Saturday, December 26, 2009
okaeri - welcome home
welcome home, sweet hearta place to go home to yeah thanks for your love pretending to be alright again to paint out the color of sadness i just laugh it off the importance of believing even if i understand it well, there are times when i still doubt times when my empty body just flows by it makes me want to just lie down, but i just want to hold you this feelings stab thru me so i can move on welcome home, im home with one word my heart is satisfied welcome home, where love has a place to go home to yeah thanks for your love i used to believe adults think only of themselves and they are cunning but there are people desperately trying to go back even screaming out loud i finally realized that there’s is no such thing as one natural happiness in this world for your sake i was able to realize that by carrying this feelings i can move on welcome home, sweet home accelerating the speed of everyday welcome home, im home there will always be this unchanging scenery sweet home search for the missing wound in your heart thing that made me fight and go on was because there was a “welcome home” welcome home, im home with one word my heart is satisfied welcome home, where love has a place to go home to yeah thanks for your love welcome back, im home it’s alright because you are here welcome back, sweet home keep waiting, because i’m arriving soon sweet home oh yeah welcome back…sweet home Friday, December 18, 2009
Imitation Black
Twisted ordinary life, forbidden love
An insincere heart Painted over in black, an incomplete love the jet black world I've always wanted to say to you There is just one thing to say The impulse that can not be suppressed If it is to be broken To love and be loved to the point of going mad The sweet and burning kiss is an imitation Senses numbing, consciousness fading away The overflowing emotions and reality are paint over in black The sinking moon is overlapping with the clouds As if to hide the shadows Can we not return anymore? Let the two of us just disappear together Someday I can be with you With that belief, I let go of my hand If it is a love that doesn't suit me Then it might as well be broken Tightly and strongly I want to be embraced The warmth of the overlapping bodies is an imitation If the sun were to shine I would be bothered You will vanish from my sight Please teach me the answer? Common sense and morals crushed and destroyed If there are to be punishments, I should be the only one punished What you said at the end I embrace those words I am thinking of you everyday The feel of your shoulder in my embrace Before that melts away into nothing I will go and meet you Embrace in a quivering and wavering fantasy What I said to you were an imitation On the cool skin, the unfading bite marks Everything and anything in my memory Are sinking into darkness Falling away Friday, December 11, 2009
Me likey lyrics
夜太美 尽管再危险
总有人黑着眼眶熬着夜 爱太美 尽管再危险 愿赔上了一切超支千年的泪 痛太美 尽管再卑微 也想尝粉身碎骨的滋味 你太美 尽管再无言 我都想用石堆隔绝世界 我的王妃 我要霸占你的美 angle fail Mom saw this picture: I wasn't drunk. It was so apparent that it's a camera angle fail. -_________-
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Klunch on Andrew's omd
Went to bad at 1130 hoping to get some decent sleep throughout the night but failed apparently. Managed to fall asleep at 12 only to wake up at 130 again.Rolled about and tried to make myself go back to bed for an hour until i decide to properly wake up. Got onto FB, wrote on Gary's wall and did a note entry. April saw the wall post and talked to me. Battery juice was dying and she called me. Was on the phone until 5 plus and both of us decide that we're in no position to attend class tomorrow. Snoozed for an hour and crawled out of bed. Sleep-walked to the shower and stayed there for 25 minutes. Prepared, dried my hair, straightened my hair, wore falsies and decided that maybe i should draw a thin eyeliner instead. Ate breakfast at home and went to April's house. Got freaked out by a giant beetle. Finally saw her and was surprised. It had been a long time since i saw her in unisex clothes. Had MCD breakfast and went down to Cine for Kbox. Sang for 3.5 hours. Went to Kino after that and home. Spent almost 8 hours for just some singing and walking about. WOW. Saw this cat sleeping under my block. Decided to snap a photo of her.
She must be an Asian cat. How did i know? Look at her eyes. Have you seen cats with slits as eyes? Okay, other than the fact that she just woke up and therefore was looking with me with those eyes. (P/s: I *know* she's not an Asian cat. Is there such a thing as Asian cat anyways?) Was waiting for April outside her house. This beetle is fucking huge. I swear!! And April still went to kick it thrice. Look at the cheese. The cheese!! Thou shall worship and offer me with an half eaten hashbrown. Klunch!!! I had sushi and April had Chicken Mayo. I love the chocolate mousse. The rest basically taste blah. Sing sang song. I'm not singing in this photo. Just pretending to be while April sang. Okay. This time i am. Explaining the unglam expression. April shy shy. I couldn't be bothered to do too much PSing. April said something and i made this expression just while i was camwhoring. It was caught on camera. I'm not drunk. I swear i'm not :) Really, i'm not. If you think i am, then look at this *ROLL EYES* Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Human lag
Have you ever seen time around a person freeze... literally?HAHA!!
Advice Just like what Suhari said, We can't stop HH from smoking if his heart is set on it. And what I understood from him was that: Your opinions doesn't fucking matter if the person you're talking to refuse to listen to it. One very clever advice, indeed. Twitter post I wanted to put this on twitter, but it just happens that twitter is down for maintenance now. So i shall just post it here. 跟自己說過多少次了。只要不把自己的心交給對方,對方就永遠不可能讓你傷心。現在,知道自己無味的愚蠢和單純了嗎?這個世界只需要利與弊,其他的都不重要。這麽多年,告訴自己的事情,怎麽在不知不覺之中消失了。怎麽會呢? Dreams Sometimes, i just want to sleep forever. Dreams, i love dreams. They are able to bring me to places where i can never be. Dreams, i hate dreams. Because i have to wake up from them and then having to realize that they are never real. But dreams are beautiful. So beautiful they reality has no place for them. So beautiful that i constantly chase after them and only to be able to catch a glimpse of them. What makes a dream beautiful? Is it the fact that it makes what is impossible, possible? Or is it the fact that i have to wake up from it? Just like what Cascada sang, What hurts the most, was being so close What's the use of asking me not to explain when it was you who misunderstood me. I didn't even mean what you thought i meant. P/s: Is it normal that every time, while i'm standing at the side of the road waiting for a car to pass, or crossing a road seeing an oncoming car, i would just hope that it would crash into me, killing me instantly? Saturday, December 5, 2009
hold his hand when you guys cross the road
I was about to go shower and i suddenly remembered this line that tickled me.I told Gary i was going to bring Mylo out tomorrow. And guess what he said before he went off. "take care of mylo! dont let him talk to strangers and hold his hand when you guys cross the road okay?" SUPER CUTE CAN!!! :DDD luck or whhhat? Why is it that i feel like i haven't been posting anything good these days. I really tried to take some photos and try to have a proper update but i actually lost my touch in taking photos. And it's not even camwhore photos to began with. Oh GOD!! I just realized, the worst thing to ever happen to a DSA student has just happened to me. PRO TOOLS HAD JUST DIED ON ME!!! I don't think anything worse than that can ever happen to a DSA student. Well, unless your noteflight AND pro tools died on you, of course. And your life would totally be totally fucked if your hands and ears died on you too. I mean, as an audio student of course. And i've been still trying to go all the way down to the place opposite Funan to get a active noise cancellation in ear earpiece. From its technical specs, i think it is one of the best ear pieces you can ever get. Of course, the best thing is, the ear pieces are of a consumers' product whereas headphones are of commercial's (Don't quote me. I just read it from the Sennheiser's page) YAY!! Ear pieces are cheaper!! But i guess, i have to wait for a few more weeks before i can get it. I sort of spent quite some money today. Oh yes, i haven't talk about why i want an active noise cancellation ear phones rather just any random noise cancellation ear phones. Although active noise cancellation ear phones require batteries (DUH? That's why it's called an ACTIVE noise cancellation ear phones rather than PASSIVE huh) but it has this one thing where passive earphones or headphones doesn't have. It has a MICROPHONE at the side of the it. And that is used to be phase the outside noises out. Which means, TOTALLY NO OUTSIDE NOISE CAN!!!! I'm so totally looking forward in saving money for it. Okay. I shall stop ranting about it. Anyways, i like working in small teams. I don't think i see any team presented faster than ours ever since the beginning of time (in her class). Somehow, i think Xammie (Hahaha!! Now him name sounds like hammie!! Maybe i'll bring him some sunflower seeds on Monday? If you don't know who i'm referring to, ASK ME!!!) is being pretty friendly to April and me today. Which is pretty weird because i've shown my indifference to him very VERY blatantly. And trust me, when i mean blatant, i mean very blatantly. To the point where he would even hesitate when he wanted to ask me a question. I laughed very hard on the inside. And after we gave him the site, he seemed to be very nice towards us now. But that doesn't change the indifference attitude i gave him. April and i were sitting outside the room, hanging around during our lunch break and when Xammie walked past us, he waved hi and i just stare blankly ahead... well, i really didn't notice him, you see. April was even saying it was as if we don't know him and i was like, 'What? Huh? I know him?' Poor Xammie. His existence in my life is completely close to naught. But he was being completely retarded and decided to tap my shoulder and pointed it to Suz, claiming it was her. Suz's reaction was hilarious!! She went wide-eyed and said it wasn't her and told Xammie it wasn't funny and don't do that. I think i semi-rolled my eyes and pointed it to the mirrors all around us and said to Xammie, "I can actually see, you know?" Then he got fascinated with my cat-eared hood and wanted touch it/make me wear it. He apparently didn't succeed. Stupid boy. Okay lah. When i mention stupid boy, i don't mean it in a derogatory term lah. And while we were packing up, i was sitting at the stairs chatting with the rest of the guys while coiling up my notebook cable. When Xammie walked past me, he tapped the top of my head. Seriously GRR-worthy!! But i was too focus on talking with Liang Jie then that i didn't actually react to that tap. Liang Jie was trying to take a photo of me making a funny face when i showed it to him. But never long enough for him to snap a photo of it. And when he kept on trying to take one, i got annoyed and pretended to kick him in his nuts. But i think i misjudged the distance between us and i really did. But it wasn't technically a kick cause thankfully, i didn't misjudged the strength i used. After class, April and i went down to Holland. It was with the original intention to work but somehow, we ended up drinking. I got a boring martini and April got another martini and red wine. And she got tipsy halfway and she began to be so random from then on. I asked her what is 1 + 1 and she replied 1 so confidently. After a few more random calculations, i asked her what is 1 + 1 again, and once again she replied 1. As confidently as the first time. Somehow, i think i got a little worried for her after that. While on the bus, she was laughing at random stuff and it wasn't just any random laugh. It was a 'HOHOHO' kind of laugh. I looked at her funny after that. And when we reached AMK, she got so nauseous that we decided to get a cab home. P/s: Did i mention, the people didn't include the charge for the red wine for the bill and we kept absolute silence about it. And we took a cab at the peak hour but the taxi uncle guy didn't include the extra 35% and neither did we mention anything. Luck or WHHAT? Thursday, December 3, 2009
Questions and Answers
Have your parents ever caught you drinking?- Nope. Though i doubt they would mind. Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to? - Mom? Yeah, i do. On both of our good days. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? - I guess? What were you doing 30 minutes ago? - Doodling stupid characters in the music composition notebook. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you? - Gary, i suppose? Last restaurant you went to? - Bei Shang Chuan Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? - No idea. I can check but i'm lazy to. Did you have an exciting last weekend? - Sleepless nights even on a weekend doesn't excite me too much Have you ever crawled through a window? - Yep. But i wasn't the only one!! What do you spend most of your money on? - On stuff that i don't even know!! Which basically suck donkey balls!! Where were you at 1AM sunday morning? - Showering. Or trying to get myself to shower. Ever kissed someone over 30? - Yep yep. Is there a secret you've never told your parents? - No secret. Just secrets. Do you like yourself? - Not very much. But i'm still constantly finding some reason for me to :) Have you ever dyed your hair? - Yep yep. Are you wearing a necklace? - Nope. Who is someone you wish you could fix things with? - Literally, or not? Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again? - Maybe. I'll try killing myself :)) Are you an emotional person? - Yes, even if i don't show it. I hate it when people thinks that i don't feel anything unless i shout in anger or burst into tears. What's something that can always make you feel better? - Blogging Did your parents spoil you as a child? - I consider so. Even though i don't have anything much. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? - Yep. I think it's still in a folder on Facebook. How's your heart lately? - Tired. But still alive. Are you a cuddler? - More of a passive cuddler rather than an active one Will this weekend be a good one? - I seriously hope so What do you want right now? - Holidays Who can always cheer you up? - Myself Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public? - Nope Who hugged you last? - No idea? Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing? - Yep. And i quite like it too. Are you a kissable person? - Not really. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you? - I don't know. Cause no one is ever alive to tell me that themselves. What is your relationship status? - Attached? Who was the last person to come to your house? - My house? What my house? Look behind you, what do you see? - A mirror How many rooms does your house have? - 3 bedrooms Have you ever worked in a food place? - Yep, some cafe of some sort What would you name your future daughter? - I really don't intend to have one, you see. Who and where was the last concert you went to? - Absolutely no idea. Best guess was Red Rain Any summer plans for 2010? - Sleep What did you eat for lunch today? - Spaghetti with canned soup Whats on your schedule for tomorrow? - Sound Design The last song you heard? - Lao Ren Yu Hai What do you think of love? - A fairytale. Something that is beautiful and ends with a happily ever after. But it just doesn't exist in reality. When is the last time you went to a party? - No idea. When is the next time you'll hit up a club? - Had plans. Talked to a few guys. But never really asked them yet. Do you still talk to any of your ex's? - Nope. I kinda changed my number as well as MSN eh? If you had to eat 1 thing for the rest of your life, what? - Fries Name 1 thing good about Myspace? - Tons of musicians over there? Does anyone know your Myspace password? - Nope nope. Have you dated anyone on your top 4? - Top 4? What top 4? Has your number 2 on your friends ever made you cry? - Who's number 2? How do you feel about abortions? - Painful. Do you eat junk food everyday? - I'll try not to, but i do. How often do you drive? - Like never? Where did you last drive to? - The finishing line on Daytona Describe your best friend? - A human. Hopefully :P Who was the last person to touch you? - Myself... I WAS SHOWERING, YOU PERV!! How did you and your number 1 become friends? - And again, who's my number 1? How late did you stay up last night and why? - 5 plus 6. Cause i can't sleep. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted? - Okay, is this a very subtle hint for me to get my phone and check? Do you like someone? - Yes. Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex? - Accidentally yes. Intentionally, not any that i know of. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S? - Nope How's your life lately? - Not bad. Just tiring Do you know anyone that is currently locked up? - Nope. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? - Nope. What do you think about the current gas prices? - Insanely high. Not that i drive though. Would you sex tape with you in it for 3 million dollars? - I'll consider if you tell me what currency is those dollars in. Have you ever been so drunk that you blacked out? - Nope Do you think that you’re a good person? - Kinda. Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? - Yes Are you happier single or in a relationship? - There are happy moments in both. Have you ever flirted with a friends crush? - Friendly, yes. Flirt, no. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? - No idea. Ever ordered from an infomercial? - Nope nope. Do you believe in love at first sight? - Nope Have you ever requested a song on the radio? - Yep yep. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to? - Not exactly. Annoyed yes, hate not yet. When is the last time you took a nap? - Today? Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? - Again, no idea? To text you? - I said my phone is not by my side now!! To send you a myspace message? - No idea? I could check? To send a friend request? - Okay, i don't feel like checking. Whose bed did you sleep in last night? - Mine Have you kissed anyone in the last week? - Yep Do you miss anyone? - Yep What does your 8th text message say and who was it from? - Something and someone. What are you listening to? - Lao Ren Yu Hai Is there one place you'd like to visit? - Taipei Have you held hands with anyone today? - Nope. I don't think Do you like winter time? - There's not really winter in SG huh Do you own uggs? - Uggs? Enlighten me, please? Do you regret anything? - Yes. What are you excited about? - Tomorrow night :D Plans for today? - Sleep Seven days from now will you be in a relationship? - I hope? What are you doing tomorrow? - School How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over? - IDK? Where is your number one person on your friends list? - WHO is my number one person? Do you want to dance? - Nope. I want to sleep Who do you not get along with? - Humans on a general note Last movie you watched? - No idea? What are your plans for the weekend? - I'm hoping for Kbox. But no idea for now. What do you notice first about a guy? - His face? Something interesting happen lately? - Yeah. Where is the person you like right now? - At home? I suppose? Last time you took a shower? - Today? What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? - I just fell asleep What were you doing 30 minutes ago? - FBing When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex? - Last year? Have you ever been around someone who was high? - Nope. Do you like where you live? - Not really. But it's cool. Last thing you purchased? - A watch Have you kissed your number one on your top? - Who's my number one on my top? Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are? - On my bed and comfy. Explain why you last threw up? - I was sick. Where did your last hug take place? - Hmm? Who was the last person to hold your hand? - Gary, i suppose Are you a jealous person? - Kind of Did you have a good birthday this year? - Not sure. It's not here yet. Are you tired right now? - Very What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships? - Cool? Do you chew on your straws? - Yep. Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21? - ERRR. Three days from now will you be in a relationship? - I hope? Do you have curly hair? - Wavy Who was at your house last? - My house? What my house? Do you lead people on? - Nope Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do? - I think? Not that i care though. Have you kissed anyone today? - Nope Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? - Yep Last person you cried over? - No idea. Do you cry easily? - I don't think Do you have any brothers? - Nope. Though i want them. What do you think of them? - I envy those who do have awesome ones :) Where did you go today? - School and mall What should you be doing right now? - Sleeping Are you a heavy sleeper? - Depends on how tired i am. When was the last time you hand washed the dishes? - No idea. Name everyone that made you smile today? - Andrew, April, Gary and Elwin Who was the last person to put their arm around you? - Hmm. Three feelings at the moment? - Tired, sleep and exhausted What are you listening to right now? - Lao Ren Yu Hai The highlight of your week? - Both Andrew and Elwin agreed that with me that i'm awesome :) Who were the last people you ate with? - Myself What really makes you mad? - Anything Ever had a drunken night in Mexico? - Nope What are your plans for tonight? - Sleep What does the seventeenth text message in your inbox say? - And once again... What's the last piercing you got? - Does the jab of an needle count? Ever toilet papered someone’s house? - No. But i'm tempted to. Do you want to be married right now? - Not really. Unless the person's rich and dying soon What were you doing at 4am this morning? - Trying to sleep? What do you usually do first in the morning? - Groan? Do you have college plans? - Not really Are you mad at anyone right now? - Annoyed, yes. Mad, no. How many different beverages have you had today? - Three What did you do today? - Schooled. Malled. Cooked. Ate. Slept. Watched TV What is your favorite flavor of jelly? - Green apple/grape/peach/strawberry Do you want children? - Not really What were you doing at 7pm yesterday? - Sleeping You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends would come to visit you? - No one would. Cause i won't tell anyone. If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be? - GASP!! Ah wells. Do people underestimate you? - I reckon'? Are you named after a grandparent? - Nope What's something you're scared of? - Uncertainity Name some of the people you love? - Joycelyn What's your favorite color? - Black Ever been kissed under fireworks? - After, yes. Under, no. Do you wish someone would call you? - Maybe? Is there someone you wanna date right now? - Yep. The one i'm dating now? Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken? - Depends? Is there a meaning behind your profile song? - Nope. Cause there's no song in the first place. Do you have a best friend? - Yep. Do you belive that what comes around goes around? - Very much. I believe karma would come in one big round and bite you in the ass. Who was the last person you were mad at? - HAHA. What is the last song to make you cry? - No idea? Is your best friend pretty? - YES!! Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? - Yep. But i know there would be stuff that's worse than that. What do you miss? - Normal rest. Do you give out second chances too easily? - Not really. Ever felt that no one relates to you? - Every time Had plans and broke them? - Every time When was the last time you saw your grandparents? - Man, i'm guilty. LONG ago. Who are you jealous of? - Them. Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Pickup lines... funnishly FAIL
HE: I'm a photographer I've been looking for a face like yours!SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours HE: May I have the pleasure of this dance? SHE: No, I'd like to have some pleasure too ! HE: How did you get to be so beautiful? SHE: I must have been given your share ! HE: Will you come out with me this Saturday? SHE: Sorry! I'm having a headache this weekend ! HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out! SHE: Okay, get out! HE: I think I could make you very happy SHE: Why? Are you leaving? HE: What would you say if I asked u to marry me? SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time! HE: Can I have your name? SHE: Why, don't you already have one? HE: Shall we go and see a film? SHE: I've already seen it! HE: Do you think it was fate that brought us together? SHE: Nah, it was plain bad luck ! HE: Where have you been all my life? SHE: Hiding from you. HE: Haven't I seen you someplace before? SHE: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. HE: Is this seat empty? SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down . HE: So, what do you do for a living? SHE: I'm a female impersonator. HE: Hey baby, what's your sign? SHE: Do not enter. Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Bill Gates 11 Rules to Success
RULE 1Life is not fair - get used to it. RULE 2 The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. RULE 3 You will NOT make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice president with car phone, until you earn both. RULE 4 If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. He doesn't have tenure. RULE 5 Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for burger flipping they called it Opportunity. RULE 6 If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them. RULE 7 Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you are. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room. RULE 8 Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life has not. In some schools they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as many times as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life. RULE 9 Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you find yourself. Do that on your own time. RULE 10 Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs. RULE 11 Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one. All pictures are credited to their respective owners on deviantart.com
mmhm -just before presentation- Me: I feel like pooping. How? Claris: I also. Let's go all poop. Me: Presentation leh? Claris: We all conference. Me: Oh yeah! Webcam!! Claris: Yeah. Later we go like this... mmhm-it's-ar-mmhm-peggio-mmhm Read:mmhm - self explanatory Say eww and i'll make it my personal quest to stab you in the eye... Then agree with you that it is indeed gross. TEEHEE
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