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Sunday, October 25, 2009
Behind every beauty lies an ugly truth
Moisture seeped from her eyes and rolled down her cheeks. She didn't even had time to control it.There was no pain aching in her chest this time round. Her nose just felt sour and as she stares at the screen, tears rolled down. She once swore to herself that she would never put herself through this shit again. And she did what she swore. Nothing could once make a muscle in her face twitch. Blank stares and expressionless features accompanied her throughout every situation she faced. She experienced no happiness. Though neither sadness. When she thought she could stripped away that facade and start living like a normal person who cries when she's sad, laugh when she's happy, spew expletives when she's mad, roll her eyes when she's annoyed and finally subtly show how she feels. But she didn't anticipate the pain. One of her ultimate fear is pain. She's not afraid of death, she is afraid of a painful death. And now, as her cheeks were caked with trails of dried tears mixed with streams of fresh ones, she recalled. She remembered as to why she swore upon being emotionless. Because she was afraid of the pain that accompanies it. As a surge of numbness surged through her veins, she continued staring at the screen through eyes blurred with tears. Her face showed no expression, her eyes stared blankly ahead. That was how she was. And she's on the verge of breaking down and back into the world without joy or pain. |
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