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Saturday, May 10, 2008
Listen. Can you ever?
Let me rant first. Let me rant first. LET ME RANT FIRST.WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. Damn. My anger is still here. Let me continue. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. WHAT THE HELL. Better now. I'm so pissed. My mother is blaming me for being cold towards her. Well. Is it my fault? Shouldn't i be pissed if you had accused me for so many things i didn't do? All the little nitty gritty things you once put on my name was still bearable because i wasn't at my weakest. But when i was at my weakest point, when i was so helpless, even you, MY PARENTS, didn't believed in me. Could you blame me for being hurt? Could you blame me for not being able to trust you as much as i could have? I always believed in you. I always put my faith in that no matter what happens, parents will always be there for me. Or to be there to trust me. At least that's what you had told me. But what about now? Being accused? Did you even bother to listen to my explanation? Did you even bother to think about what i'd said? Did it ever occur to you that i am a soul with feelings too? Did it ever occur to you that i am still a human who would fall sick? Did it ever occur to you that when someone is sick, they're naturally emotional? Did it ever occur to you that if you stab someone when she's being emotional, you would have hurt her more than ever? Did it occur to you that even if she didn't cry, her heart had been shattered? Did it ever occur to you that the little pieces of her heart was beating and hurting her but yet she couldn't tell anyone? Did it ever occur to you that behind that nonchalant face looking at you everyday is a bleeding heart? I guess, my parents had never noticed this. They chose to not believe. They chose not to. Given the freedom to choose and their choice had determine how i am supposed to face them. It's not me who wanted it this way. It's them who caused it. ----------------------- Anyway, i was being emotional just now. Before 'anon' or whoever it is to come to my blog and call me "illogical and incomprehensible", i better state this first. Well. How logical do you want me to be when i'm crying? In which i rarely do cry. Moving on. I was trying to come out with a new blogskin myself but i guess i failed. I did it half way and i got too lazy. That's why i've decided to just change the header for a little while until i get my lazy butt moving to continue editing. But in the mean time, let me scare all of you who clicks on my link. *grins* P/s: Tomorrow's Mother's Day. (: |
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