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Saturday, April 4, 2009

Oww, my headache

I just finished my MCD and am rubbing my really round belly. *satisfied smile*

Yes, and i realized i just lost my purpose to live. I don't appreciate bathing, sleeping and eating as much as i did before. My only purpose in life is gone, just like that. *snaps fingers*

I feel half dead every time i finish bathing. First, it was dizzy spells, followed by breathlessness and headaches. Can't i just enjoy bathing once again?

And sleeping. The only thing i love to do other than lazing and rolling about in bed, sleeping. It's just so hard for me to fall asleep and have some decent rest throughout the 8 hours per day. It's such a torment for someone who spends practically every minute of her holidays if she's not going out/using the bathroom/eating in bed.

Eating. Man, that's the worst. I don't eat for leisure anymore. I don't appreciate food and see it as the same as i did once before.

I think the most filling meal i ever had was at Pastamania with April a few days back and my MCD dinner today.

Let's see what i had for the past few days.

Monday - Pastamania (rather filling, i would say.)
Tuesday - A bag of chips while watching DVDs over at Gary's and half of a McNuggets meal
Wednesday - Mixed veggies rice and a box of Pockey
Thursday - Half a Pizza Hut student meal
Friday - Instant noodles
Saturday (aka today) - Shilin fried chicken (they actually taste rather good if i eat them once a while) and MCD filet meal.

Yes, apparently i only ate one meal per day other than a little snacks here and there for this entire week. Alright, more like for the past few weeks. I've no idea what's happening to me but i don't enjoy eating as much as i did.

*growls*

I almost went without food yesterday because i didn't even feel slightly hungry at 9pm. But the nagging feeling at the back of my head of not wanting Gary to be disappointed/worried got me out of my bed to get myself some instant noodles.

Man, my purpose in life is just gone just like that. I never thought that one day i would not enjoy sleeping, eating or bathing.

*huge sigh*

And i never knew headaches could go on for days. Normally when i have headaches they normally disappear after i bathed or woke up. But this headache of mine refused to disappear even with baths and tons of sleep.

I don't wanna live anymore!!!!

Anyways, i realized i lost my touch in doing makeup again. Yes, it happens periodically but i never thought it would be so frequent and i pretty much had given up on it. Though i still refuse to go out without it.

Amon asked if i would put on make up in the morning just before meeting them for FYP and i answered him,

"I put on makeup before school for the past one year, you think i'm going to stop in year 2 & 3?"

Yes, who cares if i lose touch or not. I love concealers, foundation, eyeliners and mascaras. I never know how to use eyeshadows, blushers or whatsoever not and i guess i'll never grow to appreciate them. At least not anytime soon.

Just give me my concealer, foundation, eyeliners and that's good enough for me. I think i can live without mascara and instead with short, stumpy and fugly lashes for a while but never the rest.

Speaking of lashes, there are times where i wanted to try falshies but i never got around getting them. Should i, or should i not? (And that's a question... DUH?)

Anyways, finally caught [Confessions of a Shoppaholic] today and yeaps, we caught it. The end.

Nothing much i can talk about it though. Or was it because i was too focused on trying to tickle Gary throughout the movie.

Anyways, it's time for me to go back to youtube. Rock on, to whoever who's still reading my entries.

:D