I greatly appreciate [Wake up please] for sharing Hosea 11:7 with me. I merely asked for a reason and i seriously got one. I truly appreciate it. Thanks.

(And [Wake up please], if you happen to read this, which i hope you do. Could you please contact me through my friendster (links at the side) or through yuchingjoy@gmail.com? Thanks a million.)

Updates: This issue on Church or Christianity is never so simple. The way it's presented to us is just a relationship with Christ and ourselves. Just the two of us. No one else. But that's how it's presented to us in words or verbal form. But never in reality. I have no desire at all to talk about this issue any longer, since it was a very old issue. No use bringing it all up once again. God sees and understands me and He knows the truth. That's all the reassurance i need. I have no use of worldly reassurance of leaders. I just need God's reassurance. And i've got it. I'm satisfied as for now.

The closer we are to the truth, the more it will delude from us. Sad but true. I might have backslided from church but never from God. My love for Christ is too deep for me to leave Him. I will never stop calling myself a Christian. Never stop admitting that i'm a proud daughter of Christ.

But i will and i shall and i AM also proudly saying that i am a backslider from HoGc. (Not from God, just from HoGc.)

Up-updates : How come all the backsliders (at least a PTL and above) backslide due to the SAME REASON. I'm getting too freaked out. Can someone at least give me a different reason?!?