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Monday, June 9, 2008

It's 5.42am now

Call me practical, but i do feel happy when those happy things happen to me.

I'm not all spiritual you see. Even though i love to go on spiritual rides ALONE and ALONE, (no big guy), even though i love to encounter the person inside of me as it had been a long time since i had encountered her, but STILL, i still love the feeling of cheap thrill.

Alright, i wouldn't say what exactly happened, lest people knows what had happened to me. Though it's just a one sentence thing and doesn't bring a warm fuzzy feeling to me, but i felt this feel of shiokness when i hear it.

You understand what i mean, don't you?

Anyway, moving on.

The few of us went to school today and Val didn't come. ):

But we had a not too bad time, at least that's what i felt. And it had been MONTHS since i've last touched my drum sticks. And i had given up hitting it with the correct way. I'm holding it in all the wrong positions, but WHO CARES.

As long as there's sound coming out. And the sound is still alright, then it's fine with me. (:

Not that i have low expectations, but let me procrastinate a little, won't you?

And the path back home was traumatizing. We'd encountered so many millipedes. HUGE ones. Alongside with centipedes, dragonflies and CLUMPS of red ants. How lucky are we? I've got to say, VERY.

Playing percussion will result in hungry souls. Both April and i were so hungry that we went to Mac and ordered tons of food.

She got fillet-o-fish EVM, apple pie and McChicken burger. And i've got a McChicken EVM upsize with additional onion rings.

Expensive but nice (and filling). Meanwhile, both April and i were in a MSN conference with Wei Yi.

Wei Yi : I'm a guy?
Me : *gasp*
Me : You're a guy?
April : Nope
April : You aren't a guy
Wei Yi : No lah
Wei Yi : I'm a guy

- silence -

Saw his display picture

April : So you really is a guy?
Wei Yi : Yah. You think i'm a girl meh?
Me : *speechless*

Alright. He's our team's mentor. And well, we had decent conversation too. Like asking him for PSP and songs. URMS. I mean, performance and presentation.

He said his team which only had 3 members came out with 45 slides for powerpoint. And i went GOSH. I don't want to be his audience. So long.

But then, relief washed upon me when he said he had cut down on the slides. *phew*

And i had finally tried FallenCiTy. ANd it wasn't too bad. It was very good actually, if you have a friend who has all the codes. Hearts April.

So now, i'm a bishop with skills from Nightlord, Shadower, Fire/Poison Archmage and Ice/Lightning Archmage. I didn't take the skills from the bowman and warrior side. Lazy.

I love genesis. Seriously, i do. I'm just afraid of lagness.

Well, Chai Chai sent April which in turn sent me a wonderful song. Very melodious.

But, i can't help it but seem to like songs which are 'heavier' in a sense. Well, read LOUDER. Music with drums, electric guitar and bass are considered heavenly to me. If the musicians can carry them off well, of course.

But i still love ballads. But all of it seems to be from the Jrock genre.

Seriously, they're good. Alright, some of them.

I hadn't hear the majority of them, but i do hear the more popular/famous/better ones. And since i lean towards Visual Kei, their appearance have a very huge factor too. Since Visual Kei Jrockers's appearance is considered as their part of their expression of music too.

But there's one pro and con. Pro is that they can do makeup or have fashion sense better than girls BUT they'll have no eyebrows.

But their pro had covered their con. They can draw very nice eyebrows. Hearts their skills.

Right, i digress.

I meant to say, some of the Jrock bands can bring off a few genres quite well. From ballads to rock to metal. Screamos, death metal, speed metal, heavy rock, slow rock. Not all, but most of the bands i've heard (the more popular/famous/better) can bring off at least these few genres quite well.

And no. When i mean their appearance, i don't mean their degree of chio-ness. Though i have to truthfully say that, that meant quite a lot (to me, myself and i), but i don't mean that.

How they do their makeup and their outfit is what i meant by appearance. And some of them looks better without makeup, but believe me, some looks very different without it.

Look at Uruha with and without makeup. Maybe you'll understand what i mean.

Okay, i'm still not back on topic.

As much as i love Jrock ballads, but i still prefer the louder ones. Because those songs can really get me high. And seriously, apart of this, i have no idea what can get me seriously spiritually and emotionally high.

And NO. Don't start preaching to me. (I had been chancing upon too much Christian blogs lately. Give me some Buddhist blogs to balance it out. I need it.)

Reading through some blogs (WAIT, DISCLAIMER FIRST. IF YOU DON'T LIKE HOW I SPEAK, THEN IT'S BEST FOR YOU NOT TO READ.)

Yes, i love to blog surf. And sometimes, i see posts that makes me feel like laughing and crying at the same time. Laughing because i see that they're dumb. Crying because i was as dumb as them before.

You tell me studies is important? Then PROVE it to me. Stop being a dropout or getting retained in ITE or NT. Gosh.

I might not be good enough. But at least i got L1B4 of 11 from only studying on the MORNING before my O level papers. When i mean morning, i don't mean like 1am or 2am. I mean like 8am when my paper starts at 9. And oh yes, i'm pretty proud of the fact that i took 3 languages in O levels. Others took 2 but i took 3. And all 3 got A1s.

And no. I've no knowledge about Malay or Tamil. Or some chim dialects. But i DO know a bit of those commonly used dialects though.

DON'T PLAY PLAY HOR. It's just that i don't bother to use perfect Queen's English anymore. I see no logic behind using it, for i'm in Singapore. And it's a Singaporean privilege to speak in Singlish. (: I LOVE Singlish. ^^

The main difference we had? You studied an hour before (or more), so did i. It's just that, i most probably had more sleep and i smiled more. That's why i could get better scores.

And another thing that differentiates me from you guys. I don't treat my parents like SHIT. I love them too much to do such a thing. I regretted hurting them now. Parents object because they know it ain't good for us. We claim that they can't see, but now i know, it's us who can't see.

I'm sorry, dada and momo. I really am.

People can only feel better when they're in a group. When they have more people together, they felt more secured and assured. That's why they come together. That's why they refuse to see the truth. But if you dare to venture outside your comfort zone, it'll hurt. It'll sting, but you'll grow.

We're group animals. But we're also individuals. Stop getting lied to by those people. WAKE UP!! There's so much more things outside. LOOK. LEARN. Stop lying to yourself. Stop hypnotizing. The world is cruel. Reality is harsh. You need to know this fact. And accept it.

And oh yes. If they're so great. You don't have to help them. Crap if you gonna say, they LET you help them. Let me laugh. Swallow your pride and end up wallowing in self pity.

GOOD JOB, I'LL SAY. GOOD JOB I'LL SAY TO THOU.

P/s: Sonic Arts has nothing to do with Art. It's artS. And i can't draw for nuts. Trust me. Hey, it rhymes. (: