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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
:'(
Just saw Chord on TV 5 minutes ago. Reminded me of the email I sent him earlier this afternoon.Woke up really early today. Had a really awkward dream and woke up to Mom rummaging through my bag (she found Yasmin... yeap, now's the time to say AWKWAAARRRRRD) and I pretended to be asleep. Then went onto MSN and saw Chord online. A few minutes later, he changed his MSN status to his new song which he just uploaded. Click on it and listened to it and woah, was it good. So good that I can't help but send him a mail. Mope around the house for a little while and the one of the two good things that happened today: I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE PUFFY SINGLE EYELIDS TO LARGER DOUBLE EYELIDS. Only one of the two good things that happened today. Yep, that's one of the only two good thing that happened today. Don't felt like having any humanly presence around me and took a cab down instead. Reached Kpool quite early-ish and went over to the Kbox and took green tea from them. Moped around and made a few mistakes initially. Then had MCD and felt a little better. Cheng Xu wanted to take my fries and I told him that I'm not close to him so he can't take from me. His eyes literally went O.O while he was drinking, so my first action was to scream at him not to puke his drink out. Then he giggled and literally almost puked it out. To think I actually thought Cheng Xu was a stuck up person at first. Turns out he's quite an okay person. But they asked me to smoke with them. -.- Siao! Then at 6 plus, I felt so miserable that I literally couldn't smile anymore. It's like, there are times where you can force one out, even a painful one, but there are times where you literally can't smile. Was still serving and trying to work, then Jo suddenly looked at me and she suddenly asked, "Are you okay?" Tears were like filled up all the way to the brim inside my eyes, though not one drop spilled out. No way I'm going to cry outside. Work has always been an escape for me. Now, I just want to escape from work. Sigh, HOW?!!! Then Ment came. He accompanied me for an hour plus and tried to make me laugh. Not that it help, but at least, that took my mind of my emptiness. I did the magic trick that the TWese guy did yesterday to both Jo and Ment. Then Sky came and somehow, I'm glad he's there. Never talked to me, and I don't like him but somehow, I was glad there was someone else there. Then Joyce came and after counting my shift, then I went off. But for once, I don't wanna go home. I just want to keep on doing something. Walked past Cine and smelled nicotine. And for once, it somehow felt pleasant. Sigh. I'm scaring myself now. I shall go find something else to do. I have to. Sigh. |
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