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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

5.12AM

I had so many things running through my head during the minutes which i can't seem to fall asleep and i wanted to blog about it so much.

But once i switch on my lappie, i totally forgot what i wanted to talk about.

Geez.

But anyway, tomorrow. Urms, i mean in 4.5 hours time, i will be meeting new faces. I'm not sure if i would be going through 4 months of shit, but whatever it is, i'm not going to have any expectations yet.

I rather be a blank slate right now and take in things as it goes along the way. I've formed judgments and opinions too early in semester one and i don't want to do it again.

I remember how i first make friends in E36C. I remembered the first friend i've made (not met) was Haylie. She was in my Cognitive group and somehow we just became friends. The next one was GL. He was too, in our Cognitive group.

I recall the first time i met GL. Pure joker. We were joking throughout the second breakout that we almost screwed third meeting. I think we had the worst ppts but then again, i think we had the most fun.

And throughout the week, Haylie was in the same team as Frez for a lot of times and me was with GL. I practically was in the same team as GL for 4 days per week. (I wonder how random is the randomizer in Leo was)

Somehow, Frez clicked with Haylie and i clicked with GL. And the 4 of us stayed behind after lessons to finish our RJ, to joke around, to smash chairs on each other around, to do weird titanic scenes around.

Those were the days. The nice, smiley wonderful moments.

But as the day passes by, GL started to have his obsessions. *coughs* Sandy *coughs* Priscilla *coughs* (I better not say anymore. In case i'm going to get murdered by him.)

With his obsessions, he seemed to go home earlier, leaving only Frez, Haylie and me.

Then Ben slowly came into the picture. I have no idea how, but he slowly came. And Ben was the first person i've met. I met him outside the classroom itself. But ironically, we aren't friends until later in the month.

Let's talk about how i met Ben first. I was outside the door and i saw him there too. So i went and asked him, "Is this E36C?" He replied with a yea and we went in. We sat at the middle table and on our laptops, while MSNing our own friends all the way.

But maybe our friends aren't enough to entertain ourselves. We added each other on MSN and talked there. Yep, MSNing each other even though we're sitting directly next to one another.

However, that's not the main thing with Ben. The funny thing was, at that point of time, i was pretty addicted to Typicalben's blog and April was just kidding with me that Benjamin would sit next to me in class.

And BINGO, she said it. The moment i heard that the guy that is next to me is Benjamin, you had no idea how hard i had to control myself from laughing out loud.

Anyway, back to the topic.

Ben slowly came into the picture and stayed back after class with us. We had fun. Real fun. The 4 of us, i've realized, are all jokers. We didn't bitch around much, but yet we had fun.

Then time came when i accidentally blurted out Haylie's crush. OOPS!!!

But she forgave me. *phew* But revenge is sweet. She purposely blurted out mine too, of course, with my permission. And things happened. But those shall be kept in the 4 of our memories. Hush hush.

All these are normal, at least i think. The most unexpected is having Jeff in our clique. It's not that i'm against Ah-Bengs, (actually, i am), but it's because i've hated him for at least 3 months. Surprising, eh?

I guess the first time i had really talk to him is for the organizing of class chalet. It was during the first one week break we had after the first 2 months of school. He came MSNing me out of the blue (yes, all of a sudden) and said that he wanted to plan a chalet. And asked me to help. (I honestly thought it was because he knew that i would have done this stuff before as church stuff always requires planning. But NO, he didn't know i was a christian until the end of the semester.)

Anyway, he asked me to help him but none of us did anything. All the way until the end of semester 2 is almost there. I guess it was the chalet which built a little bridge of friendship there.

But how we really got into a clique would be times where Frez, Haylie and me are going out for dinners. Which are sometimes quite frequent, and i guess Jeff just broke up with his girlfriend, so he asked if he could join us sfor dinner.

Movies and dinners brought our friendship closer to each other.

Slowly but surely, i started not to mind that he's a christian. A lame joker he definitely is. And the name F5 was even came up by him. Oh gosh, i'm smiling at myself at these memories.

And i can't even remember when and why, but GL started coming back into the picture again. I forgot when the few of us started to hang out with him again, but we did.

HH was definitely at the very end. But even till the end, i guess, HH was never in our clique before.

AND HE'S SERIOUSLY SUCH AN EMOTART!!!!

I seriously can't forget you guys:

Haylie - JLover. (Jonas, Joe, Jeff Hardy *winks*) Headbanger.

Frez - Funniest guy i'd ever known. Seriously.

Jeff - Somehow, the 2 words i can only think of to describe him right now is "Puking Lobster" (Ahhh, memories.)

Ben - Gay guy. Simple and to the point. (He even had FS boyfriends. OMG!!) *grins*

GL - Percassion Freak master. *bows and swoons at his feet* And a guy who sprouts vulgarities and acts so Beng even when he looks nerdish. And will act weird when he passes by a certain path beside a school in Pasir Ris.

HH - Percassion Freak master 2. *bows and swoons at his pointed shoes*

Up till now, i still hold all of you guys very dear in my memories.

And speaking of which, i think some of you guys had received my wrath in the past few days. I was really annoyed. If i had been acting very pissed off, i apologize for it.

I'm not really sure how many of you were told off by me, but i guess i just wasn't myself then. The only people that left unscattered are probably only my besties. I totally couldn't bring myself to be harsh at them. (So when it means when i'm mad at them, i had totally lost it.)

And yes, i screamed at Ben before. I was so furious at him. And Haylie thought i was angry at her. No i was not, silly. Frez, at that point of the time when i was pointing to Haylie's conversation and said that i was angry was because i was talking to Haylie about Ben. You two totally misunderstood me.

Anyway, if i was pretty mean to you or not myself a few days back, treat it as nothing alright?

Hmmm, i was just wondering, could this be a sign of menopause. *scratches chin*

Oh gosh, i'm getting to be so old that i couldn't believe it. Let me see, how old am i? 55? Oh great. I can't even remember my age. I guess, this i ain't having menopause, i'm just senile. *grins*

Anyway, it's 5am right now and i can foresee how i am going to be tomorrow. One word:

CRANKY.

Without sleep, how energetic can i get? Sheesh.

Anyway, let me randomly throw in some sentences before i go and take care of my dead camera's memory card. Yes, my camera is DEAD.

Only the strongest can conquer and command respect

Don't break it.
Break what?
You can't heal it if you break it.
Break what?
...My heart.

It's okay to wander off, but at the end of the day, please return to my side.

Love is a simple thing made complicated by us.

Slash my throat and stab my heart. It's an easier way for me to die rather than suffering from the heartache you gave me.

Dear heart, i've met a boy today. Prepare to shatter.