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Monday, April 13, 2009
Should i laugh or should i laugh
I was going onto Facebook hoping to see if they are any quizzes i could do (as a break from constant manga-ing) and i saw something that i can't help, but snort at." Using a pen knife to cut her hands..blood slip dwn frm my arm..tat i am crying..my heart is pain and hurt..depress..who would get depress..i will.." BAH. I mean, in poetry, that could be a nice, melancholic, melodic -blah blah blah- scene, but doing it in reality? Not that i despise or hate people who mutilate themselves, it's just that i find themselves not-really-clever (read: dumb). Apparently people who cut themselves aren't sadistic enough. Want to know what a real pain may seemed like? Don't let it out. Keep it within yourself. Don't tell anyone, don't show it out at all. Put it all on your own shoulders, in your heart. And until one day, just before you break, that is what real pain is. Those scars on yours arms, it'll heal. The pain would one day be gone. But emotional and mental injures never heal, neither would it disappear. That's real pain. Cutting your own arms? C'mon, get a life. Stop thinking that's cool (plus, self mutilation is like, so outdated? It WAS cool ... but like 5 years ago?) Sometimes, there is this little quiet voice at the back of my head that tells me that i really do enjoy pain. Not the sharp, excruciating one (like the freaking evil doctor who sewed me without giving me anesthetic), but the little nipping feeling that brings this small tiny painful smile. I'm sure some of you know what i'm talking about, right? *smiles* And oh yes, i do know a few peeps who cut themselves with scissors/penknives a few eons ago but they don't do it anymore. I respect them for that. But for peeps who still do it now *glances at facebook* I only have one word for you, HA! P/s: Please don't flame me for this entry. But if you must, go ahead. (: |
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