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Tuesday, June 1, 2010

it has only been 4 days

Everything has been going around like a whirlwind around me and I have lost all total concept of time. Honestly, all concept.

I was talking with Pam on Sunday and was asking why isn't the 8th floor opened and proclaimed that it was Friday. Both Pam and H looked at me as if I was mad before I heard my own gasp and realized it was Sunday.

Seriously, can you even blame me for that?

Let's see...

Friday was a holiday and I slept around 8am that morning after eating MCD's breakfast delivery. Then woke up a few hours later and went over to H's house. Went to Cine in the night. Sat in the cashier with Wendy for a little and snatched her jobs from her. I think I like working in Kpool a little bit too much.

Mandy came soonafter and asked me to work in her stead. I told her I can until H wants to leave. Somehow, given a choice between hanging out with the people I worked with and H's friends, I'll stick with the people I know. Even if I've ate, slept under the same roof, hung out together with H's friends before.

Anyways, Ken did call once and he asked me who am I through the phone. Told him I'm Joycelyn and he thought I was Joycelyn Ang cause he told me that he forgot to let me sign some event thingy which happened earlier that day.

Damn. I thought I could get some free money.

Anyways, after going off from Kpool, we initially wanted to check out the Prince of Persia but tickets were all sold out until unearthly hours.

Home, we decided to go back to. We were waiting for the cab in front of Centerpoint and there was this lady with a bag and a puppy inside. H was playing with it and suddenly got the idea of freaking the puppy out with my IC. It indeed got freaked out. I be rejected by a puppy.

Then someone asked him to go supperclub and I said that he can. Seeing it will be a nice change for once for me to go home on a Friday night. Yes, for once.

Things got a little rough between us that night. Then he complained about being hungry and I was irritated enough with him and shooed him out for supper.

You know the traffic lights between Bugis street and Bugis Junction? We crossed the street from the Bugis street to the half of the streets legally. Meaning, green man.

But for the other half, it's the red.

Little did we know there are two cops there ambushing people who crossed the streets illegally. Am so pissed.

Took both our ICs down and I remembered not even swearing slightly. Yes, I was that pissed with H to even care about that. Man, I think anger is a scary thing to have within ourselves.

Went for supper at LL and told him that he can go clubbing. I'm not going to stop him. Then he said that he's gonna be a good man and wanted to leave. I was pointing towards the counter and he realized he haven't asked for bill. I be embarrassed if I had left with him.

We were talking in the night and from some trust question, he then asked me if I trusted my 老公. I asked if he wanted to hear the truth. He said yes. I said I still don't believe in love.

He turned around and not spoke for a while. When he finally did, he said that tore him up a lot.

I think I fell asleep for a little while.

I woke up after a while (or so I hope) and tapped his back which was facing me gently, asking him if he was asleep. He made some indication that he wasn't but it was obvious enough and I decided to not take that as a hint.

I turned around and laid on my back.

He then too turned around and laid on his back. I turned my head towards him and looked at him. His eyes were opened but they weren't looking at me.

I grabbed his arms and said the lines I had rehearsed in my head for the past 2 minutes before tapping his shoulders,

I asked him if he can promised me three things. He didn't agree to it but asked what was it. I told him that no matter how good or hot or cute or pretty or nice the other girls are, or no matter how bad I am, and no matter what happens, he can't leave me.

He looked at me and said he'll promise me.

I knew that trick worked. Well, not exactly a trick, but better than what I would have done in the past. At least, I'm facing it straight on now.

Then I was like, asking a bit more questions. Like no matter how hot the other girls are. He said he can. I said no matter how mad I am, no matter how easily I lose my temper, he said he can. I asked if I don't accompany him and ignored him. He said, if it's only for the first week, he'll let it slide. If it's two weeks, then he'll miss me a lot. But that's the most he can take. But if I'm always at home, be a nice girl as I always am (on the surface) then he'll be okay even on the third.

Yes, little things like this can work. But it wasn't exactly a trick. Part of me wanted to tell him that too. Insecurity on my side. I am a very hard person to be assured, I know.

Then things picked up and we talked and laughed till 7 plus 8 before both of us fell asleep.

Woke up around 3 or 4 and I got my shower. YAY!!

Went to Cine wanting to watch Prince of Persia but the next timing that was free was almost 1am and we were there at 9pm. The rest of the slots were full.

That's why we decided to go to Iluma. Got a 11.20pm slot and we went home to kill some time before going to Iluma to watch it.

He went clubbing after that and I went home.

Sunday: Went over to Bugis to get an Iphone. We had to wait for an hour and a half before our turn and I always went mad hearing that duration. H then suggested for a book and coffee and I think I liked that idea, a lot.

So we went to kino and I was looking through books and him through magazines. I decided that I wanted to get a book and he paid for mine. Twice the price of his even though I've thought to pay for it myself.

Went to J and Co and had our coffee and doughnuts before heading over to Singtel when I got their text. Afterwards was to to his place again. He was honest and told me where he went. But I forgot. I mean, I was concerned. But I don't want to feel sad because of the attention he's putting somewhere else. And by that, I mean fun... for now. Until I find some other things.

Hung around a bit before going over to look for Pam. Stole takoyaki from her and it was yum!!

Watched sex in the city 2. Awkward because I didn't even watch the first one and decided to choose that movie.

Had pork chop baked rice after that. I think I have this thing with baked rice lately. I swear!!

After dinper (dinner + supper) was Suitez. Didn't wanted to go and he presumed I was going to go with him. Where is my voice? I thought I was entitled to one.

Went there and webcam. I don't sing with people I don't know, period.

Cam with WY at first and it was disastrous.

H knew I was webcamming with him and left us alone. But Michael just have to come along and asked if I was camming with a guy. I said yes and he went over to report to H. I can has sharp ears if I want to.

Michael was telling H I was camming with a guy and H was saying he knew I was. He was my senior and had seen him before. Then Michael must have given H some funny ideas and went over to where I was and pulled up their shirts and wriggled their tummies for WY.

I be embarrassed.

Then I talked with WY for a little while until I realized I wasn't paying enough attention to H and went over and talked a little with him. I shouldn't have left my cam untended. I really shouldn't.

Michael went over and humped the elephant chair in front of it then EVERYONE joined in.

Michael, Tony, Tun Wei, Xiao Yu and H. I think. The only person that didn't join in was Jia Bao's boyf.

Then WY just went canceled the video call and I was so apologetic.

But he wasn't the last one. Cam with GL next and I think he had the same fate. Just a little better. And he saw me slipped off the sofa onto the floor. I be embarrassed for long now.

I love friends who cams with me whenever I'm bored. But seeing how crazy those people are, I think I won't have a lot of cam friends by the end of this month. Which is pretty much... end of... err... JUNE! Yeah, JUNE!

Then they went to JB's house without asking me... again. H! Where's my voice again? Did I give it to you when we made the deal?

When over there and played with my Iphone and talked a little with the girls. Then they asked us to play 5-10-15 in the huge group.

Forfeit for guys were to have their nipples clipped and tugged off with clothes pegs while girls have the easier one.

H was super nice to me but when asked to changed seats with XY, he was so worried for me. He was like, if I lose, he'll shield it for me. I was happily embarrassed but asked him not to do it.

I lost once and was asked to drink beer. I gladly do so. Because before and after my lost, I was terribly terrified.

All the guys have been pegged. No one left unharmed.

And halfway during the game, H found those types of hangers with pegs on them. He adjusted the pegs and realized it can be used. 'Lil Tony had that 5 pegs in the night.

I can't decide if I were to laugh or feel the pain. I think I felt both... in a super sadistic way that I wasn't happy with.

Played till 7am and all of us were super tired. Then home we went and H just drove me to his house. I thought of going back to my own house. My voice, boy, my voice!!

But I didn't resist cause I was super tired. Fell asleep around 8am after setting the alarm at 1030. We wanted to get breakfast. Okay, I wanted and he liked the idea.

But when I woke up at 1030, I turned around to reach for my phone and that action woke him up. I looked at him and saw his eyes. I promptly turned around and pretended that the time is not yet here.

Then woke up around 11 plus and read the book I got at Kino.

Read till 12 ish 1 before going back to sleep. Woke up at 2pm by H and went for a shower. Had a little talk with Ran about the game we had the night before.

Then while waiting for the heater to heat up, I went back into bed disturb H again. Ran came into the room and asked a little about how our night was. He was saying that he saw two corpses as he passed our room while going out.

He was saying how I was lying on my side and H on his back. I was disturbed as to why he remembered how we slept and myself remembering him for remembering how we slept.

LOL Okay, actually I wasn't.

Then went for my shower. I love sitting in tubs showering but the only thing I hate is the getting up part. I always feel fat getting up.

Make up while H showered. And went to look for schools with him.

The first school was a bitch in all honesty and the second was amazing. I mean, ties is one thing. But knowing a lot of people and get into school based on such are another. WOW is one word I can think of, then and now.

Then went to PS for my screen guard. Had pastamania before that. Had chicken ham and sausage baked rice again. Remember what I said about the thing with baked rice?

After getting food was to get a screen guard for my iphone. I noticed how I never really paid for my own screen guard. Heh.

Slept and talked until night where I asked if he wanted MCD delivery.

Ordered mad loads for both of us and we can finish it.

We got a fish fillet, a mcspicy, 3 packets of fries, a 6 piece nuggets and a 20 piece nuggets and 3 drinks. We fucking finished it. Now I know why we're getting fatter.

Then talked a little bit more till 330 and he sent me home. Before going home, I asked to check my account and I think I died a little on the inside.

Sigh, I really am on a spending spree lately.

And he asked me to go out with him tomorrow. And accompany him on Wednesday. But he has tuition in the morning and I have some concert thing in the evening. Then he said he wanted to go with me to Universal Studios one of these days and he's leaving on Friday.

How tighter can our schedule be?

And he's coming back on the 13th. YAY to him for really coming back so soon. YAY!! But the thing is, my school starts on the 14th. He said he felt like spouting expletives after knowing that. I laughed.

OH!! I really am being affected too much by H. I mean, being the one who does a lot of actions, I am kind of used to it following by how he loves to pretend/act. But speaking like him? Oh god!! Oh god!! I actually said XXX si sa siao? (Meaning what is XXX in tai yu.) He laughed a bit too loud and long after that. I be troubled.

And he's mean. I wanted to poke my forehead and poke me in my left eye instead. He laughed hard and long too. And said he actually say the himself poking in my eye. I swear it was from the punch and kicks I've given him. I swear that was revenge. LAUGHS!!!

Okay. I'm tired and it's 6am now. GTG!! BYE!!