Sometimes, I really wish that I do not see
This reality that makes me wanna flee
The pain that surges through my heart
Crimson aflowing makes it seem like art

I don't think I can ever understand
Even when it reaches the end
Thoughts running through my mind
Cold droplets of disappointment drips while i dine

Longing for you, as I pine
Telling myself that I would be fine
Imaging your fingers entwined with mine
But it just exists only in my mind

Knowing that one day we'll be apart
Where we go back right to the start
What is this feeling, I ask me
But it's too late now for my heart has given you the key

Can your eyes only look at me
Possible, could that be
I don't wanna make this sound like a plea
But please don't deem my feelings as something that's free

Flowers bloom as you smile
Butterflies flutter around you all this while
As this unattractive blade of grass
Could only wear a sad smile as she feels her heart cut by glass

Silence, as she maintains
As numbness overcomes the pain
Standing alone in the rain
Where she hopes the hurt could be washed down the drain

How she wish she could talk
But a mouth she was given has a lock
By who, she pretends not to know
But inside, she knows it is herself that is holding her so

A tug-of-war tearing her up on the inside
To talk or not, how can she decide
Standing tall, only supported by her pride
It's not that she can be that strong, she sighed

She doesn't know what is wrong
Trying to find how she feels in a song
But none of the lyrics feel as strong
As the emotions that she felt all along

As these words come to an end
Back to reality, where she can only pretend
Is there a way for this to mend
Between her own childish thoughts and her boyfriend