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Friday, April 30, 2010
who am i lying to
I think I'm screwed.Cause I think I really like Hei a lot lot lot. More than the one year plus relationship I had with Gary. Shit. This is bad. Very bad. Very very very bad. **** Anyways, went to find Auntie for an hour today and talked with her. And she was asking if I changed my number and if Gary called me. I was like, he's the one who ditched me. So if there's anyone calling, it'll be me calling him. But I won't have any chance to because I deleted his number!! Yes, I still can remember his number but that doesn't change a thing. I digress. Okay, point being... I'm the one being ditched. So if there's anyone calling, it's me. Right? Yes. But I've got someone whom I love way more than him, so why would I even bother to call him? Yes? Oh shit oh shit oh shit. Did I just say how much I love Hei? I'm screwed!!! But it was funny as to how I tell the Auntie who orders my lenses for me that before I got ditched, I only saw Hei twice per week. After I got ditched, I saw him twice per day. Sigh. There's no perfect guy around just like how I can never be perfect. Someone who's relatively cute (okay, my definition of cute is very subjective), showers me with enough C&C to make me content, R.I.C.H (yes, an acronym), wants to hang out a lot lot lot with me... But someone whom is so difficult for me to drill a point into his head, acts like a kids at times, drives me up the wall, easily loses his patience, throws his temper silently after losing his patience at whatever random things, have so many things with easy solutions (refer back to the difficult to make my point and hammer it into his head), fucking bad habits... Yeah. I'm still very much a materialistic person so *laughs* You get what I mean. Okay, I feel more normal now. Fuck. Who am I lying to? LOL. |
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