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Friday, May 14, 2010

not an emo post

I want to blog about happy things too.

Do you think I like to feel so fucking negative and mope around the entire day? Hell NO, I'm telling you.

I know I do have happy things going on around me but do you know the feeling where the sad things stay in your head much longer and affect you so much more than the happy ones and it clouds your sanity so much to the fact that you feel like fucking this world upside down, inside out?

...

Metaphorically speaking, of course.

Okay. Since people had been asking me where is my happy self, I shall show you my happy self.

So, let's see what happen these few days that are worthy enough for me to be happy.

I went to Cine the other day and guess who I saw at the counter? I initially didn't want to go down to Cine at all BUT it has been so long since I saw Jo so I walked there. Yes, I walked there from Far East. In heels. Oh Lord. How many more toes have I sacrificed for Jo?

And Jo, you better see this, kay?!!

So yeah, went there and saw Jo's EC. And he was so cute. So so cute.

*coughs*

Yeah, CUTE!! Muddafugging cute.

I thought of using 'motherfucking' cute but I really don't wanna fuck his mother. I really don't.

*chew lips*

Yeah.

So back to him.

Sheesh. He's Jo EC. Not mine. *note to self* But he's so cute. I mean, Jo and I finally find the same guy cute. Like THE.SAME.GUY.CUTE. Both our tastes in guys were so different. The guys we used to bio while working were so different.

Okay, so were asking if he remembers me and he said he did. And smiled his really cute smile. HAHAHAHAHA!!!

I'm so happy. Pity he has a girlfriend already. Or so I heard.

So after a while, XX finished playing his game and asked me over. Guess what for. I told him I'm not going to take his pool tray to the counter for him and he took it himself. Then I went over. And while on the way towards him, he asked me to help him take his cue for him.

WTFFFFFFF!!!

And I really did that. Double WTFFFFFFFFF!!

Actually I thought we were on bad terms with each other. Usually when we see each other at the pool place or at koufu, both of us would look at each other, give each other our black/blank face and not say hi.

So naturally I thought we were on bad terms.

But I didn't know I could talk with him the other day. Happy-ing!!

And he was so funny. Seriously.

He laughs while moving his shoulders up and down. I mean, was that deliberate?

Though I've one thing I couldn't understand. He's younger than me by at least 1 to 3 years (I really can't guess his age. He looks too damn young) but he always claim and insist that he's older than me.

He always claims to be 1990 but my guess is that he's either 1992 or 93. I'm betting on '93 though.

Cause we were talking about beers and he said something about me drinking underage and I told him I'm above the drinking limit for 300 hundred years. And he was like saying if so, he's over by a thousand year. Then I called him a 千年老妖.

Okay. I know he's just kidding with me. I look so damn old. I feel like slashing my own wrists.

And I finished my mocha and was giving to Jo and telling her that I'm 請ing her and XX was so happy and said thanks. He held up the cup, gave the '-.-' face and 請 Jo. Then Jo said 娘 or something like this to 熊 and he said that to me. I gave him the 'huh' face and said 爹 to him. And he looked at me and was like 'OKAY' before giving the cup to Jo and asked her to throw it for us.

I really have no idea what was going on between the three of us then. I think we were mad.

And was also complaining to Jo that working in Kpool made me heavier by 4kg. Literally. And XX was saying that the next time I work there and there's someone who wants to open a table, I'll walk there with them, lay out the pool balls for them. And if they buy drinks, then open for them and feed it for them.

EXERCISE while working.

Bullshit boy! But it was fun talking with him and Jo. Had been so long since I felt so happy.

But he was wrong on one thing. I'm not 厭倦ing, I'm 畏懼ing. The boy we were talking about seems so 花 and why the hell do I keep knowing guys like this. FML.

Of course the day was ruined after wards. Not going to say what. But both April and Rui Qi knew that very well.

Especially Rui Qi. He was so fucking worried for me when I told him I was in a pub with friends of friends and I didn't really know them and really wanted to go home. He really did actually wanted to come and find me to bring me home. Didn't know he was such an awesome guy!! My phone completely died and couldn't reply him and I forgot to return his text after I got home.

And he suddenly smsed me telling me that I didn't reply him for so long and hope I'm alright. Then I replied him saying my phone died and he was like 嚇死人囖

感動 to the max, I'm telling you!!!

Anyways, moving on. I am so screwed for today's practical and the impact haven't hit me yet. I'm waiting for it and I think I'm going to be more whiny than ever when it comes. Fmyfriend'sL.

So with my lack in sleep, I was singing and wriggling during the test and flashing smiles to TSO, Andrew and Sam.

Then Andrew and Sam suddenly appeared and smiled at me, talked to each other and Sam suddenly said that the light was there to melt my makeup. I told them my makeup was the least of my worries. The spots I'm seeing behind my eyes are my main worry.

I think they laughed before offering me a seat. And I was telling the TSO about the spots. I think he laughed too. I was sad.

And after my test, the TSO came in and asked if I recorded anything. I told him no and did a wriggled/flapping action with my hand. And he was like what-the-hell-is-she-doing-is-she-high-on-drugs?

Then he was stashing me all the rubbish and saying thank you. I think I might stop thinking that the TSOs are all snobs now.

Went home and my day was ruined again.

Seriously!! What the fuck man, what the fuck!!

And Sam just sent a mail saying for a weekly meetup for PD and FYP. Shall reply his mail about 3am. Before I sleep. I shall... try and remember. And I forgot to return one of my books which is supposed to be returned by today. ARGHS!!!

Okay, time to do something else.

Oh, for emphasis, I hate 花的男生… 雖然花美男就當然另當別論啦。

And why do I say this? Cause I actually only thought the only 花美男 I would ever see is 亞翔 before he cut his hair shorter. But guess what? I saw another guy from my school that is so hot. Hotter than 亞翔 in my opinion, though I think I saw him for a good 100-200m away. And if you must know, my lenses are of a weaker degree than what my eyes are now. So, please don't quote me huh :DD

Okay, yes. Time to stop this entry.

It's not an emo entry right? Happy now people?