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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

finally a blog

Alright!! Seeing there's no school tomorrow. So I better do some quick updates before I start posting random shit again.

Oh wait. THIS is some random shit too.

Oh wells. The world is pretty much a screwed up shitty place anyway. *shifty looks*

Anyways, 2 weeks of school down. It's not going as fast as I hope it is but it isn't as dreadful as how last semester was. But honestly, at least I got As last semester... I don't anymore for this semester.

I suck!!

Okay, it's because I can't be bothered anymore. Actually, I can't be bothered ever since last semester. Give me something I'm interested in and I'll be passionate about it. But sad to speak, nothing so far in my own core diploma have I find anything interesting.

I think I have some serious issues. Like seriously!

Anyways, I think Hei and I are having some issues too. I mean, we can get pissed off at each other EVERYDAY. I mean how is that even possible. At least when both of us aren't happy with each other, we really do sit down and talk about it.

Sometimes in a happy and good tone, sometimes in a super annoyed tone. Both of us have our share so yeah...

And we're seriously super fast in admitting mistakes. None of us tried to explain for ourselves or try to defend ourselves. I'm super glad to have someone who finally tries to put himself in my shoes.

Yes, I do think from his point too. And it truly did get me into a lot of trouble. But boy, I did not regret one moment of it.

Okay... maybe a little bit at the point of time.

But honestly, never give a boy too much freedom. Once he gets a taste of it, he'll demand at least that amount of freedom from you.

Giving him that amount of freedom doesn't mean he can abuse it.

Oh shit, I feel like his mom now. Fuck!!!

Okay, initially, whenever he wants to drink, he'll ask me. He won't even smoke whenever I'm around. When I started to let him drink and smoke a little, he started to cross the line, well gradually. Yeah, he even got fucking drunk in front of me. It's funny so he saved his ass on that part. But the smoking part? Atrocious. He doesn't even ask me if he can anymore. Stupid boy!

And the worst part? He used to tell me where he is going before he goes out. Then when he realizes I don't stop him from going out to any places, he doesn't tell me anymore. He just goes there and only tells me when he reaches there... or when I ask.

Stupid boy!!

Not going to tell him where I'm going to next time I'm going out too.

Sorry baby, but this is a give and take thing.

But honestly, he already saw me without makeup, at my ugliest moment and he also got punched in the face by me. Yeah, I think I punched, kicked and well... yeah...

Others were saying that 我們家暴 from the huge bruise on my thigh. And how he literally sat on my lap once...

I was talking with Steven then and Hei just got up from my lap after just kiddingishly sat on it and Steven was like saying (not the exact quote so please...) 我們都在講你那個是小黑家暴，看來真的是他家暴耶…

IDK why but I find it so funny. Maybe it's because I'm the one who ACCIDENTALLY (I insist) punched him more than anything else.

I punched him in the face (like cheek/jaw area) probably like at least twice. LOL!!!

Okay, I'm tired now. Don't wanna blog anymore. So KTHXBAI!!

Oh yeah, I'll be really angry with him tomorrow if he's still at that pub now. And if he has nowhere to go tomorrow, I'll be doubly pissed.

So, he better be super careful tomorrow. If not, I'll just stay at home.