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Sunday, August 30, 2009

dreams

Saw April's entry about her bad dream and i suddenly recalled mine. I had the dream quite some time back (even before UT3 started) and so memories are foggy, but i can still some bits and pieces of it.

I distinctly remembered i was sitting in some dark and wet area (something resembling those huge drains shown in movies) with Mom and she was saying that she's gonna stick through this with me but i told her to go away as i'm bound to die. Chances of me living is not high and i chased her away telling her to try and survive. She went away without resisting of course. Fuck my life if this happens in reality.

Anyways, after that, the scene changed to some 'futuristic' (metallic) and dark looking tower. It was made up of twisted wires which looked like trunks and branches, just that they were in shape of wires and pipes.

It was a freaking tall tower and i remembered trying to climb it. I was halfway up the tower already and was climbing using those branches and veins (lookalikes) as footholds. But i was seeing that scene as a third person point of view. It was like, i was watching a movie, floating in midair seeing all these.

And my view shifted and it moved up. To the top of the building where all the twisted metallic wires/pipes/metallic branches/sliver veins which were twisted together to form a cave-like place. It's just an empty hole where there was this guy walking around it. Investigating the space with actions like what a spy would do. And somehow, i knew he was plotting something. I knew he was the bad guy.

Then the scene changed again and i was in this cafe with tons of people. And everyone has the intention of killing me.

I was sitting at a square table of four with three other girls. And the thoughts that i had was if nobody moves, i won't.

Then suddenly there were two girls who stood up. One whom in my dream was innocent to me and another evil one who's trying to kill me. I stood up along with them at the same time because i wanted to protect the innocent one. For i knew the one they wanted to kill was me.

Then we got out of the cafe (it was an open spaced cafe) and there was this huge huge space beside it. It has like high walls and everything was so dark and grayish in my dream.

So i fought with one of the girl and i was obviously losing. And then the other girl (idk who attacked me first though i remembered there was this twist in my dream, just not the details anymore) who was way stronger than the first girl starting to fight with me. The first girl just faded away. No idea where she went though.

I was flung around and trying so desperately to run. But the people at the cafe are all waiting to kill me so i can't go there. There's a huge stone/valley wall behind me so i can't run there either. The girl is too fast for me to escape from her anyway. And i was hurt, bleeding, panting and tired from all the running. I am a plain human and she was like a machine assassin (probably human too) and i just dont' have any chances of winning against her.

And when she got close to me, before slashing me again, she said this

"I want you to feel the fear and try to run"

It was like saying, i'm bound to die in her hands but she's just maximizing my torment. Super sick to me.

That was the thing i was like so fucking traumatized that i remembered till now.

And i think i woke up shortly after that. Can't really remember since it's like a dream more than two weeks ago?

But the fight was like so fucking real. I don't feel the pain but i felt like i was seriously panting. The tiredness of the limbs and shortness of breath from escaping was so fucking real. Maybe because that was really how i felt in real life.

Bad dream suck. But sweet dreams rocks.