Me & You, Forever ♥

Monday, April 27, 2009

I hate colors.

And POOF!! The new link that appeared for a few hours at my sidebar is gone.

Anyways, yes. April told me to check my webmail and i was rolling my eyes while reading this specific mail.

You know, generally, when i purposely ignore someone's calls, not reply one's SMSes, refuse to continue chatting with someone on MSN, simply ignores any meetings with someone... ...

It only means ONE thing.

I can't be bothered with you.

Is this logic that hard to follow?

I really don't care if you're sick and tired of me suddenly appearing and disappearing because of the same one reason:

I can't be bothered with you.

(And all the more i'm not going to school tomorrow. Why should i specifically make the trip down to school for you guys? It's not like i'll get any benefits AKA cash or CE points from this.)

You think you're all that wonderful and perfect? Well, let reality slap you in your face. When your friends recognize me in the lift, i don't even want to acknowledge that i know you in front of my friends.

Yes, i ignored your guys. So? I was ashamed by the fact that you people know me. So?

To be honest, i don't mind being outcasted by you, if you really want to do it. For you are of no importance to me. Why should i even care?

I don't care if you're ignored by us or not but i do care if i AM annoyed by you guys.

So what if you know a lot of people in our block. So what if you think you have a huge/some influence in our block.

Sad to say, i don't care either. You have your people and i have my friends. You can make your people outcast me but i can still hang around with my own friends.

Worse come to worse, i really don't mind being alone.

If you think i would be afraid just because you're angry or that i would shiver in fright just because you're annoyed, i'm sad to say but you really do think too highly of yourself.

For people like you, i generally don't care and therefore are being ignored.

So, please please please. Get over it, alrights?

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Oh gosh. I ranted for at least a good five minutes back there. Thank gosh for blogs. Anyways, i only had a twenty minutes shower today. Yes, inclusive of soaking my hair in soap and water.

Although i don't like how i feel now, but quick showers are good when i'm slightly tired and have the risk of sleeping while in the shower, which puts me in a really high chance of drowning.

So yes, video calls on MSN are the next best thing when the internet connection aren't lagging. It's free and you can hear each other crystal clear. Okay, maybe not crystal clear but you definitely can hear each other.

And yes, i really really sympatize with April now.
*whines*

Anyways, i'm waiting eagerly for Labour Day to come. 4 days of sleeping in sounds nothing but heavenly to me right now.

After the first week of school, i can't help but wonder if it's a good thing when my rest day falls on Monday instead of Wednesday.

I initially thought it was awesome for i am able to get a three day weekend until i went through it myself.

End of Monday: Groaning thinking about school the next day but with enough sleep.
End of Tuesday: Tired but am still able to continue.
End of Wednesday: Completely exhausted but still should be able function with more sleep.
End of Thursday: Almost dead, but should be able to continue working with at least ten hours of sleep.
End of Friday: Dead. No elaborations needed.

I started to think, if my rest day was on Wednesday instead... ...

End of Monday: Tired but am still able to continue.
End of Tuesday: Completely exhausted but still should be able function with more sleep.
End of Wednesday: Groaning thinking about school the next day but with enough sleep.
End of Thursday: Tired but am still able to continue.
End of Friday: Completely exhausted but still should be able function with more sleep.

And now? I'm ended up being completely dead by the end of each week instead of being just completely exhausted.

Sheesh.

Anyways, i saw Yong Cai the other day and he said i looked slimer.

*big smile*
Girls are such superficial beings.

Anyways, i'm really tired now and my top eyelids seemed to find this attraction to my bottom eyelids and are threatening to close any minute now, plus i don't have any photos to upload (am lazy), so

TATAS!!