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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
It's sweet. and i'm smiling :)
Am so fucking tired but i still can't sleep. I still have two more time periods to research on before the UT tomorrow.And now, internet is failing me and i can't do any proper research without having to wait for 10 freaking minutes before the page finishes loading. Even blogger is not loading properly. ARGHS. Am so fucking pissed right now. I'm just trying to study. Dumb internet, help me out a little, would you? Was so tired that i fell asleep on the bus without me having a full realization. And at that split second when i woke up, i really hope Gary was there. I never realized how warm his shoulders are. Anyways, i'm really not supposed to be blogging right now since it's almost 2 and i should sleep real soon, but i'll burst if i don't say it out now. I had been telling myself to control and that i can blog about it sometime else, or at least after i get everything i needed. But... i really can't. I was so dead exhausted that i almost can't lift my fingers to type my RJ then. But his call came and surprisingly, even though it was just a short minute but it recharges me so completely. I was even chiding myself for being anxious and worried that he wouldn't call me before he leaves. Just the promise of trying to call me everyday was enough. He doesn't have to, just having the thought of it was enough to warm me from the inside out. "I don't care about the bills. I just want to talk to you." This is more than enough to make me melt so completely. And the text just before he left left me smiling too. Thankfully, he'll be back on Friday. Four more days. Just four more. But these four days would be so long without him :( Ahh wells. It's really 2 now. I should go study albeit more before i crash and continue tomorrow morning. Damn. I want at least 6 hours of sleep per day. Is that too much to ask for? |
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