samsung for flips. Until today. I swear SE would also add into my list of durable phones.

As many would know, i treat my phones really roughly. From the normal dropping-phones-on-the-floor/table/anywhere kind of violence to letting-it-be-run-over-by-vehicles. Though i have to admit, the vehicle part is an accident.

And to proof that it truly was an accident, this was what happened. I was about to meet Garweeee when Daddy offered to drive me to Northpoint because he wanted to go out too. I happily agreed and waited for Daddy to finish preparing to go out at the doorstep while texting Garweeee.

I continued to ~~pester~~ text him all the way throughout the journey. And just as we were about to reach the mall, Daddy got a call. So when Daddy stopped outside Northpoint, i waved goodbye to Daddy rather than telling him for i didn't want to disrupt his call.

So when i was waving goodbye, i held my phone with only my thumb and forefinger. Then i slammed the door shut with the three fingers and with that motion, i accidentally flinged my phone outwards.

It hit the door and fell onto the ground. The casing broke open and the battery fell out. I initially wanted to pick it up but Daddy started to move. I didn't dare to pick it up because it was in the direct line of the wheel.

I rather having a spoiled phone than a bandaged hand.

I was screaming "NOOOOOO" when Daddy started to roll over my phone. Of course Daddy couldn't hear it and moved on with his life happily.

The only thing that was going through my head then was, "Damn. Fuck. Crap." and nothing else. I picked the pieces up and put it back together and... ...

AND... ...

IT'S STILL WORKING!!!!

I totally worship my phone now. It IS durable.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Passion-meter

12 more posts to go!!!!

I can't believe i miss out talking about this in the previous entry. I totally can't.

There was this passion-meter thingy at Mummy Val's house which is used to measure one's passion simply by holding it. Alright, just imagine this hourglass thingy (no kinkiness at all, i swear!!!) and instead of sand, imagine it having blue liquid inside.

And you would hold the bottom part of the hourglass and the more liquid that flows backwards and up into the upper chamber of the hourglass, the more passion you have.

I'm not sure what's considered a lot but almost all (but not all because i stopped halfway) flowed backwards and up.

Imagine this:
I have the passion for love.
I have the passion for music.
I have the passion for family.
I have the passion for friends.
I have the passion for hating.
I have the passion for killing.

... and the list could just go on forever.

Alrights, maybe the passion-meter might just be talking about general stuff but i just love playing with it.

It's just like putting a new toy in front of the baby. Yes, i was fascinated. Shut up.

Nike most successful advertisement slogan (is it the only one?):
Just Do It!

I modified it and it becomes:
Just be passionate, and kill it.
:D

Mummy Val

13 more posts to go!!!!

Alrights, i'm so prepared to write a long entry today. Not because i had things i wanted to share/pen down but just because i'm so darn bored now.

Though having said so, i still had an awesome day today.

I had barely enough sleep but it was still enough for me to function without having the need to fall asleep on buses/mrts. Plus the journey isn't long enough for me to do so even if i wanted to.

So i was ~~fashionably~~ irritatingly late once again. I was still at my house area at 1250 and had to make Qing, Gui Qin and Jia Min wait for me.
*chew lips*

At least i tried to speed things up a little by attempting to run with my short fat legs which are mercilessly stuffed into those heels. But still, i'm really sorry peeps!!!

And Qing and i reached the station where Gui Qin and Jia Min were supposed to pick us up. Both of us couldn't spot either of them and wanted to walk to the other side of the station until i heard a really familiar laugh. I turned and spotted Gui Qin.

Then all of us happily set off towards Mummy Val's house while salivating upon the thought of the scrumptious lunch she lovingly prepared.

Gui Qin: I saw your hair color and i knew it was you.
Me: I heard your laughter and i knew it was you.

I have no idea were we speaking sarcastically or not in the above short conversation.

Then we were walking in the sun next to a huge patch of grass (AKA no shelter in sight) and i didn't even complain. (Yes i know, ze horreur ehs? :P) Qing started to comment on how warm the weather is and Jia Min agreed while adding a few sentences of her own.

And out of nowhere, Gui Qin suddenly turned around and said

"See lah. Who ask the two of you to come in black."

I was like O.O?!! HUHS?!!!!
(P/s: Qing and i were the only 2 in black today.)

I didn't even comment about how toasted i feel at that moment and she accused me?
*teary eyes*

Of course i fended for myself. But still, *laughs*. I've no idea should i be angry at Gui Qin or smile at her because she seems so blur-ish at times.

And did i mention she brought us the longer way towards Mummy Val's house? I was even complaining to Garweeee about walking under the sun for AT LEAST ten minutes. Qing even saw the perspiration at the side of my cheek area.

Then i started complaining to Gui Qin (heyys, it hurts alrights!!) and she started with some albino jokes.
*squints*

That's mean and i'm not an albino. I have pigmentation (like duh?) Look at my hair. My eyes. I HAVE a normal level of color pigments. And she even went on to same i have reclining pigmentation.

Someone, please just pass Mummy Val a cleaver and let her hack off Gui Qin's head, alright?

*evil gleam in eyes*

Of course i'm just kidding. Mummy Val wouldn't do that... right?

So yes, we reached her house and i stood under the fan for a good few minutes. It was so freaking warm outside and even Qing agrees. It's not just me, so don't juuuudgeee moiii!!!!
(:

And the first batch of bruchetta was already done by the time we reached. Qing was apparently so hungry that she was at her 3rd serving when i was barely done with my first one. So was GQ and JM.

-pauses-

Or does that only mean it was just me being slow in eating?
*scratches chin*

And Mummy Val's bruchetta had smoked salmon in it. It was not just cheese, tomatoes and spices. It had smoked salmon. Yumm!!!

After knowing about the smoked salmon thingy, i immediately thought of salmon sashimi and almost drooled all over her dining table. And being as sweet as she always is, she whisked out three pieces of smoked salmon for us.

I had one and shared the other two with the rest. It was salty but good.
*big big smile*

And i was still at my first serving of bruchetta when the second batch of it was done. Mummy Val saw that and gave two more servings just in case the rest ate my share.

*glances at Qing*
Yes Mummy Val, maybe that's a good move. Qing had five or six helpings for bruchetta. I wonder if that was proof as to how awesome a cook Mummy Val is or if Qing starved herself two days before just to have lunch with us.

I personally choose to believe Mummy Val is a great cook (because she truly is) rather than the starving option.

And next was Qing's favorite. Chicken wings!!! Alright, maybe chicken wings isn't exactly her favorite but meat definitely is.

She was desperately finding meat in everything. She even tried to pepper my arm and chomp on it. LITERALLY!!!!

Wings definitely wasn't my favorite for the day. The flavor was good by itself but i guess it's a little too sweet for my liking. Especially tasting it after the bruchetta. But if i was eating it on it's own (and not after the bruchetta) i might have ate a whole lot more. But still, it was really really commendable.

Next is our main course. PASTA!!! Qing was ecstatic over the meat pieces.

*inches away from Qing*
Yes Qing, enough meat for you? Feel free to take from my plate if you want more.

... And please stop shaking the pepper over my arm? Please?

I was so full after lunch till i don't dare to stand up straightly. I was afraid of revealing my already bulging tummy you see.
*shifty look*

STOP STARING AT MY TUMMY!!!

Then we helped to wash up. I got the easiest job (out of the three) and was only tasked to dry the dishes. Qing got the easiest out of the easiest. Sit at the dining table and chat with us. Even Mummy Val was doing something (putting the dried plates away).

After lunch, GQ and JM went into the room and start Youtubing away while i was learning pool from Mummy Val. Qing joined shortly after and we were 'practicing'. More like hitting one ball with another while ignoring all the rules.

Then Mummy Val suddenly started to smoke and she was telling me some stuff about smoking. She was smoking some hard mint if i didn't remember wrongly.

-pauses for two seconds-

That pack actually do look kind of familiar. No waiiiit, Garweeee, show me the pack that you carry around in your bag.
*squints*

And after a few more minutes from senseless hitting of pool, Qing and Jia Min had to go and Mummy Val asked Gui Qin to tag team with me and play against her.

Siao ar. Who dares to play against Mummy Val? She KNOWS her stuff man. But she was coaching us all the way so it was quite alright i guess. Though i can't still play for nuts.

Went online after that and decided Sudoku looks more fun. I want a book to play Sudoku too.
*pouts*

Tried audition and i totally suck at it. I can't even differentiate the right keys from the left. Damn.

Right now as i'm typing, i'm already downloading the client. I failed once already and am merely just trying my luck again.

Shortly after, Celeste came over and we hung out a little in Mummy Val's room before dinner.

May i insist, dinner was awesome too. Mashed potatoes, chicken culet and salad (along with peas where no one ate much of). I was so full that i became really quiet. You know the feeling where you feel so tired after a really heavy meal?

*nods*
That was how i felt. I didn't even have the excess energy to kid around. And i went back into Mummy Val's room and we chilled out a little more over there.

They switched on some dance tracks (as well as the AC) and started dancing to it. And GQ suddenly came over and seemed to want to 'Ka Wu' (translated: compete in dancing) with me.

I squinted at her and gave her a "go-get-a-life-and-choose-someone-else-for-i'm-not-going-to-dance with-you-cause-i-can't-dance" look AKA a vaguely constipated look.

Mummy Val then said she would dance a really slutty one if Gui Qin really wants to compete. And she did a really hot one and we proclaimed Mummy Val as the winner.

Then Mummy Val and Celeste went to prepare dessert leaving GQ and me in the room. Apparently GQ is still rather high and started to dance by herself.

Oh yes. Did i mention? Both Tobi and GQ have the same N81 model. So obviously the first thing i did was to take photos with it.

And her flash was so strong that...

This was the result.

Please ignore the weird shape of my cheek in there. I totally had no idea what happened to my face.

*prods face in real life*
It don't think it looks like that.

And my hair was surprisingly let down in that photo. I had my hair tied up in a really fugly old woman kind of bun for more than half the day.

Then we went for dessert (ice cream with some crispy kind of bread-like thingy on top) we went back into Mummy Val's room. We talked about quite some stuff and i have no idea why but we started to talk about guys and dates. (Memory reels back to a few scenes in "Hes just not so into you".)

But we weren't bitchy about it at all. Or at least i thought so. And i'm not going to prove it cause some of it are rather private.

After we realize it was ten plus, the few of us decide it was time to run. And i initially had to buy a few things on the way home (i didn't expect to chill around at her house till such a late time) and i was merely telling Mummy Val. I wasn't thinking Mummy Val would have the things i want.

But she DO!!
*gasp in shock*

And we went home separately leaving a really tired girl typing an entry right here right now.

Ah wells, maybe i should just stop now and check how's the downloading of Audition.

P/s: Sorry for the lack of photos. Most of the photos taken are with GQ and i haven't ask it from her yet.

P/p/s: Audition is not done downloading yet.

P/p/p/s: I was blogsurfing and i came across a name, "Quin Hui" O.O!!! Garweeee, it actually DOES exist. *big smile*

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Mummy, Ge, Jie. :)

14 more posts to go!!!!!

And man, i really feel like blogging but i have nothing to talk about. I think the 77th street card really suits me. (Those who have it would know what i mean.)

Speaking of the card, i finally received it by mail today.
*cheers*

The temporary card i got was black and white and so i thought that the permanent card would also follow that same theme. But no, it was a pleasant surprise when i opened the mail.

It's red and black.

Both my favorite colors. I really want to flash my card at the respective outlets now. (I heard some stores, like Ramenten, Yoshinoya *licks lips*, accepts it too.)

But before i decide to go around flashing (the card, of course) at random places, i probably should check it online as to which places accepts it first.

Ah wells. I guess i better catch some rest, although i don't feel the tiniest bit tired, but i want to have enough energy to enjoy the lunch tomorrow.

Oh yes, i've heard that SY might be there too. Omigosh. I haven't seen her for YEARS although i've been living only one block away from her. And i even know where her apartment is. (Yes, i've once always went there with my sis's fujitsu lappie.)

I am so SO excited in seeing all of them tomorrow. Qing, SY, Val (she's our chef for the day, btw), Gui Qin and Jia Min.

And maybe i'll just clarify a little. When i say mummy, i can generally refer to a few of them. My real birth momo (duh?), Val, Ben (yes april, it's Ben Chris and not your ben. I can never imagine calling your ben, mummy.) and some other random peeps i guess.

And i insist. I have no weird obsessions over mothers. It's just that i always call those who would care & look out for me as mothers. Cause they're just like momo, so protective over me.

It's heartwarming alrights?

I guess i don't have to explain for my real birth mum, RIIIGHT? *stares* But for Val and Ben, i think maybe it's a little weird.

The first time i call Val, mummy, was sometime in Secondary 2 i think. She was initially my D&T + Home Ec. partner. And as many know, i'm not good at art, technical stuff AND cooking. She was the one who helped me a lot in those classes.

While in those classes, we have to do some food experiment/technical design of some weird stuff, so we would just meet up at her house and finish our assignments. And i would never go hungry or bored over at hers.

She was the one who intro-ed me to quite some online games, fed me with scrumptious snacks AND dinner, let me fed her dogs with CARROTS (yes, i remember snowball. I was so sad that he was sent away. He was such a lovely huge and bubbly furball who almost bit my finger off. And shadow. My huge lovely though albeit scary shadow. I'm so sorry for being afraid of you. I apologize for making them tie you up and make you hide under the couch/table just because i was so freaking afraid of you.) Yes, as you can see, i do have a rather complex love-hate relationships with dogs.

Speaking of which, i don't think i will ever properly hate any dogs. I had been bitten before and i don't think i was really fearful of it. I remember being bitten once at my teach's house and after applying antiseptic oinment, i continuet to happily stand around it though i refuse to touch it. (And no one ever dared to anyway, after seeing the incident. And let me clarify, i DID NOT do anything to the dog who bit me. I was just minding my own business, sitting on the couch, talking with my friend and suddenly the little devil ran towards me and bit me.) I think i showered more love to the other dog who is albeit old and forgetful after that.

And when i mean bite, i really mean, bite. I bled.

Ahem, yes. As i was saying, Val. She was also the one who is ever on the lookout for me when i'm drinking. (Though she was the one providing me too.) She would literally take the glass out of my hand when she thought i had enough. But i really have to say, i had barely drunk it almost everytime.

"Mummmmmy, let me driiink!!"

Also, i need to talk about my laziness too. I can't expect anyone who knows me personally and not know about my degree of laziness.

I can even be lazy enough to skip meals just because i'm lazy to get out to buy/whip up something easy without burning my kitchen at times. And she would just pull me into her classroom (we changed class in Sec 3 but her class was still just next to mine) and stuff me with bits of the food she bought from some cafe before she came to class.

Yes, she's an awesome friend. Though i think the last time i saw her was on her birthday BBQ. And i really really miss the food!!!

:X
Oops. Seems like i would only be invited there if food is being involved. So yes peeps, now you know how to make this huge, fat lazy monster out of bed. Food will do the job just well.
*big big smile*

And now mummy Ben. I really can't stand him at times and was so SO mean to him but he's still an awesome guy. That is something i really have to say. The amount of times i make him da bao-ed for me, ignored him on MSNs, being extremely fierce towards him (i screamed in his face before and HH even went O.O!! at me), blah blah blah... he still regard us as one clique. That's something i really have to salute him for.

Thanks Mummy Ben.

So moving on from mothers, i do have a Daddy GL (and i think he's my only official dad, though he doesn't acknowledge us as his children, but who cares. P/s: GL, now i know you read my blog so take THAT, daddy!!!!) and a few other siblings.

Ironically, i don't think i regard anyone as my di/mei though i recognize the fact that i probably look older than all of them.

From cliques, haylie and tobi are both my sis & bro (though i really have no idea why) and jeff is my new brother. (Okay, i honestly have no idea about this. Haylie suddenly thinks Jeff needs a role in the family and gave him a brother status a few hours ago.)

But for Qing and SY, i think these 2 are the ones whom i've called ge and jie in AND outside school. And the way till now. (NOTE: Qing IS a girl, regardless of the fact i called her ge.)

I don't know why but neither Qing nor SY ever thought that i would start calling them ge/jie. And i didn't think i would that either. But i did and they accept.

Sometimes, i honestly wonder how does Qing feels when i call her ge.

Anyways, i don't think i should go on writing for such a long time. It's almost 6 and i have to wake up in 4 or 5 hours time. IF i can go to bed and fall asleep like NOW.