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Friday, October 31, 2008

just got to rant

Today is an awesome day!!! But once i came online, everything crashed.

I'm not disappointed with F5. I seriously am not. It's just that, somehow i just wish, people can be more responsive. Why couldn't guys take the initiative, take the lead. Why must they always sit back and wait for things to happen.

Is it just Singaporean guys or what?

I don't know. But it seems that almost EVERY Singaporean guy i've met IS like that. (Yes, it's still is. Not was. I haven't met one which made me changed my mind.)

Just one day. Just one day is enough to let me see how does a ME guy reacts, in comparison to a SG guy.

A ME guy pays for a girl, treat girls stuff and send her home.

And not to mention, be very considerate and concerned for a girl (who's sick. Yes*waves*, me)

And what does a SG guy do?

We go Dutch (not that i mind), say goodbyes at the MRT station that we part with (or the one that's on their way back) and refuses to respond, and take charge.

I don't know. But listen to this.

Someone younger than most of you out there does this. Yes, someone younger. (and yes, i'm only telling my personal guy friends to think about it. No offense to the other guys out there. ^^)

Think about it.

When was the last time you lend your spare phone to a girl whose phone was missing due to some reasons?

When was the last time you treat a girl FOR THE ENTIRE DAY?

When was the last time you insisted on paying for a girl?

When was the last time you even held a door open for a girl?

When was the last time you let a girl order first before you do?

When was the last time you let a girl up the escalator up before you do?

When was the ~~last time~~ first time you send a girl home, not on your way, but OUT of your way? (Had you even ever?)

When i'm talking about this girl, i'm not saying girlfriends or crushes or even close/best/regular friends.

I'm talking about someone you met online. Someone you had only met over Myspace and MSN and nothing else. It's the first time in your entire life that you met her, for you only know this girl online, will you do this for her?

Although i'm in no position to speak, but let's just see what happened to my very own friends?

Let's see how can i put across this in the most subtle way?

CAN YOU FUCKING BE MORE RESPONSIVE?

I don't even need you to make decisions, i just need you to tell me things... EARLIER!!!

You were in all the conversations, actively chatting. Fine, i shall give you the benefit of the doubt that you didn't know earlier, but couldn't you tell me you couldn't make it without me asking just TWO days before the event.

When i asked you guys to organize, to choose a place, why couldn't all of you tell me on the spot, you couldn't make it.

When Jeff tells me he can't make it, why couldn't you others use this chance to tell me too?

I'm not trying to blame anyone. In fact, i think the only one who should be blamed ought to be me. I shouldn't even try to trust you with things, maybe the only person i could trust to do things are Tobi and myself.

It's supposed to be a happy occasion. But all thanks to my dumb judgement, i ultimately ruined this whole thing.

FORGET IT. FORGET IT LE LURS!!!
*SCREAMS!!!!*

But setting aside all those,

Can apologies to her honestly be ever enough?

And i'm so sorry to Gary too. For i didn't know that Atzuki moved to Liang@Court.
*bows*

Alright, i shall talk about my day later. For i really got to rant now.