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Saturday, March 8, 2008

This is man and i should be more understanding

It's 5am and i'm still as awake as ever. I wonder how come i'm so lethargic in the day but yet so energetic in the night. Theoretically, i guess that my vampire self is going to take over my sane mind very soon, but practically i guess it's just my internal clock. Nothing new.

Anyway, i've just got a new straightener today. Now, I have sibeh nice and straight hair. I am so satisfied with it that i will straighten it everyday. Or until i get lazy of straightening it.

And i was out with April and Thea today. I missed the both of them. Didn't see them for like ... ... DAYS. Plus we had gelare TWICE today. Resulting in a very poor Forbire now. I didn't took any pictures today because i had virtually no makeup on. And i forgot to bring my shades out. Very bad.

I almost seemed like an auntie today. Especially more like one when I went to Fairprice to get chocolates for the both of them. I spent like almost $10 for just 2 bars of chocolates. Which is like not very expensive in comparison to Rochers. ($11.90 for a box) *drools* But still...

*Coughs* As i was saying, i was very unsightly today. No makeup, no shades, with Fairprice plastic bags, 3 bottles of saline and one very ugly hand carrier bag. *pukes* Good thing that i didn't see anyone i know on the way there. *phew*

Anyway, had a talk with Thea on the way towards Sembawang arcade. I was really glad and thankful towards Thea. She protected me against people like Wei Jie and Ziling. *sighs* I knew Wei Jie hated me, and i shall forgive him for that. But the thing is, HOW CAN HE JUST PUSH EVERYTHING ONTO ME?

Isn't it the truth when he called me a problematic backslider? Why? He dared to say it but don't want others to know he said that before? Fine, if he insists on labeling me as a problematic backslider, i'll take it. I was only a backslider of his church but was never a backslider from God. UNTIL THE FREAKING DAY WHERE I WAS DUMB ENOUGH TO STEP INSIDE HIS CHURCH AGAIN. *Damn, i thought i didn't want to mention this irritating subject again? But anyway.*

Now, i proudly proclaim that i'm a free thinker. No credits given to HoGc though. *overflowing with scarcasm*

And i digress. As i was saying, i'm a problematic backslider. And how come when Thea used that in Wei Jie's face, Wei Jie had to reply, "Yu Ching say de ar?" C'mon. Yes means yes. No means no. When you said it before, just say that you DID said it before. You don't have to reply, "Yu Ching say de ar?" Unless you insist that you never said these two words 'problematic backsliders' before. Then i have nothing against you. But YOUR conscience will be. *shrugs shoulders* And yes, Yu Ching refers to me.

But i do have to admit that he's a very clever man. He knows what to say in front of people. I remember when April asked me to ask him this one question. "Who was the one that is supposed to integrate me." He boldly said, "April". In which the 'order' April got from Wei Jie was that she wasn't supposed to integrate me at all for he will integrate me himself.

Another instance was when April asked me to ask him again, "Then who was the one who integrated Thea when she hurt her knee?" Wei Jie once again replied very tactfully and cleverly. "Wei Kiat, Christopher and himself had took care of her. And although April did take care of Thea during that 3 months, but i couldn't take the credit away from the guys too. And it's not about the credit anyway."

PUI!!!!

I've asked both April AND Thea. And true, Wei Kiat, Christopher and Wei Jie had took care of Thea. Like less than 5 days in the entire 3 months. And it was April who went up almost EVERYDAY during that 3 months.

One side was LESS THAN 5 days. The other is like close to 90. No need for credits. YES, NO NEED FOR CREDITS. Cause you will be taking away all of April's credits if you want to claim for it.

There was also a few issues similar to these from Thea's side. I'm not surprised when she told me this. It's the same person. And if the character from the particular person never change, the same thing will happen over and over again. This applies to every single one though.

But i expect that's how humans are. They say things according to situations. (And i do that too) I can say this in front of you but that in front of others. (Regarding the same issue) I couldn't blame them for not being truthful. Because i too make this mistake very often too. We're still humans at the end of the day. Can't blame anyone though. This is man.

Anyway, i'm not so interested in what happened like gazillion years ago. What i am interested is, HOW COME WEI JIE AND ZILING IS ASKING FOR MY BLOG URL? I know they ain't so kind hearted as to have the thought of feeding me when they ask for my link. They're definitely up to something when they do that. But even if they come into my site, i wouldn't know. Unless they email me to tell me that they came to my site. And since i've changed my phone number they can't can't call me. But damn. Alton and Alvin has my new number. Or was it Eileen and Alvin. I can't remember whom Alvin had given my number to. But if they ever DESIRE to seek trouble for me, i will... i will... *crack knuckles*

I will CALL April and boyfriend. (or maybe Ugine's sister too) Ask them to intimidate those people. *laughs* JUST KIDDING. I'm not so mean anyway. They wouldn't call me. They wouldn't mail me. They wouldn't do anything to me except maybe gossip a little about me. Then it should end about there. What else can they do?

Anyway, i had no idea how come there are still people speaking up for them. I had nothing against those who stood on their side because i knew that they didn't know the whole story and therefore couldn't understand my actions and feelings. Plus there's also a few whom i deeply respected when they talked to me about this issue on Christianity and churches.

Sheesh, this topic is seriously boring myself out. I shall end here and snuggle into my welcoming bed. I hope Thea wouldn't call me too early tomorrow for the manicure. I'm sibeh tired now.

Tata everyone.

Dumb clever quotes of the day (dawn): [You only have one chance to live. Don't do things that you know you will regret in the future. Live your life happily.]