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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Boring Random Post
Was carsick while on the way home. I hope it's not because that i had played StepMania on the way home on bus.And now, the fan behind me is irritating me out. Some parts of it most probably came loose. It's having this weird sound to it. Very irritating. Now asking my darling dad to help me fix it. Anyway, i saw this really nice looking guy on the way home. He was slim, tall and had very nice hair. I kind of forgotten his face. But he looked like a working young adult. My best guess is that he's around twenty plus? Definitely younger than twenty five. And he had this shoe bag, so i guess he just came back from gym. BUT HE DOESN'T LOOK SWEATY AT ALL. He's HOT. Read my lips. H.O.T. Jia Yang is very nice too. I am starting to wonder if half of the people in E zone is there just because of Jia Yang. The other half for Ivan. =X I hope not. Anyway, i'm supposed to be in HS5 already. I promised BiGBang to go there since an hour ago. =/ Standing in the rain Will you ever notice me? I never dared to look into your eyes But I was always behind you, watching you Hoping that you will lay your eyes on me I always thought being with the one that loved me is better than being with the one I love I’ve tried to be with him But my heart told me otherwise It’s impossible No one could ever replace you in my heart I ain’t that strong I ain’t that capable in controlling my emotions I ain’t able to stop myself from loving you I’ve tried to be logical I’ve tried to not love you But love is blind Love is mad I’m so madly blind I’m so blindly mad I can’t stop my heart from telling me that… I… Love… You… Haylie and Fareez. You would know who i were referring to when i said 'i love you', don't you? I initially thought i would go back to Xuan's friend. But then, i was pretty irritated and disgusted by him. Blocked him directly. Even if this means that i would be cut off all contacts from Xuan. BAH. Had diarrhoea today. Hope it wasn't the cheesy tofu, braised beef noodles or spaghetti i had. Oh yes. I had this very good ice chocolate at night. You can literally drink the chocolate powder. Ewwish but the chocolate powder was bitter. So it was loved. And let me say this. Even if it will piss people off. I'm not anti-Christ or an atheist. I believed that there's a big guy up there. But if that big guy is Christ, then i guess He's not a very great guy after all. Since a leader determines what kind of people He's leading. I can't see God. So i could only see His people. And looking at His people, my best guess is that He's not all that good after all. Anyway, if i were to choose any religion, i would go back to be a Buddhist. As at least this relationship had no strings attached or politics behind it. I want a pure relationship with the big guy up there, not some politics. I had my fair share of politics in my own world, no need to seek for more. Before you decide to think that i don't know anything, i wish to tell you this. I'm not saying this from a regular Christian point of view. I'm saying this from a Christian leader point of view. Damn, now i had seriously forgot what i wanted to blog about. So, let me go play HS5 now. |
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