Me & You, Forever ♥

Monday, April 13, 2009

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!

Man, this is the third time i'm typing this and let's see if i'll still choose to save it as a draft instead.

愛你的人如果沒有按你所希望的方式愛你，那並不表示他沒有全心全意地愛你。

但是，假如爱你的人不按照你所希望的方式爱你，你又怎能知道他爱你呢？

是啊，我怎麽會知道呢？但我又真的需要知道嗎？

愛情並不是一種交換條件。並不是對方喜歡你，你才會喜歡上他的。

談戀愛就是是在剝洋蔥一樣 - 縂有一層會讓你流淚。

Nobody promised us that this is going to be a smooth journey. If you're willing to give him a chance, he might just be the one that's going to hold onto your hand for the rest of your journey.

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Anyways, i hate going down to the IT helpdesk. It's not about having to wake up wayyyy earlier than usual just to trudge down to school under the sweltering heat.

Nor is it about having to see Gerard (Lum) the first thing i step into 169.

Or having to climb that overhead bridge with the ridiculous amount of steps.

Or having to kill time from 1.30pm to 5pm.

Or walking from school to Causeway Point in inhumane shoes.

Or walk around the entire Causeway Point from the first level to the highest one.

Or stand throughout the train journey from Woodlands to Ang Mo Kio.

Or walk around aimlessly throughout the entire AMK Hub once again in inhumane shoes.

Or waiting for a freaking half an hour just for a 169 to go back to RP.

Or being so tired that i almost fell asleep on 169.

Or having to climb that ridiculous overhead bridge again.

Or running after 169 in inhumane shoes.

Or talking to dad on the phone without me knowing (was almost sleeping).

Or having to push myself to continue walking even though both my feet and back was hurting.

I was alright with all of those. But what annoyed me out is that they changed my password without telling me my new password.

Good thing i tried randomly and found out that the password they chose was:

Republic1.

It's okay. You can't hack into my account or my admin account because i changed both passwords.

If not, why would you think i would post my password online.

(P/s: If you MSNed me between 1330 to 1630, your messages are actually being read by Fabian (the guy who did my maintanence and troubleshooting for me).)

Anyways, while walking around in Causeway, i saw a couple of bags i faintly like. One of it was from The Bluez and the other was from 77th Street.

I like the design from The Bluez but hate it's color. It's not a bad color but i have some clothes which definitely wouldn't go with metallic bronze. Shirts like blue is a big no no with that bag. But the one i saw at 77th Street was awesome. Black with gold zippers. Freaking rockish man!! I can already picture what i can do to the bag.

Tie a few studdy leather stuff/cutsey bloodified voodoo dolls/hipchains on it.

But i realized i don't have $70 with me after buying the DS game. And i don't want to use my NETS for i've been using it way to much lately.

*sigh*

Guess what i pictured in my head are to stay in my head.
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And i'm really in E24M and i really don't know anyone in my class. Dammit, why wasn't there any STA peeps in my first year class. Then at least i might know someone in my year 2/3 classes.

*growls*

Ah wells. I've decided to not be friends with anyone in class. Classmates, yes. Friends, NO. So, it's alright if i don't know anyone, i guess. Since i know i can trust Amon to help me us find a perfect FYP team.

And i heard our team aren't that bad either. 4 out of 5 are in the honor's roll for at least one sem and the 5th one are only ZERO POINT ONE(0.1) away from being in the honor's roll.

POWER AR!!!

I like this team!!

Ah wells. I don't really know how the modules or facis are going to be like, but my time table is finally out:

Day 8: Creative Concepts
Day 2: Digital Media Arts
Day 3: History of the Arts
Day 4: Art Critism and Analysis.

Oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh. I'm not creative and i can't do digital media art (Gary, please help me out in this mod!!!). And neither have i taken History in my Os but i do like the sound of CRITICIZING.

It's alright. I just have to grit my teeth and get through this stage of 'Core-Discipline'. After this, my mods would be things like:

Sound Design
Music Theory
Aesthetic Concepts in Music
Recording Studio Fundamentals
Sound Sythesis
Instrumental Design
Sonic Art Making
Advanced Studio Techniques
Music Composition

Oh man. I hope we have a studio like how SP has. I would kill to have that studio. It's just so 'intermediate-complete'.

Please Amon, let us do one song leaning towards Jpop/Jrock-ish aites? You can even do your Miyavi style. Just let us do something Jappy instead of the Euro/Mando-ish aites? (Though i honestly don't mind Mando. *thinks about Xuan*)

So yea. Let me go... sleep. I'm really dead now.