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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
I fear
It's so much easier typing all the things I feel on a screen then saying it all out loud to someone. People judge people. It's human. It's normal. But it hurts. It's not that I don't tell anyone about what I feel. I do tell April. She knows too much about me in all honesty. I do tell tobi. I was IMing him while silently crying. Ment knows a lot too. And is super cute when he doesn't know how to make me feel better. But to those whom I know would judge me, I just can't bring myself to talk to them. Perhaps I am afraid to be judged. Same goes to those who reads the things I've written. I'm afraid of them judging me. To those whom I never ask to read my stuff start reading it, I feel insecure. Perhaps I'm just afraid to be judged. I know it's a social site and anyone can have access to it, but if it's someone whom I don't know, I wouldn't mind as much. Cause their words can never reach my ears. But it's so different if it's someone whom I don't know that well personally but knows me well enough to know me virtually, I start to fear. Insecurity, some might say. But I just feat someone |
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