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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Smiling, i am
Oh no. I'm seriously not going to laugh at you.I just feel like laughing at myself for feeling the joy by just staring at your picture. But it's just that this joy is so short-lived. Knowing that you're so near by my side, but yet also knowing that you can never be mine. You're so close to me, it's seems that i can literally touch you with outstretched hands. But then again, you're so far. For your eyes will never lay on me. You never seem to notice me. Notice that i'm always behind you, supporting you. I'm never in front of you. For i don't wish to run ahead of you. Neither am i beside you, because i want to catch you when you fall. It looks like i am never there for you when you have all your glamor and fame, slumps and pits. It's not that i had left you, but because i know that you need me more than ever to be behind you right now. The higher one climbs on a ladder, the harder the impact one will get if he miss a footing. That's why i'm not in front of you nor beside you. But behind you catching you if you fall. Giving you a push when you need it. I don't need recognition. Not even your love. Knowing that i was part of your life was good enough. I'm contented just by having you crossing my path. This is what i have. And most probably this is all i am ever going to have with you. But i just want to hold on to it and one day, be able to look back and not laugh at myself ever more. |
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