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Saturday, June 7, 2008

Some people seriously deserve to die

I know it's 5.53am right now, but i just blog surfed and i'm extremely angry right now. And you might want to know how hard i'm curbing myself from using expletives.

I don't see how come some guys deserve to live. Poor friend of mine is dying of heartache and there you are, gloating about your new love in front of her. I can't say anything about her being attracted to you (just like some people have no idea how come i love drummers so much), but how could you break her heart and still smile at her.

Do you know that she's dying inside. This isn't the first time. May it be the previous guy, or may it be you, all of you had hurt so deeply that i didn't even dare to imagine.

She's a lady for Pete's sake. At least THINK about her feelings, will you?

Be a TAD more considerate, won't you?

If you have to gloat about your new love, gloat it in front of me. Gloat it in front of someone else. Why her? WHY HER?

Outside she's smiling. Inside she's dying.

Oh no, no thanks to you. NO THANKS TO YOU.

You know, i've told April this before, but now i'm telling it to you (if you ever know i'm referring to you), SOME PEOPLE DIE WHILE OTHERS LIVED. SOME PEOPLE ARE APPRECIATED FOR BEING HERE ON EARTH, WHILE OTHERS ARE DESPISED EVEN WHEN DEAD.

You know something? I wouldn't even cry if you're dead. I wouldn't even be bothered.

WHO ASKED YOU TO HURT ONE OF MY BESTIES. (Adapted from Frez), YOU TOUCH MY BESTIES, YOU'RE DEAD.

And now, you chose to hurt one of my besties in class. Why not you try and guess how much hatred i have in store for you?

I've no idea how deep you have hurt her. Now, i think that your death is not worthy enough to be meant as an apology to her. But if she's still being so hurtful for the next few days, i think that death is an easy way out for you. Too easy.

You have to go through what she had. You need to get your heart TRAMPLED and spat on, and most prolly you still wouldn't have known what she's been through.

Anyway, i shouldn't comment so much about you. Because i'm not sure if she would like it. For i still respect the fact that she likes you. I could have gone so much more worse, remember.

Moving on to happier things.

I bought ice cream!!! Mum wasn't happy, but still, i've got ICE CREAM!!!

The guy who were selling it looks like J*coughs*en. But wait, i think the guy who sold the ice cream is cuter.

This was the closest picture i could find that looks like him. Not too bad right? And i think i had shocked him with my accent. Sometimes i still speak with an accent, but i tried very hard to speak in a Singaporean tone (read Singlish)

And he spoke to me in English when he heard my accent but Mandarin to my neighbour. Not fair. My Mandarin is better than his. Alright, this might be self proclaimed, but still a fact. I'm stronger than him in Mandarin but he's better than me in Japanese.

AND he never offered to teach me. Even if i out of kindness, accompanied down to Bugis when no one is free to go with him. He never even taught me a few words. All those i known was NOT from him.

Anyway, the ice cream is good. Very good.

Moving on.

April and i were talking about Takuya Kimura. Till date, we knew three Takuyas and two were on a personal note. How come we never get to meet the people we want. I want to meet Takuya Kimura!!!

Anyway, let's skip the first one because i had once dissed him real bad on my blog before.

The next one is our IG faci. Takuya!!!! Ironically, he wasn't my Japanese Culture faci, but Electronic Music Production. But still, IG FACI!!!!!

Speaking about EMP, Wei Yi had finally accepted me into his MSN list. But now the next question is, 'Who's Wei Yi?'

And we'll be going down to school on Sunday. SUNDAY!!!

We'll be personally going down to destroy the school. I'm going to bring my four darling drum sticks, April with her chopsticks and tins, Marcus with his buckets and Val with her unknown stuff.

I hope i still remembered the things i've did two years back. It would be of some help, i guess.

Anyway, i had enough complaints for today. I got this feeling that this is long. And i'm still chatting with April on MSN.

Look, i'm not going to tell you the time now. *Psst, it's 6.32am*

And Haylie. If you read this, can you tell me? (:

P/s: Could you believe it. I had been in the same class with this girl throughout the four years of my secondary school life, and till date, she still thinks i'm a Taiwanese. This is an outrage.

Why not think of me as a Japanese instead?