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Monday, May 11, 2009

Longest post in days

Man, i'm totally not looking forward for school tomorrow. I absolutely dislike Arts Criticism and Analysis.

Especially since i was like uber close in getting a C last week. Arghs, ah wells. Screw it. I'm not ready to skip any lessons for this year (and the next) anymore. Stupid new system.

And i can't believe i actually walked in the sun for more then fifteen minutes today. Normally, any thing more than five minutes and i would already be stabbing someone to death. But poking Gary proved to be more amusing than stabbing.

But i DIDN'T. I swear. I can't even keep a proper conversation because i was too tired. Dang. I need to exercise...

NAH. Who cares.

And i too can't believe that i actually had a desire to go into the pool when Vi Vi was in the water. I presume it was because i was all sweaty and would love to take a dive into that cool, refreshing water. But then again, people, sun and water aren't anywhere close to the top of my favorite list.

And oh oh oh yes. I actually saw Chin Choo today. I felt really exhilarated when she doesn't recognize me. Not that i expect her to anyway (it would be really freaky if she did, by the way), but i really got to say, she changed a lot.

She became prettier. Like honestly.

I've realized, for those who left, all of us turned out to look better in someway or other.

I mean, i was such a fugly fat thing then (i had pictures to prove!! I just found my old memory card) and i am at least 5 kilos lighter now.

Not only weight. My hair. My dressing style. My makeup. My shoes. My sense. I realized all turned out better. (I swear that this is not my pride talking over here. Just my plain 'ol buddy, narcissism.)

And i simply refuse to show any of my old photos. They are HIDEOUS. You wouldn't even think that was me. For not even me or April could find any similarities between our old shots and now.

That's why, i'm very very sure that not anyone from my old school or anyone that i knew more than a year ago would recognize me.

And yeah, i've decided that i'm going to maintain two main blogs from now on.

This site would be for the stuff that i can rant to the public and the other one would be more of the cannot-be-said *wink wink* things.

OMG. What were you thinking? I was merely talking about rants.

*winks again*

Ask me for the link for the other blog if you want to read it and i will decide if i should give that link to you.

But there's a catch. The blogskin i chose for that link doesn't work very well for Firefox. But if you have Internet Explorer, then you would be able to read everything perfectly well.

Now, for a little photoy time~~~

I really love to fluff the left side of my hair up.
It's always really bahish-fugly-flat-looking.

See. Fluff!!
And please ignore the awkward position of my lips.

And i said,
"Let there be LIGHT."

I tied my hair at the side.
Yes, shut up.

Random fugly look.
I know it doesn't look anything close in being aesthetically appealing,
but i just want to take something with my specs on.

P/s: I have very obvious eyes of different sizes. My left eye has a double eyelid but my right doesn't. That's why i always draw thick eyeliners to try and even them out.

P/p/s: Mom bought tons of food and snacks. I am looking forward in pigging myself out on Tuesday.

P/p/p/s: I feel like getting a very weak drink tomorrow after class. For i need something like that... NOW.