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Saturday, March 28, 2009
Gan eun di xim
As usual and as expected, i'm once again alone at home. It's not that i deem it as a bad thing or even hated it, on the contrary, i think i like the feeling of having no one else other than me at home.Because even though i might be alone, i never felt lonely. And i think most of those who knows me personally most probably knows this too, knows that i truly do love my family, although none of us were close to each other. We never know what each other want or the things they like. Nothing, absolutely nothing, other than a thin thread called family is holding us together. But surprisingly, this thin and seemingly feeble thread is able to contain overflowing love, care and concern from all of us. I never knew how many similarities Zeh and i had in common. I never knew she had me in her mind when she's on a holiday. And i never even realized she was on my mind either. I heard from my mom that i was really close with her when i was just a really young toddler, though it was one of those memories that i can never ever recall anything faintly about it. The only memories i have was of me annoying her till she have to knock her own head on the wall out of exasperation. And the times where she only comes back on the weekends and slowly never anymore. I realized all of us had been living our own individual lives too much to stop and interact with each other. There are just some things that the other party would never know unless we tell them. 如果現在不及時釋放我們對家人的情感 那要等到何時啊？ I just heard from mummy this afternoon on how many times she had pushed away zeh's idea of bringing me overseas. It was just a sudden pang that made me stop everything i was doing and looked into mummy's eyes and searching for signs that she could be deceiving me. And the next minute was a strange warm feeling that creep into my heart and fills me up. Thanks, Zeh. |
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