Sunday, October 5, 2008
Succeed
You said you're helping me
You said you're saving me
You said you're guiding me to the light
You said you're trying to change me for the better


I see that you're ruining me
I see that you're killing me
I see that you're leading me towards destruction
I see that you're trying to turn me into a failure


You said what i see was lies
You said what you saw was the truth
You said what i speak was foolish words
You said what you spoke was words from the spirit


I see what i had seen was truth beyond lies
I see what you saw was truth with traces of falsehood
I see what i had spoken was words filled with own realization
I see what you spoke was words from your soul of emotions


You told me i was wrong
Was blind
Was lost


You laughed at me for leaving
For being alone
For seeming to do foolish acts


You proclaimed that i was the evil one
The one whom should be tied to a stake
And be burnt alive


You screamed into my ears
Telling me i am a failure
Etched into me that i can never succeed in life without you people
Printed deep into my mind that i am always wrong and the correct ones are always you


Now i laugh
Now i stand strong
Now i look at you and pity you


For now i know, i'm not wrong
It's just that you are too defensive
And thought everyone who aren't with you are against you


And with the harsh reality,
I realized that i was never blind
My eyes were merely covered by the lies you spun
But with the slaps of truth
I see once again.


I was lost
Yes indeed i was
Lost inside my own world you created for me
Inside the sanctuary you built
But now i found
Found my true self
A dimension full of truth
And that place though welcomes you
But it can only be entered if you're willing


And yes, i am indeed alone
But i rather be alone
Than be with you people
I'm tired of pretending
Confusing innocent beings with my own pretense
Maybe being alone
Being far away from you people are the best decision in my entire life


Witches seemed far better than you
At least they stand in nature
Not in devil
You claimed you hate Satan
But your doings seemed so much like Lucifer
Are you contradicting?
Are you telling me that your words and actions aren't the same?


As i stand here and look back at my journey of life
I saw with my very own eyes that ever since i left
That's when i start succeeding
I never have the guts to think what would happen if i never left
What kind of failure would i be
How alike would i be to you


I don't want to be like you
I don't want to be a failure
And i'm glad i'm not
And i've succeeded




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