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Monday, September 28, 2009

food

I like eating pretty things. They make me feel happy. Especially if it's all sweet and tasty.

Doesn't that makes me sound like a retard when i put it across like that.

Anyways, bought this yesterday after dinner with family. Had yummy yummy crabs. I ate like two claws and one leg.

Yes, i don't know why people raves about crab but i still eat them all the same.

It was the sauce that i was completely in love with. I think i even scooped like some of them and ate them with rice.

Oh, i could eat two claws because everyone (including Eden Gor) would know that claws are for me and zeh. We would normally split up the claws between the two of us.

And i like sea cucumbers too. So so slimy and springy. Okay, slimy sounds disgusting but it's really not so bad. It's soft yet Q-ish.

Man, why am i raving about seafood when i am not a huge fan of it.

So maybe i should rave about the si ji dou? No idea what's that called in english
. Or the chicken? The tofu? The claypot thingy?

Okay, i should stop. I feel like chewing now.

Moving on to something i can't eat...

And that's how i end my entry :)

Saturday, September 26, 2009

These Children Are Dead

I think i almost cried when i saw this poster.

IDK. Reading about the artist touched me. Awesome usage of words.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Trust issue

I don't know how i should start this, for a thing that's supposed to be unsaid.

So many things going through my head, so many things i wanna say, but as soon as it reaches the tip of my tongue, it disappeared.

Maybe it's not that i don't know how to say, it's more of the fact that i don't know how i should say it. More of the fact that i can't say it, it should be i don't know how i can say it without really saying it.

Should i start with my feelings instead? Would it be ambiguous enough?

Just out of nowhere, when i least expected it, April brought up something while we were eating. I never told her, actually, i never intend to tell her. I don't know if this was my way of protecting but i thought that was the least i should do.

Plus, i have no idea how to break it to her. She had a semi-argument with both her Mom and Ben. So, i thought i shouldn't burden or load it on her.

But i wrote it somewhere as an entry. I thought she wouldn't notice it, she did.

Maybe that's why i got a voodoo doll from her huh? :)

No worries, that's just a novelty product.

...

Or is it?

Anyways, she just asked me over lunch and i never thought of hiding. I told her everything by stages and by the end of it, she was appalled.

We had different reactions.

She expected me to be angry but yet i was silent.

But what was going on inside was the same.

Though we aren't the only one with the same thought processes either.

It's definitely not a gender issue. I could have proven it. I could have been almost certain that despite our difference in personality, ways of handling and thinking, probably we have either the same vibes on this issue or we understand each other that well.

Okay, it shouldn't be 'we understand each other that well' but instead, 'she understands me that well'.

She cried after the call last night. I never thought she would.

Is it that girls are too sensitive? But as i've said, this is definitely not a gender issue.

But as i've said, i was thankful for at least being able to hear the truth. Better than hiding me in the dark and letting me find that out. I feel better knowing what's going wrong.

I don't know how i should continue. I think i've said albeit too much. Let this be something that both April and me knows, and only the two of us should know.

It's not a girls' thing. It's more than a girls' thing. It's a trust issue.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Sorry Arena Baby

My poor poor Arena.

I dropped my poor baby Arena for the first time today while i was trying to reply Gary's text.

And so, naturally, out of habit, i blamed him.

I've no idea why but i think pushing the blame of absolutely everything onto him is become more and more of a habit of mine. Of course, i didn't mean it like it was seriously his fault. I was just kidding most of the time.

I said it was his fault that i dropped my phone since i was trying to reply his text. So if he didn't text me in the morning, i wouldn't have dropped my phone.

But clever me realized the text in the morning was telling me about the spider twitpic i posted yesterday.

And so, the blaming war ensues.

He blamed me for going out with him.

I blamed him for asking me out.

He blamed me for accepting his friend request on myspace.

I blamed him for adding me on myspace.

He blamed me for creating myspace.

And we debated for a little while on who created myspace first. And it was your truly who lost.

He went on and asked whose parents were older. Mine won and apparently, it became my parents fault.

Which technically means it was my dad's fault.

To think it was also daddy who got me the phone.

Okay. This update is boring. But it was only because there is no way to tweet this without spamming. And so, it became yet another update. Ah wells, i better head back to youtube now.

Bye!!!!

Friday, September 18, 2009

Random hour long update.

Just drank the last bit of soya milk that had been left lying around the house for days because i was still thirsty after finishing all the cold water in the fridge.

This is what showers do to me. Sigh.

But honestly, i think the soya milk i just drank was bad.

Cause those soya milk that comes in carton boxes aren't supposed to have this powdery bits in them right?

If i fall sick in the next couple of days, i think we would all know why.

Anyway, i absolutely feel like a vampire now.

I just went for a shower at 6 in the morning and that would usually make me feel like a student. As that was normally the time i had to get up during my first year.

BUT it was different today. Went for a shower at 6 and came straight to bed after it.

It was just like a vampy, taking a shower after hunting the entire night and going directly to sleep after it.

Honestly, i like this lifestyle a LOT.

Just that, it's really unhealthy hmm?

I'm not sure if i ever said it here, but if i'm ever a vampire, i would want this 'master' guy to rule over me. Though i would love to be the ruler of the night, the most powerful creature where everyone has to bow down to me, but somehow i don't get the kick out of it.

Must be the result from reading too much Shinjo Mayu's manga lately.

And i completely adore her. Her manga has smut in it but is never hentai. Completely healthy and her main characters, completely fangirl-worthy-hot.

Yes, back to why it might be a result from her manga.

Most of her manga has this guy who's super influential. May it be a triad boss, band member, school president, teacher, blah blah blah, she just always put this main hot guy as someone who can protects the girl.

I like the idea of that very very much.

So even in the vampy world, i want someone to protect me (though i can very much protect myself, thank you).

Probably like i'm the second most influential and strong vampy.

But then again, it'll be super nice if the guy i like is the vampy and i'm the human. Cause i can be protected by him 24/7.

Okay, i got to stop. It's almost 7 and why in the world am i fantasizing over these now.

And it's so freaky that i keep hearing my phone's ringtone despite the fact that it isn't ringing.

I think i should change my ringtone. To something else that i don't recognize. Maybe it'll rectify the situation.

And oh, by the way, i've changed my ringtone. It's no longer twister. It's some song from some anime. No idea as to what it is though. Elson sent it to me eons ago and i just happen to transfer it into my phone.

I just want a change in ringtone. Having twister is cool but i want something different once in a while.

Something different but yet so small that the change is almost insignificant.

And oh yes. I almost finished all the manga Shinjo ever drawn. Almost because i can't find some of them online. Will try looking for the chinese version tomorrow. Maybe i would have better chances.

Hope i'll find some good scans around.

And i almost forgot to talk about this. It seemed like eons ago (okay, maybe just a week) and i didn't blog or tweet about this at all.

Wei Yi is supposed to treat me Carls Jr!!!

Okay, not exactly so. I don't think he said that but since i now said it this way, i shall insist that he should treat me.

He was appalled (yes, not merely shocked) that i haven't had Carls Jr before.

Why must you judge me?!! WHY?!! It's just Carls Jr.

Okay, yes. I'm just being dramatic here. As usual, of course.

And speaking of Carls Jr, i remembered that i was supposed to treat him to soya milk and green tea. Both which are rumored to reduce sperm count.

Before you come to any conclusion, i'm supposed to wish him Happy Fatherless Day, you perv.

I can't exactly remember why, but i remembered saying that ages ago. It was during one of the sems because i have some memories tied to school.

But i just can't remember what those memories are.

Maybe i should really try ginkgo seeds. Heard that it's good for the brain and thus improving one's memory.

And i'm supposed to have a sushi showdown with him. Sakae lunch buffet. I think this is worse. It's even further back and he still remembered it.

Okay, technically he remembered the drinks that i'm supposed to treat him and i remembered this sushi lunch.

I should really start asking April when is she free for lunch with Wei Yi.

But i think i'll lose to Wei Yi now. I had quite a healthy appetite in the past but for the recent few months, my appetite completely went from THIS to this.

Man, i hate losing. But a challenge is a challenge. Sigh. I need to change this attitude of mine. It'll land me in serious shit one of these days.

And somehow, i think i managed to persuade him to bring me clubbing once i'm 18. And i briefly mentioned it to April and GL and GL seemed really excited about it.

Not excited as in running-around-in-circles excited. But he kept on talking about his clubbing experience.

April!! When are you free for Sakae? I need you there!!! Sushi's healthy and doesn't have fat in it (unless you're going to eat fried tofu like me) so you don't have to worry about your diet.

Honestly, i think sushi is quite healthy.

But i'm there to eat its side dishes, meaning oil fried stuff, meaning it's not healthy for me. But for the rest, i don't think you can find any oil in there. There's not much salt in there either.

But it's not cheap. Or at least for a poor soul like me. And with a small appetitite in the day. Lunch buffet. How am i supposed to eat? I would rather ala carte any day but Wei Yi threw the idea straight after i proposed it.

Ah well. So many plans but i'm not going to wake up for it. I had been waking up at like earliest 3pm these days (and 5pm today). I have no idea how to meet up for lunch in the first place.

But i want Sakae one of these days. The desire for it is back. I need to learn how to curb my desires.

But now, i want SWEETS!!! Fruit pies, cakes, ice cream...

GIVE IT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, it's after 7 now. Gonna go say good night to my vampy darling lord (by vampy darling lord, i mean the annoying bird which can't stop chirping outside my window and by saying good night, i mean taking stones and pelt it until it shuts up) and sleep soon.

Just kidding. I'm not going to pelt it but it's really annoying me out. SHUT UP!!!

And i'm not going to sleep now. I want to name all my teddies. I realized they're neglected by me. It's not fair for them with all my attention on Sushi and Mylo.

Till next time...

I have to scratching myself. It's getting to be addictive.

And i can't name all my teddies. Cause both daddy and mommy woke up and are both asking me (rather forcibly may i add) to sleep now.

I'm afraid that they would kick my ass (and out of my bed literally) if i don't sleep soon.

So really,

NIGHT WORLD!!!

And morning for the poor souls who have to wake up by or before now, which is... 730am.

:)

Friday, September 4, 2009

twitter

*sigh*
My boring life as such.

I think my blogging mood had been dwindling, ever since 3 months ago. I don't bother to properly update/take pictures/type anymore.

Grammar, spelling errors, sentence structure, boring topics, ugly pictures...

More than enough to turn anyone off, hmm?

Guess i shall stop blogging here until i properly have something good to blog about/when school starts.

I'm sure i'll have tons of things to bitch about once i'm back in class.

Or... if i actually have something to do in this holiday. I had been living a week full of naps. I can wake up late in the afternoon, harvest and plant in country city (and btw, i just have to say, my sheep is going to be matured enough to give me wool by 3am today), then check FB, fmylife and twitter.

And after that, watch Kang Xi on youtube all the way till dinner time. I think i had finished like almost every episode in 2009 on Kang Xi. Then dinner, back to Kang Xi and little naps (i always get really tired after meals, like so tired that i can even sleep on the bus home after dinner) and shower around 3am. Dry my hair at 4 and sleep around 6.

Yes, you don't really want to see my complexion now. It's bad enough to start with and it's even worse now.

*sigh*

Ah wells, as i was saying, if i don't have such random outbursts/something decent to blog (or bitch) about, then follow me on twitter, will ya?

http://twitter.com/lynniii3

Ciaos :)

Thursday, September 3, 2009

E36C

Man man man~!! :(

Just talked with Tobi on FB and realized how much i missed E36C. It's not just a simple kind of missing them, but like the kind where you pout-and-whine-and-silently-tear kind of miss.

Okay, albeit too exaggerated but yes, i fucking miss E36C like no other class.

To be honest, i don't really talk to mom... unless it's about the things i wanna talk about. And when Mom came and sat beside me a while ago, she didn't even have to ask who was i talking to, i told her promptly.

The E36C boring chalet. But those were the times...
*smiles softly*

*cues dramatic music*

Okkies, maybe if i have time, i can do up a pictures slideshow with some slow music... but i'm not in the mood now, after all that.

Maybe next time hmm?

But yes, i miss E36C very very very very much!!! :(

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

ready made sauce <3

If i die tomorrow due to food poisoning, i guess i can't blame anyone else other than myself.

But at least, there wasn't a moment where i am hungry today.

The red sauce looks really unappetizing and disgusting, doesn't it?

But once it's mixed with the noodles, i swear it looks (and tastes) normal.

Fish (normal), popcorn chicken (normal), chinese chives dumplings (bah)

I started to make this around 4, while i was watching "Are You Smarter Than A Fifth Grader?" and sadly speakly, i'm actually not.

I didn't know the answers to like 80% of the questions. And the other 20% were lucky guesses which technically, i guess, means i don't know it either.

O.O

In the midst of watching and throwing everything into the pot, i got everything done before 5. Barely an hour since i've started. Probably because i just cleared up (doesn't include washing) by throwing everything at the sink after i was done.

Ate while watching 100% Entertainment. Not as funny as Kang Xi. But Alien and Show looks good. (:

Finished the food and still refuse to wash up.

Went and sudoku + watch TV + took a little nap till 830.

Felt like eating the hotdogs + cucumbers + sauce thingy again and went to make it. I swear i'm going to buy like tons of cucumbers just for this.

Even if i grow tired of it, i can still eat cucumbers with hotdogs or worse come to worse, cucumbers by itself. I can never seem to get tired of cucumbers. But i hate stressed cucumbers, they taste freaking bitter. EWW!!

Anyway, so yes, i felt like eating and i went hunting around the kitchen. Saw bread and decided to do this:

I know it doesn't look pretty. Stop judging!!

While it is cooking...

I started to eat whichever topping that was left over. Just a mouthful left though.

And it's done!! But honestly, it still doesn't look nice.

You can't actually see it, but these are the ones where it has properly cooled down.

It doesn't look good. Tastes mediocre. Sigh. But at least, i'm full.

*smiles*

And while uploading all these photos, i saw a photo i took in T1 while i was out on National Day. I forgot if i had uploaded it but i doubt so.

It actually is...

A voodoo doll of a Bad Girlfriend. It has things like "quit bitching, stop nagging, let's have sex, criticize my friends" and blah blah blah...

It even has pins for you to poke it.

Pity it doesn't have a bad boyfriend in the store*giggles*

Not that Gary is a bad boyfriend. Actually, he's far from being that... but just in case. You never know what would happen right?

*evil smirk*

Okay, i was just kidding. Chill. :P

lights

I don't know why...

... but when i'm alone at home, i like to switch on the lights in my own room, the living room and kitchen (sometimes even the bathroom too).

But when there is someone else at home, i won't want to do so.

Unless that person at home is sleeping. Then the lights would be switched on by me.

HOWEVER!! If it's like 4 in the morning and i just finished bathing and drying my hair, even if everyone is sleeping, i wouldn't switch on the rest of the lights other than my own room.

Could be my own insecurity i guess.

HAHA!!

FOOD

Since April isn't coming around because her mom is cooking AND since i've told mom not to cook, Daddy not to dabao for me, too lazy to go out to dabao for myself and didn't want to order in...

So i have to make do with what i have and make something for myself.

Plans for now would be to have normal spaghetti with the boring mushroom tomato sauce, but i'm going to but diced hotdogs and cucumbers in it. And maybe some extra popcorn chicken, cod fish sticks and chicken chunks (not into the sauce, duh?).

BUT... i got a can of baked beans that hasn't been touched for a week and it's an eyesore to me. I want to cook it but i doubt i can finish an entire can without having a really stinky house at the end of the day. Plus, i have nothing to go with the beans. GRR!!

And eggs. I still have like 7 of them in the fridge and i don't know what to do with it other than cooking it with instant noodles. I used to love scrambling them... but the washing after that sucks, so i don't do that anymore.

Sigh. I need ideas. How?

...

Okay. Change of plan. The rest of the food in the fridge can die. Not going to care.

*huge smile*