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Monday, August 25, 2008
Okay.
I insist i'm not sad.I insist i'm not disappointed. I insist i'm not feeling negatively. I insist i'm smiling. I insist that i'm not trying to lie to myself. Things will turn out better. I know for sure. For it is the darkest before it goes pitch black. Whatever shit i think i'm going through now, it's not the worst yet. There's still the phase of total pitch darkness which has yet to come. That's not a very reassuring thought, but at least this proves that i'm not at my worst yet. Someone, please tell me things will get better. No wait, not someone. I want him to tell me things will get better. I don't want just anyone, i want him. I don't want love from the whole world. I just want the person whom i like to like me back. That's all i want. Is it that hard? Even if he can't likes me back, i'm just contented with us being friends. But somehow, things turn out to be that even that seems too much for me to ask. Anyway, i remember why did i start blogging eons back. I did have loads of blogs along the way, but my first official one was at wretch.cc. I started blogging because Arron blogged there too. And now, i'm starting to blog at sina.cn (no links yet) because Baron is blogging there. NO wait. He's not blogging there either. His last post was centuries ago. But i'm still trying very hard to start a blog there. And don't bother reading it if you aren't good in Mandarin. Or if you can't at least understand basic traditional Chinese characters. P/s: I know this is kind of late. But who is free tomorrow? I'm initially supposed to go out with April but she suddenly had her last minute job. I'm going over to sembawang. Anyone free? Though i seriously doubt anyone would be free though. |
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