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Friday, June 4, 2010
I can only...
Sitting in an empty cabin at Marina Bay station, it's not exactly a bad feeling but I'm feeling a slight longing in the pits of ny tummy. I'm always the one sending people onto flights. Why? Tell me why? It used to be so much easier sending boyfriends onto planes, why is this one so different? Shit! I am scared to really fall on love with this one but it seems to be too late to be saying this now. Thank goodness he's coming back in a week or two. I've been staying out too much lately. I haven't seen my parents in a week already. Oh god! I hate myself for saying this but I think I miss him. A lot. Ran was asking when we began and how we started. I told him I don't know and I'm not even kidding about it. I told him that I started going out with him because all I wanted at that point of time was someone to be with me. It could be anyone, I just wanted someone. And I was truthful to him too. Told him that I told H in his face that I wanted to split with him everytime he got drunk. Guys are guys. Once drunk, they're all the same. Don't quote me but you can take my word for it. Had a lot of sharing with Ran. Though not a lot from me. I keep my private stuff private. Those who knows me will know this about me. But I do find out a lot if private stuff from him about him. My gossip intake for today is done. I can sleep happy now. But seriously, I don't want to love this guy. I got this feeling I would get hurt again and I don't want to go through that again. I can only take this much. Sigh. I can only take this much... |
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