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Sunday, March 23, 2008

Long post of random-ness

Alrighty, i did up my comments box but i'll do moderation. I'm sibeh afraid of people flaming me. But i'm MORE afraid to know that others can see people flaming me. *embarrassed laugh* But i will still let out comments, depending. So people, please do comment me, kies? *looks sweetly at all of you*

Though i know that my comments will be a pathetic ZERO for a long long time, but i hope that one day, just one day, the number of people commenting me will shoot up.

Anyway, i tried to edit the comment section. Honestly i tried to. But i guess i'm still a noob at it. I tried to do up the direct link section, i tried to give it a border, i tried to change the font family, i tried to change the font size, i tried to do a lot of things but all FAILED. The only thing i've managed is the font color. Sheesh. Don't ask me how come i can do the font colour but not the rest. But i will try to do it again at some other day when i'm not feeling so down.

Shucks, i'm just feeling so emo. *slaps myself* I remember the time when i step into Wei Jie's friendster profile, emotions will overwhelm me. This is happening again when i click into April's friendster. How much i wanted to leave her a comment and tell her that i appreciate her shoutout, but i know i'm just asking for one tight slap if i'm going to do that.

But then again, she's being very nice by not putting responsibility or blame on my shoulders. Therefore, i shouldn't blame her too. It's so not nice. It's my way of doing stuff. If no one flames me, i don't go and flame that particular person. Since she didn't blame me for that, i shouldn't blame her too.

But April, tell me the truth. Whatever your mother told me, did she get the words from you? Tell me the truth if you ever see this portion.

I have no idea how to face her for the next 3 years in our RP life. I know both of us couldn't pretend that this whole issue didn't occur before. So should i turn away when i see her? Or should i pretend i didn't see her? Or should i stare at her? Or should i cry in front of her? Or should i be hypocritical and smile at her? Damn. How come it's so hard to find a way to face her.

I want to talk things out with her. I want to. I need to. I have to. DAMN IT, but she don't want to.

I'm so glad that i'm not having PMS now. If not, it will be so much worse than now. I might even take my own life. *gasp* I wouldn't, i hope. If i'm ever going to die, it'll be of heartache anyway.

If you think i'm emo up there, then you should be glad that i ate a slice of very-oh-sinful-for-my-tummy chocolate cake just now. Sibeh nice.

Mum bought it for me. Around $3.20 per slice. Very tasty for this price. Anyway, mum was telling me what dada did. I was almost crying.

After mum bought this slice of cake, dada didn't want to buy any more bread for himself. He said that he would go home and cook maggie mee for supper instead. Cut cost. For the cake is too ex.

Nothing much to you, but damn touching for me can? It's not the first time dada sacrifice for me. From little things like me eating cake, him eating maggie mee. And me getting a desktop instead of him getting a new air con. To big money like him selling off his insurance to help me raise money for surgery. Wahlao. Such a good father. I shall love dada forever. I shall be very very very filial to them when i grow up.

But i finished the cake all the same. Too tempting already. Now i'm not going to eat anything until dinner tomorrow. I need to get the oh-so-sinful-weight off my scale.

And *grins*. I have the same advertisement as Benjamin. *smiles* I got the same bangs as him. I got the same advertisement. I have... *kicks myself* STOP GETTING OBSESSED WITH BENJAMIN.

Boyfriend, i don't love Benjamin. He's just another blogger. No worries, k?

I was msn-ing one of my friend who happens to be a guy just now and he's so... ... *grr*

Me: Wahlao
Me: How can like that one
Me: *kicks you where it'll hurt*
He: OWWWUCHHH!!!!
He: Cannot anyhow kick, later cannot have babies, i'll blame you
Me: *hits forehead with hand*
Me: I got say i'm gonna kick your crotch meh?
He: You said where it hurts what
He: Then girl kick guy at where it hurts, only got there
Me: *hits your head*
Me: Does that hurt?
He: NO!!!
He: Virtual hitting doesn't hurt
Me: OEI!!!
He: Fine fine, *palms up*
Me: *fumes*
He: I know lah, you kick anywhere also will hurt lor
Me: *ignoring*
He: Okay lah, sorry lah, i didn't want to meant it that way
Me: *ignoring*
He: Wah seh, you so petty meh
He: Like that jiu ignore me
Me: *looks at you weirdly then continues to ignore because i'm eating*
He: CHEY
Me: Don't anyhow assume
He: *ignores*
Me: *kicks you where it'll hurt, like your legs*
He: *siam by jumping up*
Me: *kicks your head*
He: Impossible
He: I too tall, your leg cannot reach
Me: OEI, don't despise short people leh
Me: Hot hair rises, so i have cooler air down here
He: But i have cleaner air, don't need to fight for oxygen
He: Worse when people fart
Me: Wahlao, i so short liao, still like that poke me
He: Grow taller lah
Me: You chop off your legs leh
He: Chop off still taller than you
He: You too short le
Me: *strangles you*
He: You too short, cannot reach my neck
Me: I ask boyfriend to strangle you lor
He: Sad, he don't know me
Me: I ask your girlfriend lor
He: Don't have leh, too bad
Me: Wahlao, i hypnotize you to strangle yourself lor
He: You too dumb to learn hypnosis
Me: *roars*
Me: He who laughs last, laughs best
He: Wrong liao, is He who laughs last prolly didn't understand the joke at first
Me: The next time i see you, i WILL kick you where it'll hurt. Like your crotch
He: SEH! You so bad.
He: Later your stead leave you
Me: *looks around worriedly*
Me: Shucks
He: Scared hor?
Me: *glares at you and hopes you have acne on your face for the rest of your life*
He: That's you
Me: Wahlao, you today very good sia
Me: Say my height, say my pimples
Me: *shuffles to a corner and cries*
He: LMHO
Me: Then still laugh
Me: *cries even louder*
He: *gives you sweet*
Me: *hits the sweet away*
Me: I want the sweets that L eats
He: Other people is a genius then can eat, you cannot
Me: Oi, my studies not that bad lor
He: But i better
Me: You different can a not
Me: You genius
Me: I average
He: *looks down at you, cause you too short, then looks away*
Me: *jabs your eye*
He: *tip toes, so you cannot reach*
Me: Wahlao
Me: *ignores*
He: Again?
Me: *ignores*
He: Eating again?
Me: Yea, dinner
Me: Very yummy
He: So fat still eat
Me: Thinner than you
He: Sorry, mine is pecs, yours is fats
Me: If one day i ever see you, i'll poke your eyes with the sharpest heel i can find
He: I will remember to wear shades then
He: And you can't
He: If you ever do that, the long line of girls that's trying to win my favour will kill you
Me: Yea hor, since you so popular then still single
Me: You gay right?
He: Yes, i'm gay
Me: *stunned*
He: Gay = happy
Me: *shakes head*
Me: So you're a happy gay?
He: Just the happy type of gay, not the type you like
Me: Siao, when did i ever like gays?
Me: If i like, the first gay i like confirm is you
Me: But sad, i don't like you means i don't like gay
He: *hurt*
Me: Fine fine, go talk to your long stretch of girls
Me: Got to eat dinner
Me: TTYA
He: LOL!! Tata

A long random chat about nothing. But nonetheless a fun guy to talk to. And nope, this ain't Clement. Lazy to post two MSNs in one night. I had hell clicking here and there just to type this out. *smiles* And i think this conversation is more random. Therefore posted this instead of Clement's.

Anyway, reading this message history makes me feel so much better. It took my mind off April's issue. Damn. I reminded myself again. *hits my own head*