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Sunday, November 15, 2009

Chivarly and eyecandy

Chivalry are so getting to be so rare nowadays that it's really nice to see a gentleman once in a while.

And by chivalry or gentleman, i mean guys who treats a girl nicely without expecting anything in return.

I mean, even if there isn't any chivalry or gentleman-ly-ness inside a guy, the least he could do is to be at least considerate towards a girl.

I honestly hate people apologizing to me when they don't mean it. If you know you're in the wrong or at least think you are, then apologize like you fucking mean it. If not, don't even bother.

The thing that greatly annoys me aren't the fact that they do something bad towards me. Personally, if you have something against me, then do it in my face and i'll respect (and hate you) for that. But if you do something bad towards me and know it's not right but think that it ain't your fault...

Now THAT annoys me.

Chivalry, to me, doesn't only applies to paying or treating a girl.

It can also be sending her home, sending her nice texts, be concerned about her, not trying to hurt her (physically or emotionally), protective... or generally being nice towards her.

Boyfriends or not, chivalry should be alive in most guys.

But then again, most girls aren't very lady-like now anyways. So can't really expect so much from guys too, huh? Life can sometimes be so unfair yet fair at times. Paradox much?

It's true that there should be a limit to everything. And that includes jokes and fun.

I have no doubt that we were playing around but some things just aren't meant to be played. Like dragging me when i'm on the ground or pulling my chair away from me and not inform or at least hold out a hand behind my back to support me if i really fall are just some limits that are exceeded.

I have friends who lift my legs way up and drag me out of the class by my legs (on the wheeled computer chair) or pushing me to the washroom (because i'm lazy to walk there) with that chair...

Trust me. I held on to the chair handles with everything i got, but nothing ever happens to me. They know the limit that they can go and i'm sure glad for that.

I don't like to think that my life is endangered just because of a stupid grey computer chair.

But seriously, why aren't there fun people in this semester class?

Ironically, the only fun people are those from other courses. Are Sonic Arts students that boring?

Well, to be honest, maybe. I am quite a boring person too. Well, at least to the other DSA people. Well, they don't have interesting things to talk about, so i'm not the only one that should be blamed.

To date, i think only a few of them are funny or nice to talk with.

Daryl, Fifi and Elwin... let me think if i can think of anymore people...

NO.

Life in this semester is sad. Okay, life in general lately suck donkey balls.

I am really not looking forward in helping Daniel for the voiceover thingy. Not gonna be bothered to contact him unless he contacts me.

$150 for 1000 clips is INSANE.

I have no responsibility in this case because nothing is on black and white. So HAH!!

But yes, there is nothing in school that i'm looking forward to. Classmates suck. Lessons suck. Facilitators suck. Assignments suck. Man, what life.

And maybe i should list down all my eye-candy in school just in case Gary decides that i'm having too many of them.

-pauses-

Oh my. I just realized i actually don't have more than one. I mean, i have millions of eye-candy candidates, but i would eye-candy one guy at one time.

Man, i am even faithful(?) towards my eye-candy?

This is shockingly disturbing. I mean, i don't even eye-candy both Wataru and Tooru at one go. It's either Wataru OR Tooru. Wow. Never saw myself in this light.

But ironically, all the facilitators i'm eye-candying are always DSA facilitators. Maybe i should venture out of my diploma once a while.

First, it was Sam. But because of the fact that he's not facilitating my class anymore, meaning i don't really see him around anymore, my eye-candying target changed. It's officially Ng Ting Xiang(?) now. I never bothered to check the correct spelling for his name.

I didn't really find him cute but wanted him to be my G90X adviser cause i felt like he would be an awesome adviser.

But the only time when i seriously find him cute was the time when April decided to comment on his geeky specs. I couldn't see his eyes and therefore moved on to his hair. Not too bad, i would say. Hair was styled pretty nicely too. But this still ain't the thing that i found him cute.

It was after April's comment of his geeky specs and him leaving the room and coming back without it makes me think that he is very VERY cute.

I mean, actions more than looks huh. Though in his defense, he doesn't look half that bad either.

But honestly, Andrew is becoming a very good potential candidate for my eye-candy other than the fact that:

April is already eye-candying him and i don't like to share
He might already think that i'm a boring company and i don't like my eye-candy to look at me in a bad light

Man, this is a really long and random update. Am talking about inadequate-ness with Gary online now. Shall focus there instead.

BYEEEEEEEE.

And to mimic gossip girls,

XOXO.

HAH!! That felt really idiotic.

And wow. Just when i decided to pay my full attention on MSNing with Gary and stop blogging, he decided that he wants to go offline. Though it's technically not his bad, cause it's already 3am now.

But seriously, maybe i should really stop my wordy rants now and shower. It's like fucking 3 now. Man, i hate showering at night.

It's cold and unfeeling and well... cold.